But you're not there

When I saw you cry
It touched me
I began to cry as well
It hurt

He was not your only friend
He was not the only one who cared
She did
I know how it hurts

When no one else wacthes
I talk to you
You can't hear me
You just silently sit there

I wrap myself in the blanket
And I smile
She lays next to me and she sighs
I grin

What will we do now?
You won't be there every night
I can't watch you anymore
It makes me sad

But life continues
I feel incomplete
I've lost a few things I should have
And I am no longer whole

I smile when you enter my thoughts
I have the same pride as you
The kind no one but us understands
We play with our lives
We understand why we do it, even though no one else does

But you're not real
You don't exist
I may love you.. the only one I've loved
But you'll never realize it