As I watch you
I realize
You don't know I'm here
You don't know I exist

I continue to watch you from afar
I'll never be able to wrench myself away from you
We think so much alike
I am so much like you

But you're not even real

You don't have thoughts or feelings
You don't feel any pain
Your honor is nothing
You don't exist

You are paint and plastic
Somebody's voice
Someone's creation
But there's something there, still

I watch you more
I hear you speak
I think about how much you mean to me
You know the kind of pain I know

But you're not real

I want to be with you
You would understand
The things I know and see
You know them too

They ARE unjustified
They DO NOT know what they are doing
But you're so amazing
I can only watch in awe

But...
You're not even real