After MAth Five by Sailor Peace Rated PG-13 for fluent language 
Email:SaySayseb@aol.com 
--------------------------------------------------------------------- Well, I'm 
back! So far I've had no flamers, but that's a good thing!!!!!!! (I probally 
spoke to soon though!) So anyway, I'm not much good with these author notes 
sooo... Um I'd like to thank every one who emailed me. I really appreciated it. 
Thx to Pinkmoonbeam for putting my story (I will remember you, Will you remember 
me?) on her page. I am going to send that story to ASMR too, but I have been 
really busy this week with Chapter five and six of this fic. I want to do at 
least two more chapters for this fic, then I 'm going to work on my others. 
So far I have one I mentioned earlier Called *I will remember you, Will you 
remember me?* It is a series and will be split into parts. So far I have the 
Pro, Ch1, Ch2A and Ch2B on my homepage if anyone wants to read it there before I 
send it to ASMR. 
My address is:
http://www.angelfire.com/al2/SaySayseb2
It is my poor beginning of a one person Fan Fic and Art Archive. So far I only 
have my fics on there, and I have been trying to put artwork on there, but it 
won't work, so it's really under construction.
My other story I want to work on will be called STRANDED. It's a Usagi and 
Mamoru fic, but not a Sailor Moon fic. You know where it's like no magic, no 
sailor scouts etc. It's just a simple romance story between the supreme couple. 
I got the ida from watching *The Blue Lagoon*. 
Also, I got an email from someone about the Jap/American who's who thing in one 
of my fics. Well I did some research, and this is what I found out. DIC has 
already got names for the outers, incase they do Sailor Moon S (but I doubt it).
Any way. I also did some research (by reading fanfics) on the outers American 
names, and I put down the Most commonly used ones. So here is my NEW who's who 
table: 
Japanese Names-American Names:
Chiba Mamoru- Darien Shields
Tsukino Usagi- Serena Tsukino
Chiba *Chibi-Usa* Usagi - Serena *Rini* Shields (Also, I have no clue what last 
name Chibi-Usa goes by, so I put Chiba/Shields. However I'm probally wrong and 
she probally goes by Tsukino. However this IS my fanfic and she is going by 
Chiba/Shields!!)
Hino Rei-Raye Hino
Aino Minako-Mina Aino
Kino Makoto-Lita Kino
Mizuno Ami-Amy Anderson
Tenoh Haruka-Uranus-Corrin(dic)-Alex(common)
Kaioh Michiru-Neptune-Nerissa(dic)-Michelle(common)
Hortura-Saturn-(didn’t see a dic name)-Christine(common)
Meioh Setsuna-Pluto-Celia(dic)-Susan(common)
Tsukino Kenji-Ken Tsukino
Tsukino Ikuko-Ilene Tsukino
Tsukino Shingo-Sammy Tsukino
Yuchiro(?)-Chad
Greg-Greg
Ken(too confusing if I said Kenji, dso I used Ken)-Ken

DISCLAIMER: I do not own Sailor Moon, but I do own this story and for those of 
you waiting for the next chapter, have a little faith in me, it WILL get done. 
Speaking of *Have A Little Faith In Me* Read it, it's by Jlala and I loved 
it.(((And I love DAWSON AND PACEY too!))) 
Also, read *Surfacings* by Lianne. Both are oh so good! And thanks once again to 
Meriellen5 for all the help. So without further adieu... (finally)
**********~~~~~~~CHAPTER 5~~~~~~~**********

Usagi paced nervously in the bathroom. * I can do this...* she thought and 
nodded her head. She then stopped and turned the other way. *NO I CAN’T!!!* She 
thought and
shook her head. She looked at the pink plastic case and the bottle of medication 
sitting in the open medicine cabinet. *Ami DID say that if I stayed with this 
prescription, it
wouldn’t mess my system up... and any way, this is Mamo-chan I’m talking about. 
He
loves me right?* She stopped and looked in the mirror, thinking about the outfit 
she
adorned. It was a light pink and sheer nightie, made of silk. It hugged her 
chest tightly and flowed out and downwards to about mid-thigh. It was held up by 
two ‘small’ straps and was VERY revealing. Underneath she had on mathcing 
panties with little lace bows on the sides. 
Never EVER had she worn something so scandalous. It just wasn’t Usagi like. She
then thought, *What if Mamo-chan doesn’t want to, or what if I trip or what if-*
“Usako, are you okay in there? Are you sick?” Mamoru asked worriedly from the
otherside of the bathroom door. She looked at the pill bottle and birth-control 
case
nervously. She turned back to the bathroom door. She took a deep calming breath 
and
answered Mamoru.
“Yeah, Mamo-chan... I’m fine, just taking my medicine... I’ll be right out...” 
she
answered, quickly opening her pill bottle and taking a pill. After swallowing 
it, she opened the little pink case and took out that day’s pill. She looked 
once more at the door, then quickly swallowed it. She then walked to the door, 
slowly unlocking it, and stepped out to the bedroom. Mamoru was pulling on some 
draw string pants when Usagi came out and had his back towards her. With his 
back still towards her, he spoke, “ Ready for bed?” He turned around slowly and 
gaped at his fiancee. He stood there for a moment or two, coming very close to 
having a coronary or being catatonic, before he finally regained his ability of 
speech. 
“U-Usako?” He whispered hestintatly and took a step towards her. “Where on earth 
did you-... no- um...Wow!” He fianlly spluttered out, making Usagi blush. After 
a moment in silence, Usagi began to wonder if she should have ever done this in 
the first place. She slowly looked up at Mamoru, who was staring down at her 
like a starved and dying mad. Without warning, he scooped her up in his arms and 
then deposited her on the bed. She giggled softly when he did this, but stopped 
when his mouth covered hers. After he broke the kiss so they could breath, he 
made his way down her neck, leaving a trail of hot, wet kisses. 
“Oh Mamo-chan!” she whipered into his ear. “I love you so much...” He looked up
at her and kissed her lips lightly. 
“Je t’aime aussi, Usako, Je t’aime ma belle cheri...” He whispered before making
love to Usagi.

//Morning//

Mamoru woke slowly, focusing on his surroundings. He looked around the hazy room 
lit by tiny rays of sunlight. He then looked down at Usagi’s nude form beside 
him. A small smile of contentment etched on his face. Then a schocking 
realization dawned on him. They didn’t use protection, or at least he doesn’t 
think they did. He quickly clambered out of the bed, afraid Usagi would be 
terribly upset if she figured that out too. He got dressed quickly in a pair of 
jogging shorts and a tanktop and decided running would keep his mind off it.

//Back at the apartment//

Usagi woke up slowly and looked around the room. When she didn’t see Mamoru, she 
started looking for him all around the apartment. He wasn’t there either. Now 
she was quite upset, where was he? She had expected waking up beside him this 
morning and had expected him to hold her, maybe even fix breakfast in bed or at 
least BE there! But he wasn’t and she began to wonder if maybe it was because he 
didn’t LIKE her or that maybe she hadn’t made it good for him. Tears silently 
welled up in her eyes as the realization of Mamoru finding disgust in her came 
upon her. She couldn’t bare the thought, so she tried to reasure herself *Maybe 
something important at the hospital came up, yeah that’s it...something 
important came up...* She convinced herself that, but then she started to worry 
why he hadn’t called or left a note or something saying where he was! She felt 
her world closing in on her. The room seemed to get smaller and darker, tears 
coursed down her face and sobs wracked her body. *What if? What if he isn't 
coming back? He...He should of called... He... he...* and then she shut down. 
Just plain shut down. Her fragile and volatile mind could not handle the qucik 
overload of emotion. She blocked out all the bad thoughts and just crawled into 
the corner of her closet and cried. Her sobs were silent, but they were soul 
wrenching, full of so much emotion and pain... 
That's how Mamoru found her. He walked into the apartment sweaty and tired from 
his jog. He was sure Usagi was still asleep so he went to go check on her. He 
had decided to tell her his realization and hoped she wouldn't be mad at him. He 
walked into the bedroom and saw the empty unmade bed.
"Usako?" He called out and then checked the balcony. When she wasn't there he 
looked in the bathroom. He checked the rest of the apartment and finally came 
back to the bedroom. He was about to go look for her when he heard crying from 
the closet. He slowly opened it and saw the small shivering body of his fiancee. 
"Usako?" He asked and knelt in fron of her. "Usako, oh gosh! Daijoubu ka?" He 
asked worriedly.
"A-are y-you real M-mamo-chan?"
"VERY real, Usako...are you that mad at me?"
"M-mad? W-why w-would I *hiccup* b-be m-mad at y-you?" She whispers, her sobs 
slowly subsiding. 
"Well, because I ...I didn't...YOU KNOW...use a condom?" he stuttered 
Usagi's eyes filled with mirth. 
"Oh Mamo-chan, I'm on birth control..." She said and brushed a stray bang from 
his eyes. He looked down at her, realization once more dawning on his face. 
"Oh Gomen Usako... I'm so sorry! I-I feel so so stupid...I'm.."
"...forgiven.."
"But-"
"shhh..." she said and placed two fingers on his lips."I love you and that's all 
that matters..."
"I love you too..."

//later that month//

"Are you sure Ami? I mean... I was doing better wasn't I?"
"Well a little, but your mood swings are still quite frequent...how about this? 
We'll up your dose for a month, then If you improve and your mood swings 
decrease, then we'll lower you dose, and you can return to taking burth control. 
Until then, be careful..."
"Hai(yes), Ami-chan, I will... I don't know how Mamo-chan will take this. He um, 
well, let's just say I think you'll have to give him some pyscho-what-sey 
because he'll be in withdrawal!" Ami laughed.
"Poor Mamoru-san..."
"Iie(no)! More like poor Usagi! I swear Mamo-chan ALWAYS wants to have sex! 
Although I can't say I don't ENJOY it..." she whispered blushing. " He'll be 
very disapointed, though...He came close to having a coronary right there in the 
bed room the first time... I STILL can't believe I wore that, but remind me to 
thank Mina-chan..." they both giggled softly and talked a bit more before Usagi 
had to leave.

//Mamoru and Usagi's Apartment//

"USAKO! I'M HOME!!!!!!!" Usagi walked into the room and looked up at him. 
"Boy, you sound happy! What? Did something good happen today-" Before she could 
finish, Mamoru picked her up and twirled her aorund the room. When he finally 
set her down, he kissed her passionatley.
"Umm, guess something REALLY good happened today? Huh?!"
"I am officially out of college!!!!"
"YOUR FINALS? You passed?! Oh my gosh, Mamo-chan! This is great!!!! We gotta 
celebrate!"
"I have the perfect way..." He murmured and kissed her. While kissing he scooped 
her up and carried her into the bedroom, shutting the door with his foot.

// One month and a half later---March //

"KAMI(god?)!! I can't believe I forgot!!!" She yelled and paced around Ami's 
apartment.
"Well, it wasn't very responsible to forget, but he couldn't be helped 
Usagi-chan... Have you told Mamoru-san yet?"
"Iie(no), not yet.."
"Well, he'll be very proud, I am absolutely sure of it!" Ami said and smiled 
brightly, but when she noticed Usagi's forlorn face, she became worried.
"Daijoubu ka(Are you all right?), Usagi-chan?" Usagi looked up at her quickly, 
Ami's words breaking her out of her reverie.
"Huh? Oh...hai, daijoubu(I'm all right), Ami-chan...it's just..."
"Just what, Usagi-chan?"
"Well, Mamo-chan still thinks I'm on birth control... and I'm scared that...that 
he won't want the baby...right now. I mean I didn't WANT it right now because... 
well, because I'm so sick... but I'm happy about it. I just afraid he won't feel 
the same way. I mean he's been under a lot of stress lately and he's so busy 
with his residencey at the hospital and, well...I'm afraid he'll be TOO busy for 
me and the baby..."
"Oh! Usagi-chan! Don't say that! You remember how much Mamoru-san cared about 
Chibi-Usa! He'll be more than pleased!" Ami sighed and placed a comforting arm 
around Usagi's shoulder. "Any way... you have improved so much more, I think we 
can lower your dosage back to the original level. Also, I think you should go 
out on a date with Mamoru or something non-stressful. Your putting too much 
stress on yourself and worrying too much... just go out and have fun and you'll 
be feeling better ASAP!" Usagi smiled at Ami's assurance. Ami seemed a lot more 
cheery and perky later, and Usagi was glad.
"What about you Ami? How come YOUR so happy?" Usagi asked and slyly poked Ami, 
who blushed in return.
"Um, well... Greg's back in town..."
"Oh Ami! That's wonderful!!! You two going on a date or something?"
"Hai, sort of... we're going to a lecture at Tokyo Tower about the moon and 
possible inhabitants. Basically I want to know if our secrets still safe..."
"Suteki(cool)! That's Wicked, Ami! Anyway Yokatta(I'm glad), even if you ARE on 
a secret mission, a date's a date. Any way, if you suddenly have to change into 
Mercury, Greg knows, so no biggie!" She said and laughed.
"Well, that IS convienent. Hey, don't you have to tell somebody about YOU?" Ami 
said and poked her in the tummy. " I always thought you'd be married and 
pregnant before any of us other scouts..."
"Wll I'm engaged, and none of the scouts are really 'married'.."
"But Haruka and Michiru are pretty close to it, as well as Rei-chan and 
Yuchiro-san!"
"Hai, I'm glad they made up... when's the baby due?"
"In about 4 more months, so if it's march now, then I it's due in late in late 
June, and I think your due around mid October... too bad about Rei-chan 
though..."
"Nani??? What about Rei-chan? Is she okay?" Usagi said raising her voice at 
every word. Ami sweatdropped at her slip of tounge.
"H-hai, Usagi-chan...it's just...well..."
"Nani?"
"She... she was pregnant..."
"WAS?" She asked softly and Ami nodded. "It was Yuchiro's, ne?"
"Hai, it was... she has been quite , er, reclusive lately and the reasom you 
didn't know is because-"
"Because you guys wanted to protect me..."
"Hai... you aren't mad, are you?"
"Iie, I understand your feelings... I just wish Rei felt she could confide in 
me, that's all... well I better go home and tell Mamo-chan...Sayonara, 
Ami-chan..." She said and left Ami's apartment. 

// Mamoru and Usagi's apartment//

Usagi opened the door to there apartment and saw Mamoru in an apron seting the 
table. He looks up when he hears he come in.
"Usako! " He said and walked over to her. "I missed you..." He said and started 
to kiss her. When she didn't respond back in normalcy, Hh pulled back. "Usako? 
Daijoubu ka?"
"Ah, hai... Mamo-chan, I'm fine..."
"Are you sure, honey? Didn't you go to Ami's today? Did she tell you something 
to upset you? Are-"
"I'M FINE, Mamo-chan, but I have to tell you something..." She said and sat him 
down on the couch.
"What is it Usako?"
"Well, you know when I went to Ami's?"
"Hai..."
"Well it wasn't for my session, it was for a medical check-up..."
"Are you sick?"
"Iie, but..."
"But?" He asked worriedly and reached for her hands. They were clammy and cold.
"I'm.... I'm pregnant..."
"NANI?!?" He said raising his voice. "But- How? When? I thought you were on 
birth control?!"
"The when was when we *celebrated* when you passed your finals. The how , 
Msmo-chan, is your a doctor and know the answer. And about birthcontrol, well 
Ami changed my medicaiton and I couldn't take it, but then I forgot last time, 
and I didn't want to worry you, so I didn't tell you..."
"SHIT!!!! Usako how could you? I deserve to know!"
"Well you know now! It's not liked I'd go have a baby behind your back!"
"How far along are you?"
"A month or so..."
"Well, you stay here...I'm going out... DON'T wait up, dear...I'll be fine..." 
He growled, walking out the door and slamming it behind him. Usagi's eyes water 
as she runs into the bedroom and shuts the door.

//12AM//

*USAKO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!* 

Usagi jerked awake from her nightmare. She was sweating and the bed sheets were 
twisted around her. All she could remember was Mamoru screaming her name. "Oh 
Mamo-chan, please be okay..." she whispered and fell back into a troubled sleep.

//2AM//

Mamoru comes in, slamming the door and stomps into the bed room. He throws the 
sheets off Usagi and wakes her. 
"Mamo-ch-mmph!!!!" She started, but was cut off by his mouth. She at first 
thought he was trying to apologize, but he her started to unbotton her night 
shirt, and she could taste alchohol on his breath. She pushed him off of her and 
glared at him while catching her breath. "Mamo-chan... don't... don't even try 
to make me sleep with you because your drunk and you don't know what your doign 
and you'll regret it tin the morning. He laughed evilly and faced away from her. 
She thought he was going to give up until he quickly turned back towards her, 
slapping her hard, causing her head to snap to the side. He quickly turned on 
the lamp beside the bed.
"On the contrary , Love, I know exactly what I'm doing..." He grabbed her chin 
roughly and turned her to face him, their eyes slowly meeting, light blue 
clashing with woidless black. "I'm here to kill you"
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END FIVE

AHHHHHH! Sorry , but I had to see if I had it (cliffhanger) left in me. It's 
wednesday, so I still have time this week to get six posted if I try. Right now, 
I have to go. If I have time tommorrow, we'll see if I can get six done. 
Thx to Meriellen5 , once again for the help, after I got off last night I justed 
started writing and at about 2AM my mother forced me to sleep, but I finished it 
today. I am so happy because I actually feel I did good on this. It helped me 
get this part done. Well, I'll be back, ASAP, don't flame me , please... but 
EMAIL ME, I like it!
Arivaderchi!
Sailor Peace aka Sarah
SaySayseb@aol.com