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Paring:        Scully/Reyes

Content:     Though not graphic in nature, this story depicts loving f/f relationships. If you are under 18, or this is illegal in your area, please exit. 

Rating:       Rated R for less than pristine language, adult themes and violence.                                                            

Note:         In this world, the Lone Gunman guys are alive and well.                                                      

                 As always, thanks to L for her insight and patience.

 

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What She Believes

 

Book Three: Stranger at My Door

 

By Xan

 

 

 

THE RETURN

 

He walked down the chilly street he’d walked so many times before. Hands shoved deep into his pockets, head down. He moved so fast a neighbor’s can fell, spewing forth the weekly remains of family meals. He stopped a moment and looked at it dully, then kept moving. If he wasted time, they would get to Marshall; use the boy to find her son. Our son, he thought.

 

A young man approached, eyes glistening from some unknown intoxicant. The two men did the street shuffle a moment, trying to dance around each other. He shoved the man out of his way.

 

“Fuck you,” the young man growled.

 

“Someone beat you to it pal.”  He reached her place, waiting a second to make sure the drunk was what he pretended to be, before entering the inviting warmth. “I hope you’re home,” he said, looking up at her dark window.

 

***

 

 

Scully stared at the man who sat quietly in her living room. Head hooded, face bearded, hazel eyes as alert as a cat’s: He was a stranger to her now. Yet only moments ago, she’d been in his arms, embracing him before the candlelit window. Both had pulled away when they heard the screech of a car’s tires. “Government plates-I’m not the only one who’s paranoid,” Mulder joked.  

 

The look of his baggy clothes irritated her, and his beard…Scully wanted him to go into the bathroom and shave it off. Instead she whispered, “It’s good to see you, Mulder. I don’t know if you …” Scully stopped; she’d lost him to whatever had drawn his panicked mind to her door.

 

“Look at this, Scully.” He thrust as file into her hands.

 

No hello, no good-to-see-you.

 

“Marshall Hunter has unique abilities the rest of us can only hope for-second sight. And everyone wants a piece of him.”  He held up a photo of a young boy standing belligerently before the camera, pants hanging off his narrow butt, bomber jacket shrouding his small frame. The kid looked like Mulder, in dress, anyway. “Listen, Scully, we’ve seen it before, but this kid is amazing.”

 

“Yeah, I’d say he’s pretty amazing.”  Scully scanned the file. “Thrown out of five schools, arrested twice, and acquitted of murder- this kid isn’t amazing, he’s a thug.”

 

“But he’s a brilliant thug, Scully.” 

 

“Get to the point, Mulder.”

 

“You seem a little on edge. What’s wrong?”

 

“You disappear without a word, and I’m left wondering if you’re dead on some dark road, then you show up at my door with this story about a psychokinetic kid…” Scully paused to catch her breath. “But thank you for noticing that I’m a little on edge.”

 

“A guy goes out for a pack of smokes, and the little woman throws a fit.”

 

“This isn’t funny, Mulder. And I’m not your damned wife.”

 

“That’s not what’s bothering you, Scully.”  He crossed to her, slid his arms around her waist. “Talk to me.”

 

How could she tell him her life was days of unending turmoil, a firestorm wrapped in a hurricane? A hurricane named Monica. Scully swore she wouldn’t fall in love again, for that was a path which led to anger and pain beyond her control.

 

Scully looked up into Mulder’s beseeching eyes, but could not tell him that she’d bared her soul to a woman who had laughed in her face. Tell the truth and get slapped….

 

He dropped his arms. “They’re coming back for him, Scully-the same people who tried to grab William.”

 

“That’s not fair,” Scully said. She would not allow anyone, not even Mulder to use her son against her. “Marshall and his family should be placed in protective custody. And you know as well as I do that we cannot accomplish this effectively by working outside the Bureau.”

 

‘Yeah, but it’s the Bureau that can’t be trusted, among other special interest groups in the Gov-”

 

“Mulder, what do you want me to do?”

 

“At least go with me to see the kid.”

 

“He’s a child, not an X-File, Mulder. If he were, then this would be a case for those who actually work on the X-Files.”

 

“Doggett doesn’t know squat about the paranormal, and his partner-what’s her name? Ray-Rez…”

 

“Monica Reyes.” Scully glared at him. “She saved your life once or twice.”

 

“And what a life it is, Scully.”  He got out of his chair and stretched. “Grab your coat, Special Agent. We’re going hunting.”

 

 

***

 

“Daddy, can I go up on the roof?” Marshall Hunter slipped on his coat, and grabbed a bag of bird seed.

 

Raymond Hunter held out his arms for his only child. The boy came to him reluctantly. “I fed them before you came home. Besides, it’s dark out.”  He let go of his son, crossed to the window and looked down on a fiery redhead smoking a cigarette in the courtyard. The man had dogged him and his son for months, but fear kept him from coming up.

 

“He’s still out there?” Marshall asked.

 

“Yeah, but we’ve got something for him, don’t we boy?” He touched Marshall’s head and felt a rush of adrenalin. His heart beat a little harder, but it was worth the power he gave his son: the protection he needed to see all, know all….

 

 

***

 

 

 

They descended the front steps of Scully’s building, but Mulder stopped to pick up a discarded bouquet of exotic flowers. He opened the attached card.

 

“Mulder, don’t,” Scully said. “How do you know someone didn’t drop them by mistake?”

 

“‘Dana, let’s have dinner.’”  Mulder whistled and held the card out of Scully’s reach. “These are expensive, so it’s a safe bet you can order lobster for dinner.”

 

“Is it signed?” she asked in a voice so small he had to bend to catch the words. Please don’t let it be signed.

 

“No, but exactly how many paramours do you have dropping bouquets in front of your building? Especially flowers you can’t easily find in D.C.”

 

“They are beautiful.”

 

“So, what’s Jim-Joe-Bob like?”

 

Jesus, Mulder.”

 

“Not who I had in mind, but can you honestly say this guy is as magnificent as yours truly?”  Mulder glanced at his watch.

 

“It’s not a he, Mulder.”  There: she’d said it to another living soul, beside her mother’s cat.

 

He coughed; then sputtered an apology. “Scully…I…”

 

“And no, I don’t have pictures for your pornography collection.”  She left him standing on the steps. When he failed to move, she asked, “Do you have a car?”

 

“No, I-”

 

Scully fished for her keys. “That figures, Mulder.”

 

 

***

 

The birds went crazy, beating their wings against Marshall’s bedroom window. They’re coming, he thought: Agents hiding guns in their overcoats. How inconspicuous did they think they were, walking through his dark neighborhood with their pale faces? Just like the Red Man, daddy would take care of them, too.

 

He got up and went to see after his father. Raymond lay asleep before the television. Marshall turned down the set, and switched the channel, then he sat before the window: the pigeons had circled, following his movements to the living room.

 

“Tell me who they are, guys.” Tree rats, others called them, but they were the only friends he had. He studied his grey and white companions, waiting for an answer.  “Thought so.”

 

Marshall woke his father.  

 

 

 

***

 

“So, tell me about the girlfriend,” Mulder asked as they walked onto the grounds of the tenement where Marshall Hunter lived. “We’ve got about what?” he glanced at his watch, “Three, maybe four minutes before the kid makes us chase him down the fire escape.”

 

“She is not my girlfriend.”

 

“Lover, main squeeze, roommate to the Bureau-whatever,” Mulder laughed. Then he fell silent for a moment, watching her intently. “I really want to know,” he added, his tone gentle.

 

“Something…happened between us, but I do not have a relationship with this woman, nor do I desire one.”

 

“You sound like a certain politician who doesn’t inhale, Scully.”

 

“Mulder, are you sure we’re at the right address?” Scully said, ignoring the remark. “The windows are boarded up.”

 

“Not the top floor.”

 

“We’re going into a building filled with squatters?” Scully removed her gun, held it up and snapped back the safety. “Not a smart move.”

 

“Well, maybe if you’d brought the box of wine like I told you…”

 

Scully sighed. “Let’s get this over with.”

 

***

 

“Come on in.” Raymond Hunter shifted aside, his tired eyes moving from Scully to Mulder. The tall man had several calling cards splattered on the hood of his jacket, courtesy of Marshall’s pigeons. But he didn’t seem to notice it, or care. Now, the woman, she looked Government in her dark suit and coat; someone not to mess with on a good day.  “You’re the second ones to stop by here, but nobody can tell me how to get my son back in school.”

 

Mulder searched for the badge he no longer owned, but relaxed when Scully presented hers. “We’re the second, Mr. Hunter?” he asked.

 

“Yeah, it was a blonde girl. Don’t remember her name though.”  He didn’t tell them about the redhead waiting in the shadows, wondering how his nose got bloodied. Raymond sighed and led them into a well lit living room, where Marshall Hunter sat watching a documentary.”

 

“That’s my favorite channel,” Scully said, dropping down beside the boy. “What’s on?”

 

“It’s about the DNA structure of fruit flies.”

 

“Fascinating,” Mulder said with a crooked smile on his face.

 

“Not to the fruit flies. How would you like to be experimented on?” Marshall turned to Scully, looking her up and down. “I know you’re a Fed, but what is he, some kind of gang banger?”

 

“Hey, bro, looks like we shop at the same place.” Mulder held out a hand, but the boy ignored it.

 

“My son dresses like that so the real gang bangers will leave him alone.”  Raymond Hunter’s gaze seem to ask, what’s your excuse.

 

Marshall,” Scully began, “what do these men want from you?” 

 

The boy didn’t answer.

 

Scully walked over to the kitchenette and pointed at the faucet.  “Do you mind if I have some water, Mr. Hunter?”

 

“No, go right ahead.”  He glanced at his son. “Tell the lady about the men.”

 

Scully ignored the glasses on the counter and proceeded to search an opened cabinet.

 

“They come over here all the time. They want me to do things for them,” Marshall said, his voice flat from repeating it so many times. He gazed out the window. The birds drifted away, leaving him alone with the intruders.

 

“What things?” Scully asked.

 

“See things-look at what folks are doing.”

 

“He’s talking about remote viewing, Mulder.”

 

Mulder crouched down near Marshall. “Have you done this before?”

 

“Yeah, I saw you coming up the stairs.” Marshall grinned. “And I don’t need a fire escape to outrun your ass.”

 

Marshall, don’t talk like that,” his father scolded.

 

Scully shot Mulder a look. How could the boy possibly have heard them? She took in the kid’s neat appearance, except for the baggy clothes. His hair was clipped short, and a hint of peach fuzz graced his dark-brown skin. He can’t be no more than

 

“Thirteen.” Marshall flashed Scully a flawless smile, startling her with his ability to catch her stray thoughts. “You want me to do something for you, too, Agent Scully?”

 

“I’d like you to tell me about the problems you’ve been having at school.”

 

“The cops can’t prove a thing,” Raymond Hunter interrupted. “My son was no where near those boys when they fell off that bridge. The police took him in for questioning. Talking, that’s all it was.”

 

“Did you threaten the boys, Marshall?” Scully left the glass of water on the counter.

 

“I usually mind my own business, Agent Scully. But they were messing with me, so I told them how they were going to die.”

 

Scully’s brow creased, but she continued without commenting, “And the other incidents?”

 

“Well-”

 

“A boy’s gotta take up for himself. Can’t be a punk out there,” Raymond said. “Then those men come here saying they can give us both trouble if Marshall doesn’t go along with them.”

 

“Did they tell you their names?” Mulder asked.

 

“Tell me their what?” Raymond shook his head. “Men like that don’t have names.”

 

Mulder smirked, recalling the same words hurled at him by a pissed-off Skinner. He missed the grouch, though he’d never admit it.

 

“We have to get you to a hotel tonight,” Scully said. “It’s no longer safe for you and your son to stay here.”

 

“Make it one with cable!” Marshall piped up.

 

“Hush, boy. Tomorrow, we’ll go tomorrow.”  Raymond took Scully aside. “I’m sure sorry I can’t recall that woman’s name.”

 

“Can you describe her?”

 

“She’s blonde and she’s just under my shoulder in height.”  He raised a hand to his collar. “Name was Cora-something.”

 

“Covarrubias,” Marshall said, “Marita Covarrubias.”

 

***

 

“See? The kid is everything I thought he’d be. He knew we were coming.”  Mulder raced down the steps ahead of Scully and bounded over to the car. “No wonder the Consortium is salivating.”

 

“You didn’t seem too surprised when Raymond mentioned Covarrubias. Is she your source, Mulder?”

 

“Yeah, but she has a different agenda concerning the boy.”

 

“And what’s yours?”

 

He looked into Scully’s pale eyes then looked away. How effective would she be while worrying about her son’s safety?  She didn’t know that safe places existed only in one’s mind.

 

“One of the cabinet doors in the kitchen was opened,” she said, used to his silences.

 

“So?”

 

“Mulder, did you happen to notice the plethora of prescription drugs?”

 

“No, I left my binoculars home today.”

 

“Mr. Hunter can’t be more than forty, but he’s overmedicated even by American standards.

 

“We Americans have nothing on whatever Covarrubias is sniffing,” Mulder said, his voice bruised and bitter like acid dropped from the night skies. “The Consortium fucked her over, Scully, and now she’s trying to get back into their good graces.”

 

“You don’t know that for certain, Mulder.”  She watched his eyes, hazel-gold lit from street lamps. If he was right, then his betrayal was hers: Covarrubias had been his confident, his informant-as far as Scully was concerned, she had possibly been his lover. She looked away, gazing at the bright ornaments winking like sparklers in the hellish heat.  “Look, Mulder: Christmas in summer.”

 

“Why do you suppose no one bothered to take them down?”

 

“I don’t know. Maybe they’re trying to hide the camera and that microphone next to it.”

 

“Damn! You think that’s how the kid knew?”

 

“I’m betting on it, Mulder. And the equipment is Government issued.”

 

“Covarrubias is helping them.”

 

“What makes you say that?”

 

“She’s the visitor they didn’t complain about.”

 

 

***

 

 

BLONDE STRANGER

 

 

“Special Agent Reyes, may I have a moment of your time?”

 

Monica was about to enter her car when she saw the young woman’s slow approach. “Yes?” she answered, cautious of being alone in a deserted parking lot.

 

“My name is Marita Covarrubias, and I have a case I think you and Agent Doggett will find of great interest.”  She passed a slim briefcase to Monica. “May I buy you a drink?”

 

“Um… Sure. There’s a bar a few blocks from here.”

 

“Excellent. Shall we take my car or yours?”

 

“I prefer to walk.”  Monica closed her car door. “What agency are you with?”

 

The woman hesitated, casting her colorless eyes on the lot’s exit ramp. “I was with the United Nations.”

 

“Was?”

 

“It’s a story that requires a drink, Agent Reyes. Perhaps a few drinks.”

 

***

 

Scully leaned her head against the door, stifling a yawn. “Who is it?” she asked, waving at Mulder to hide in the closet.”

 

Mulder grabbed his sleeping gear and slipped inside. He watched Scully through the slots, surprised by the flustered look on her face.

 

“Monica?” Scully opened the door. “It’s rather late.”

 

Monica nodded and took a seat near the window, the same window where she’d seen Scully and Mulder embracing. The room looked homey, probably warmed by the fireplace in winter. She spotted her flowers in a vase on the table, and quickly looked away.

 

Scully sat down, her hands lost beneath the long arms of her pajamas. “Monica…”

 

“I know about the boy.”

 

“What?” Scully was more than surprised but relieved that this wasn’t a personal visit. “How do you know this?”

 

“Marita Covarrubias. And I know about Mulder, too.” She gave the carpet a cursory glance.

 

“She told you?”

 

“I saw him…with you.”

 

Scully caught Monica’s furtive glance at the window and blushed. “Oh.”

 

“But he’s not the reason I’m here.”  She leaned back in her chair and gazed at Scully from beneath her long black lashes.  “Mulder’s involved in something far bigger that you can handle on your own, Dana.”

 

“Yes, what with aliens ready to abscond with the boy.”

 

Monica laughed. “I didn’t say anything to John yet.”

 

“I suppose that’s my job.”  Scully fidgeted in her chair, a rare thing for a person normally so composed. But she had a beautiful woman sitting across from her, a woman who no longer wanted her. Yet, Monica seemed to bear her no grudge. Or perhaps she just didn’t care anymore. “Can I get you anything?” was all Scully could think to say.

 

“Marita and I had dinner, so thank you, but I’m fine.”

 

Marita. It was a hard sound to Scully’s ears like a snake slithering over dry leaves toward a nest that belonged to someone else. And Monica looked like a woman back from a successful first date; face glowing, eyes sparkling.  “Then I guess this is goodnight.”  Scully touched one of the flowers; gave it to Monica as a peace offering.

 

Monica held out her hand, and Scully misinterpreting the gesture, gave it a firm shake. “No,” Monica said. She took the red flower from Scully and kissed her cheek. “We should meet John tomorrow morning. Goodnight, Dana.”

 

When Scully opened her eyes, Monica was gone.

 

***

 

“She’s knows you’re here, Mulder.”

 

“How could she possibly know that?”

 

Scully tossed a large sneaker at him.

 

“And she kissed you anyway. The woman’s in l-o-v-e, Scully, and I’d say she’s jealous, too.”

 

“Is there something to be jealous of, Mulder?”

 

Mulder ignored her question and unrolled his sleeping bag. “I’ve got to get some sleep if I’m going to tail the kid in the morning.

 

***

 

Tailing Marshall Hunter proved exhausting for Mulder. The kid led him from rooftop to rooftop, from catwalk to catwalk as if he knew Mulder was following. Mulder ran to the rooftop of yet another building only to find that Marshall had out-foxed him, dropping easily from the last rung of a rickety fire escape. Mulder leaned over, looking down at the boy as he hit the ground. Seemingly from nowhere, stray dogs and cats came into the alley, following in the boy’s wake.

 

“Amazing,” Mulder said, watching the boy play with a big brute of a dog, “a little pied-piper of the ghetto.”  Mulder hefted one leg over the side and climbed down the fire escape. When he reached bottom, Marshall was waiting for him.

 

“You want half my sandwich?” Marshall held out a brown paper bag. “It’s recycled.”

 

“What, the sandwich?”

 

“No man, the bag.” Marshall eyed him curiously. “The sandwich is vegetarian tuna-which means no tuna. Do you know what they do to tuna? They-”

 

“I’m not hungry anymore.”

 

Marshall grinned. “Hey, man, you keep up better than the other guys.”

 

“What other guys?” Mulder petted one of Marshall’s furry friends and almost got his hand snapped off. “What did they look like?”

 

“One guy is named Ralston-he was stupid enough to say it when he answered his cell phone. I call the other one Red Man-big sucker, glassy eyes. Sometimes, they turn dark like oil’s in them.”  Marshall pulled Mulder down by tugging on one of his ears. “You had the same problem,” he said, peering into Mulder’s eyes.

 

“I got over it.”

 

The boy shook his head. “No, you didn’t.”  He released Mulder’s aching ear. “You want to know where your partner’s baby is, but I can’t tell you. Only my pops knows that, and he ain’t telling either.”

 

“Fair enough,” Mulder said, reaching for the bottled water Marshall offered. “But he can’t tell anyone else, okay?”

 

“If you mean the blonde lady, she’s not interested in that.” Marshall tossed his sandwich wrapper in a trash can. “Want to play some B-ball in the park?”

 

“Are you kidding, after what you just put me through?”

 

“Man, you’ve been outside the Bureau too long-got soft.”  Marshall took off, leaving Mulder in the midst of three hungry canines.

 

 

 

***

 

 

“I’m early,” Scully said, loath to enter Monica’s domain alone. The agent saw though her like glass-the cuts and scrapes of her life so many fallen shards. “Mulder won’t be joining us. He was…called away this morning.”  She stood there, not knowing what to do with her hands, or the tongue that seemed to trip her every time she spoke to Monica.

 

“He went after Marita,” Monica said without rancor. She leaned against the door frame, not inviting Scully in, but simply watching her. “She’s trying to save him. That why she came to me.”

 

“Mulder doesn’t need saving.” Scully moved inside. “His work is what keeps him alive.”

 

“And you?”

 

Scully backed up, bracing both hands behind her on the table. Monica was so close, Scully thought the agent was going to kiss her again.

 

Yet Monica hesitated, raked a hand through her hair like an exasperated mother hanging onto her last ragged nerve.  “Marcus Kurtz tried to take something from me…something private,” she said, referring to their case in New York. A spiritual drain for both women, Monica had at first reasoned it best to remain a buried memory for Scully. “And the cruelest thing is that he tried to use you to do it.”

 

“Did I hurt you?”

 

“No, he did.”

 

Scully felt the table pressed against her spine and the blood draining from her face. Cold, cold and heavy was her body in a room so light and brilliant with color. “Did I…Did he-”

 

Monica shook her head. She moved toward the table to grab her car keys, an action so sudden, that Scully flinched.  “I knew Mulder wouldn’t show,” she said.”  She withdrew her arm, careful not to brush against Scully. “John will be here in an hour. I’ll go get us something for breakfast.”

 

“Monica, I know this isn’t easy, but I want us to find a way to work together-a way that’s comfortable for us both.”

 

“What the hell.” Monica shrugged. “The human mind is capable of the most amazing things.”

 

Scully felt her throat constrict and she silently cursed the tears stinging her eyes. What answer did she have for the wall Monica put between them; a wall Scully had asked for. “It’s important to me that we have a good working relationship.”

 

Monica paused. “I’ll return with something to eat…something to get us through this work that’s so damn important.”  Then she left, closing the door behind her.

 

The wall grew higher, and Scully shrank back to that lonely first-year cadet. Where’s Mulder when you need him, she wondered. He’s just another wall in my life.

 

***

 

The junkyard, overflowing with rusted cars and abandoned bikes, swarmed with patrolmen. Mulder lingered on the edge of the crowd watching two cops separate a group of dogs from their fallen quarry. Then he moved in when he spotted a blonde woman at the forefront of curious onlookers.

 

“Marita, Marita,” Mulder pressed his mouth close to her ear. “You ratted on me, Covarrubias. Krycek would be proud.”

 

She didn’t look back, but leaned against him, pretending to be part of a couple.  “My sources tell me that Agent Reyes is not likely to betray Agent Scully. Neither would Skinner.”

 

“What about Deputy Director Kersh?”

 

“I don’t know where he stands.”

 

“I do, because it smells bad when he’s around.”  He put his arms around her waist, snuggling close. “Chop meat over there was on his way to the boy’s house.”

 

“The Consortium will be disappointed.”

 

“Does that mean you can’t ferret your way back into the weasels’ good graces?”

 

Marita faced him, her eyes leached of color and warmth. “I want to destroy them the same way those dogs destroyed their henchman.”

 

Mulder glanced at what was left of the man whose torn face torn resembled a bowl of stew. A paramedic lost his lunch, while his partner backed away from the carnage. Mulder snorted and the partner glared at him. Big sucker, he though, recalling Marshall’s description. Mulder started to approach the tall redhead, but the man moved quickly, loading the corpse into the ambulance.  “Those dogs don’t need a Government handout. They’re well fed,” Mulder said. “How do you propose to touch men who walk on water, Marita?”

 

“By taking away everything they desire.”  She turned, her gaze straying to an old refrigerator lying on its side. “I’ll start with him.”

 

Mulder’s eyes followed, landing on a half-hidden Marshall Hunter.

 

***

 

“That was good,” Scully said, eating the last bite of her omelet. Stuffed with spinach and tomatoes, the eggs were sinful; bathed in cream, whipped to ultimate perfection. She had expected Monica to return with a bag of bagels or yogurt, not groceries; certainly not to cook for her. “I’ll have to go on a diet after this.”

 

“You don’t need to diet.” A smile, an expression of awe, not even a frown touched Monica’s face as she said the words, but her eyes clouded like a misty ocean.

 

Scully searched for adequate responses, but found none.

 

Monica rose in the heavy silence and removed their empty plates.  Scully found her graceful movements a quality lacking in most people she knew. Self-assured in work, in expressing her feelings, yet shy in giving compliments, Monica was the treasure, the sanctuary Scully sought but had never found. Until now. She came behind her, pressed her chin on Monica’s shoulder. “The omelet was delish-”

 

A knock on the door interrupted Scully, dashing her tenuous resolve to put away the hurt between them.

 

“That must be John.” Monica turned in Scully’s arms, soapy water running down her upraised hands. “Care to dry them?”

 

Flustered, Scully moved away. “I’ll get the door.”

 

***

 

Mulder, with Marita close behind him, followed Marshall Hunter home. They watched as the boy raised his head to the sky, waving his arms to a flock of birds flying overhead. The pigeons soared and dipped, heavenly musicians obeying their maestro. One settled on Marshall’s shoulder, holding steady, as the boy crossed fences and traversed downed garbage pails. Back alleys was the boy’s Underground Railroad; the way to freedom, the way home.

 

“Did you see that?” Mulder asked.

 

“Yes. It is exactly why I sough out Monica Reyes.”  Marita touched Mulder’s arm, halting his stride. “It is how I knew you would go to Scully.”

 

“Why do I suddenly feel so manipulated?”

 

“They are incomparable together,” Marita said, ignoring his question. “With Monica…”  She didn’t finish.

 

 Something in the way she said Monica’s name flagged a chilling premonition in Mulder’s mind. “You’re about to step in something bad, Marita.”

 

She looked down and found nothing barring her way.

 

***

 

Despite Scully angling the light for Doggett to get a closer look at the corpse, he hung back in room, fingering a scalpel and glaring at Mulder. She didn’t know how Mulder had managed to slip past security, and she suspected Doggett wondered the same. Sighing, she turned her attention away from the men and guided Monica’s hand to a spot on the victim’s thigh. Monica flinched. Scully dropped her hand. “It’s a needle mark,” she said. “The lab has yet to determine the contents of the syringe, but whatever was in it stopped Agent Ralston’s heart.”

 

“What the hell was he doing out there?” Doggett asked.

 

“Whose side was he on is a better question.” Mulder walked past Doggett, moving dangerously close to the sharp instrument.

 

“Do you think Marshall Hunter did this?” Monica asked, backing away from Scully and Mulder.

 

“Are you saying a small boy got the drop Ralston?” Mulder asked. He stepped behind Scully, raised her right arm and brought it down against her left thigh. “Ralston enters the junkyard looking for Marshall, but he stumbles. He tries to brace his fall, and then bam! Into his leg it goes.”

 

Monica frowned. “You’re the one who said the boy knew about Ralston.”

 

“If I killed everyone who spied on me,” he paused to give Doggett a pointed look, “I’d be a mass murderer.”   His hold on Scully tightened.

 

Scully stepped out of his embrace. “He was already dead when the dogs made a meal of him.”

 

“Exactly. No blood spray from the throat, or what used to be his throat.”  Mulder drew a finger across his throat. “Marita caught up with the kid before I got there; no way Marshall could have done this, but I suspect he directed the dogs to have a noonday snack. They were hungry-”

 

“Give me a break.” Doggett edged closer, waving the scalpel at Mulder. “The kid set the dogs on this guy after he’s dead? Why?”

 

Marshall’s a vegetarian. So-”

 

“I’ve heard enough of this crap.”  Doggett rubbed his scalp. “And by the way, where is Covarrubias? I don’t think she’s very good at keeping your sorry butt out of trouble.”

 

“I’m not the one who needs a bodyguard, Agent Doggett,” Mulder replied, casting a sly look at Monica.

 

“I don’t need one either, pal.” Doggett put down the scalpel. “Anytime you want-”

 

“This is not helping us.” Scully stepped between them. “I suggest you two go elsewhere and cool off-let Monica and I finish up here.”

 

Monica looked at her watch. “Sorry, I’m late for an appointment.”

 

Date, Scully thought. 

 

“Well, I have to catch up with my bodyguard.” Mulder clapped Doggett’s shoulder before leaving.

 

 

***

 

Marita Covarrubias entered a dark establishment, stopping before a figure shrouded in the shadows of the small shop. She held out of photo, her hand trembling. The woman moved into the light, rolling her wheelchair closer to Marita.  “Is this the one I seek?” the woman asked.

 

“Yes.” Marita moved back when one of the wheels touched her leg. “Will you uphold our agreement?”

 

“Can you deliver her?”

 

“I can.”

 

The woman held the photo to the light, studying its grainy texture. “Yes, I see her essence-the soul of the woman who destroyed my life.”

 

Marita rolled her eyes, but contained the sharp retort on her tongue. If the crone believed in reincarnation, what did it matter as long as she honored their bargain? “Promise me she will not be harmed in any way.”

 

“Harmed by me?” the woman asked. “I won’t be the one to bring her harm.”

 

 

Marita left by the back door and found Mulder leaning against a Dumpster in the alley. “You certainly like to visit strange places,” he said. “Almadine’s Curiosities-what’s so curious about it, Marita?”

 

“That’s my business.”

 

“Buying a present for the pet rat, are we? Oh, that right,” Mulder smacked his forehead, “Krycek doesn’t like presents.”

 

“Mr. Mulder, had I not told you of this case, you would still be hiding under a-”

 

“The walls have ears, Marita. Let’s go someplace where we can talk.”

 

“I have another appointment.”

 

“I don’t mind tagging along.”

 

“She would mind.”

 

“Maybe, maybe not, but Scully would if you’re going to see who I think you are.”

 

 

***

 

 

“So, why did you choose Mulder?” Monica asked, pushing a bowl of sugar towards Marita.

 

Marita pushed it away. “I take it without.”

 

“Just like…”

 

“Scully?” Marita smiled. “Oh, I know a great deal about her. For instance, I know it’s her son these men are after.”

 

“Who are they?”

 

“They’re the same monsters who experimented on me. So, I chose Mulder because he can control Scully, and Scully can control him to a certain extent. And I chose you to keep it legal.”

 

“I suppose I should be flattered.”

 

“You should be. I don’t trust just anyone.”

 

The cup of coffee grew cold in Monica’s hands and she sat it down. “Was Mulder…were they lovers?”

 

Marita gave her a long, curious look. “It’s not Mulder you’re interested in, is it?”

 

She took up her cup. “I’m interested in you-in what you’re going to get out of this.”  The cold brew hung in Monica’s throat, nearly choking her.

 

“Revenge,” Marita answered, face devoid of expression. “What do you want, Monica?”

 

Monica held herself, as if a draft had entered the small café. I want Dana’s arms around me.  “I want to solve this case.”

 

 

 

***

 

 

“What am I supposed to be looking at?” Doggett, sitting up front beside Scully in her car, raised a pair of binoculars to his narrowed eyes. “A guy taking down Christmas ornaments?”

 

“No.” Monica reached over the back seat and moved the binoculars down a bit. “It’s what he’s holding in his hand.”

 

Her arm had inadvertently brushed Scully’s shoulder. Scully moved closer, absorbing the warmth. Like red chilies, Monica’s touch burned through the cotton Scully wore, heating her skin.  “Excuse me?” she asked, missing Doggett’s question.

 

“What are the tapes for?”

 

“I think the question is,” Scully paused, releasing a long-held breath, “to whom is he delivering the tapes?” She sounded like a school teacher, and chided herself when Doggett squirmed in his seat. “Raymond Hunter is on disability-he suffered a fall at a construction site two years ago and hasn’t worked since. Yet, he’s perfectly capable of getting up on a ladder and manipulating delicate electronic equipment. You don’t find that strange, Agent Doggett?”

 

“So he’s a cheat,” Doggett said.

 

“The labels on his medication indicate that he’s taking powerful painkillers, as well as anti-depressants and psychotropic drugs.”

 

“Again: So?”

 

“I need to get inside his apartment again,” Scully answered, deliberately enunciating each word slowly.  “I need to know what’s really contained in those bottles.”

 

“I can’t get much a reading from him.”  Monica squeezed Scully’s shoulder. She opened the door and got out. “But I will get the samples you need.”

 

“Monica, wait!” Scully waved her over.

 

Monica leaned into Scully’s window. “From what I can tell, Raymond Hunter is in great pain-psychic pain. And I’m a Federal agent with a gun-one who knows how to use it. Therefore, your concern is unwarranted, unless you have some other reason, Dana.”

 

Scully moved back, bitten, slapped.

 

“Ouch,” Doggett said. He leaned back in his seat, shading his eyes with a weary hand.

 

Scully watched as Monica approached the wary man. She retrieved her gun and got out, ready to follow.

 

“Let her go,” Doggett said.

 

Scully hesitated. In Doggett’s piercing eyes, she saw more than his words conveyed.

 

 

***

 

Monica had helped Raymond up the stairs and into his apartment. The man felt physical pain as well as a deep bruising of the soul. He brought his lips to the cup of tea she’d made. “Just like my mother’s-lots of lemon and sage.”  He turned his sad eyes on her. “What does a young woman like you know of the old ways?”

 

“I know that something’s hurting you, and it’s not just your body.”

 

“You should take care,” he said, taking her hand. “The dude Marshall calls the Red Man, is searching for people like us, people who can…feel things.”

 

“We can protect you.”

 

Raymond sighed. “Thank Agent Scully for getting my boy back in school,” he said, though it seemed like Scully’s gesture was more of a curse than salvation for his son. Raymond opened the cabinet that held his medications. “Get what you come for,” he said, surprising Monica. “She won’t be able to tell what’s in them anymore than I can.”

 

An answer to a question she hadn’t asked; Monica was unnerved by Raymond’s steely glare. She snapped on latex gloves and unfolded a napkin, then began to retrieve a pill from each of the orange bottles.

 

 

***

 

“There’s more than fifteen.” Monica watched Scully sort the pills, cataloging them for the lab technicians. Scully’s graceful hand flew over the pad, entering generic names Monica was unfamiliar with. How did it feel, she wondered, to have your body controlled by so many drugs, mind floating in a mystical twilight until your life mercifully ended? What was it all for, anyway if you decided not to enjoy your time on Earth, take risks? “Will you have dinner with me tonight?”

 

“What? Oh.” Scully looked up at Monica, eyes hidden behind the glare on her glasses. “I’m meeting Mulder, so-”

 

“That’s okay. I just thought…”  What was she thinking-that Scully would want her now that Mulder was back in her life? “Another time then.”

 

“Um…sure-perhaps we can do it another time.” Scully went back to her pad.

 

Monica headed out the door.

 

 

***

 

“Make up with your girlfriend, yet?” Mulder asked Scully. To her horror, he proceeded to wolf down a greasy pile of home fries.

 

“Misinformation: that’s how rumors get started, Mulder.”

 

“Then you don’t mind that she’s meeting Marita for dinner?”

 

“Hopefully it’s at a better place than this.” Scully shook her head. “No, I don’t mind,” she lied.

 

“You got my stash?”

 

“For christsakes, Mulder, will you stop acting like this is a drug deal.” Another forkful of potatoes disappeared into Mulder’s mouth and Scully cringed. “Tell the guys to be quick about it. I have a feeling that whatever’s in these pills is the same substance I found in Ralston’s corpse.”

 

“Hey! I’m eating here.”

 

“I thought it would take more than that to put you off your feed.” Scully leaned forward. “Does it bother you that I was involved with a woman?”

 

“Covarrubias hopped species-actually went from a rat to a woman. So, no, it doesn’t bother me.” He paused for a moment. “I thought you didn’t have a relationship with Reyes.”

 

“I can’t explain it without giving you a blow by blow description.”

 

“Speaking from experience, if you love this woman you’d better do something about it fast before you lose her.”

 

 

 

 

 

***

 

 

“It’s not the boy,” Monica said, settling on the sofa in Marita’s hotel suite. “Raymond Hunter-he’s the conduit.”

 

“How is he doing it?”

 

“I don’t know.”  Monica placed a pillow in her lap, leaned back, her hair touching crushed velvet. She sighed and rubbed her face.

 

“I wish I could offer you more,” Marita said, pouring Monica another glass of wine. “Shall I order something from room service?”

 

“They don’t have what I want.”

 

“What do you seek?” Marita sat beside Monica in the luxurious suite. She held the forlorn agent’s hand, wishing only to console, but as Monica opened her eyes…

 

“I told her,” Monica said. “I told her about what happened in New York.”

 

“This may sound cold, but you have to stop giving Dana what she thinks she wants…learn to manage her.”

 

“She’s not a woman to be managed.”

 

“Then what, love her?”

 

Monica gave her a bitter laugh. “She won’t let me.”

 

“How long will you suffer?”  Marita took the glass from Monica’s hand and placed it on the low table. She brushed Monica’s cheek; soft and sweet. Then she moved to the bedroom door.  “Stay the night.”

 

Monica drained the last of her wine. She rose, ready to walk out the front door; escape to the safety of the hallway. But, Marita stepped out of her shoes and removed her blouse, dropping it casually to the floor.

 

Monica’s belly tightened and a short breath escaped her lips, betraying the low itch. “Yellow cave-it’s what Covarrubias means. Your name?” she said, feeling the fool. Of course the woman knew her damn name, and most likely what it meant.

 

Marita came to her, touching her hands to Monica’s flushed face. Her pale eyes held Monica’s with an intensity that leapt between them like fire.

 

“Your name-it’s lovely. It’s beautiful. It’s-”

 

The kiss wasn’t Dana’s. The heart that beat so close to her own wasn’t Dana’s. But need reared its savage head; hunger moved Monica into Marita’s arms. And she held the bouquet of wine on her tongue with the indefinable taste that was Marita. She drank them both, losing her senses under Marita’s touch, and her own inconsolable hunger.

 

 

***

 

 

“Here’s the key.”  Scully dropped it into Doggett’s hand. Then she eyed Marita, whose slight smile hinted of secret things…things she didn’t want to know about. “You take second shift.”

 

“I thought Monica and I would go over to Agent Ralston’s apartment.”  Her hand trailed possessively down Monica’s arm.

 

“That’s not going to happen.” Scully dismissed Marita without so much as a second glance. “Those dogs didn’t kill Ralston, and the Consortium knows it. If anyone’s going to his apartment, it will be a Federal agent with the authority to do so.”  She took a ragged breath. “Are you coming, Monica?”

 

Monica glanced at Marita, her eyes filled with something Scully could not discern.

 

“Where’s Mulder?” Marita asked.

 

Scully pulled her aside. “He’s with a group who will help us determine the extent of what we’ve stepped into,” Scully answered, referring to Mulder’s old gang, The Lone Gunman.  Sully caught the look of suspicion on the woman’s face and her back went up. “Oh, yes. Marita, just one thing: If you hurt Monica, I won’t hesitate. I won’t stop. I won’t give up until I find you.”

 

“Why would I do such a thing? She’s an extraordinary lover.”  Marita leaned in closer, a tight smile on her lips. “I can’t believe you let her go.”

 

***

 

When they were outside the lobby of the hotel, Monica said, “Was it necessary to be so cold to her, Dana?”

 

“Marita’s a big girl.”

 

“I thought we all were.”

 

Scully stopped midway to the car. “What is that supposed to mean?”

 

“If you would take the time to talk to me, then maybe we could straighten out this mess.”

 

“You’re not an easy woman to reach, Monica. You weren’t home last night and you turned off your cell phone. So, exactly how the hell am I supposed to talk to you?”

 

Monica reached for Scully’s hand.

 

“Don’t. I can smell her all over you,” Scully said. “Just don’t…don’t touch me right now.”

 

Monica shook her head. “I hope Ralston’s apartment is warm, because it’s damn cold in this parking lot.”

 

 

***

 

JAGGED DIVIDE

 

 

Raymond Hunter lifted his eyes from the magazine he was reading long enough to contemplate this new agent assigned to watch-or rather to jail him and his son. Doggett: The man’s name was all wrong. Raymond thought it should be Wolfe from the sharp determination he saw on the man’s face. He suspected Doggett was a keen animal, wild if rubbed the wrong way. “There’s a bad man where they’re going.”

 

“Scully and Reyes can handle themselves.” Doggett laid down his newspaper. “Why don’t you go watch TV with your son?”

 

“No, there’s something I have to take care of…John,” Raymond closed his eyes, relaxed his shoulders and his breathing became shallow. Short way to the grave, he thought. Then his eyes flew open, and he saw the agents enter the elevator in the dead man’s building.

 

 

***

 

Scully held up her gun and signaled Monica to cover her. She tried Ralston’s door, found it opened. Monica went in first and Scully checked behind the door when a man sprang from the far side of the dark living room.  “We’re Federal Agents! Drop your gun,” Scully yelled.

 

Instead, the man trained his gun on Monica.

 

“You can’t get us both,” Scully said. “Put down the gun.”

 

“You have no right to be here,” he said, dropping the weapon to the floor.

 

“Identify yourself.”  Monica moved closer, gun held in both hands. “Identify yourself!”

 

The man cocked his head and went into a crouch. He retrieved his gun and fired.

 

Scully fired back.

 

The force of the bullet drove him through the window.

 

“Oh… God…”  Monica collapsed, holding her side.

Scully dropped to the floor and pushed Monica’s hands away. “I don’t see blood.”  She pulled out her cell phone; then opened Monica’s shirt. “Agent down,” she said, “I need an ambulance.” She gave the operator the address; then hung up.

 

“Dana, it burns.”

 

Scully sat on the floor behind Monica and held the agent’s head in her lap. “I think it grazed your ribs.”  She placed her hand in Monica’s. “Squeeze,” she said, “Squeeze hard.” Please don’t die on me.

 

 

***

 

Marshall brought his father a glass of cool water. The seizure had passed and his father could breath again. “Daddy’s all right now, Agent Doggett. We don’t need an ambulance.”

 

Doggett settled back onto the sofa.

 

“Don’t get too comfortable,” Raymond cautioned, “I may be fine, but there’s been trouble, John. You best go see to your friends.”

 

“Trouble?” Doggett stared at Raymond and his son. “And how would you know this?”

 

“Doesn’t matter how I know. Call Agent Scully and find out for yourself.”

 

“Daddy, I didn’t think any bad thoughts this time.”

 

Raymond pulled Marshall into his arms. “You didn’t have to, son.”

 

***

 

 

Scully led Monica to the bed. “My prognosis is that you’ll live.”

 

“I want to go home,” Monica whined, though she stretched out and let Scully remove the leather jeans that had become too tight. “I want to burn these dirty clothes and take a shower.”

 

“At the same time? I’d like to see that, but not in my apartment.”

 

“It would be quite a fete with bruised ribs.”  Monica propped herself up on her elbows. “What was I going to say?”

 

“I have no idea, but why don’t you get some sleep?”

 

“Sleep?” Monica started feeling groggy, and somewhat peaceful. “Alone?”

 

“Do you want me to call Marita?” Scully dropped her gaze. “That was nasty, wasn’t it?”

 

“For Mulder, I’d say no. But for you…” Monica flopped onto the pillows too tired to endure sitting up any longer.

 

“It’s a good thing you’re loaded on painkillers.”

 

Monica watched as two Scullys sit on the same chair. When Scully gave her a sweet smile, her heart burst with love. “Love you,” Monica said it, but the words came out sounding like gov woo.  She turned on the wrong side and the pain lanced into her like a hot sword. “I slept with her.”  Now that-an admission she wished had never left her lips- was crystal clear.

 

The room grew quiet. Monica continued to watch Scully and Scully sought refuge in studying her own nails. And the silence continued until Scully could stand it no more. “I know,” she said in a hushed voice. “It’s none of my business but tell me you’re not falling in love with her.”

 

Monica hugged a pillow to her chest; then she closed her eyes and slowly shook her head. “I’m tired of being alone, Dana, or maybe tired of being with someone and not remembering it.”

 

“I remember.” Scully crossed to the door with Monica’s clothes in her arms, “Marita is a very lucky woman.”

 

Monica lay there with eyes glazed. Damn painkillers. Her tongue was still loose, she knew it. And everything that flowed from her mouth was bound to offend Scully. She decided to keep it shut and spend the night alone.

 

“And speaking of painkillers,” Scully said, “the lab turned up nothing, but Mulder…” the look on Monica’s face at the mention of Mulder’s name stopped Scully cold. She said goodnight and closed the door.

 

 

***

 

“And how is the delicious and always lovely Agent Scully?”  Frohike asked Mulder.

 

“Agent Reyes got buzzed by a .38, so Scully’s on babysitting duty.”

 

“Ah,” Frohike looked over his glasses at Mulder. “The Lady Reyes is an equally delicious treat.”

 

“They’re out of your league, Frohike, above your head. I’m not even sure you’re part of the same gene pool.”

 

“I adore you, too, Mulder.”

 

Mulder raised his arms. “Can you feel the love?”

 

“I’m feeling something, and it ain’t love.”  Doggett loosen his tie and settled into a chair in the crowded Gunman headquarters. “And just so you know, Mulder, I don’t care for your flip tone about Monica. She’s more than a partner, she’s my friend.

 

“Chill, man, I didn’t mean anything by it.” Mulder grinned. “Anything on those pills yet, Byers?”

 

John Fitzgerald Byers-his name said it all-stroked his beard and stared at Mulder with soulful puppy eyes. “Most of it is a combination of mineral deposits and various proteins; all of unknown origin. The rest…”

 

“I knew it!” Mulder crowded over Byers’ shoulder. “The origin is alien.”

 

“Then I guess we know where it came from.”  Langly, the most paranoid of the group coughed the word, bullshit under his breath.

 

“Do you know what any of this stuff does?” asked Doggett.

 

“I have not a clue, gentlemen. Not yet.”

 

“This leaves us with our asses hanging out in the wind.”  Doggett rose and grabbed his coat. “I have to get back to the hotel and relieve Covarrubias.”

 

“And Covarrubias might be what?” Frohike asked.

 

“Another one that’s out of your league,” Doggett answered. “Good night, fellas.”

 

“Aw.” Mulder patted Frohike’s shoulder. “I still love you.”

 

“Just my luck,” Frohike groused.

 

“Mulder… Agent Doggett, please wait.”  Byers’ excitement rose, which in his case, made him little more animated than comatose. “I added some of Langly’s blood, and the-for lack of a better term-the alien DNA is mutating.”

 

“Which means?” Mulder asked.

 

“I could one day be a superhero?” Langly made a fist and flexed his arm.

 

“I doubt it.”  Byers gave Langly a grave look. “No human can live with this fancy cocktail flowing through his veins.”

 

“I know one human who does.” Mulder peered at the screen, wishing Scully was with them. “Frohike, I think we’ve found your twin.”

 

“Whatever.”  Yet Frohike stared at the screen, satisfied with his reflection. “Just make sure you tell the glorious agents Scully and Reyes, that Melvin Frohike says hello.”

 

 

***

 

Monica stirred. Her mouth was pressed against something soft, something warm. She moved, and winced from the pain it caused then she opened her eyes. Where the hell am I?  The room wasn’t familiar, but the woman in the mirror was: Raccoon eyes glared at her and dark lipstick, which had scurried south during night, stained her chin like raspberry jam.

 

She turned at the sound of a soft sigh. Sometime during the night, Scully had joined her. Damn, Monica thought, missed out again. Scully lay on her side, curled in a dream, and her shoulder, covered by the barest slip of a white cotton night shirt, revealed creamy skin touch by…

 

“Oh, shit!”  Monica scrambled off the bed, collapsing with pain. She looked again, dreading what she’d seen. Yes, there it was: lipstick stains decorating Scully’s shoulder and neck.  How was she going to get the stuff off without waking Scully?

 

Monica leaned a knee on the bed, the pressure drawing another sigh from sleeping beauty. “Where…are you going?” Scully’s slurred voice barely a whisper.

 

“Bathroom, I’m going to the bathroom,” she said, as if the answer would buy her time.

 

“Let me help you.” Scully yawned. “Whatever you have to do, you shouldn’t do it alone. You could hurt yourself.”

 

I’ll get hurt all right, Monica thought, when you see that I molested you in your sleep. Was there no end to the craziness? Why can’t we do things like normal people and deny it in the morning. She fought her weak knees and finally made it to the bathroom.

 

After cleaning up-a considerably painful job-Monica drew a bath for Scully.

 

Scrub your back?” She called out, but Scully had passed again into a blissful sleep.

 

 

***

 

Marita searched Monica’s empty apartment, careful to put everything back in its place. The bedroom closet was the most revealing, shoes properly aligned, dresses hung…Dresses. “I doubt this is yours.” Marita held up a green silk, the size much too small for a woman of Monica’s stature, and the price tag still affixed. “Dana.” She caressed the silk, bringing it to her cheek before hanging it again.

 

She looked down at the shoes and found a black box filled with letters. “Almadine?” She spoke into her cell phone, holding it away when the woman growled. “Yes, I know it’s late, but I think I’ve found what you’re looking for.” 

 

No answer, but Covarrubias heard the old woman’s wheelchair creak. “I’ve found what you’re looking for,” she repeated.

 

 

 

***

 

 

Despite the pain in her ribs, Monica entered Scully’s kitchen in search of something good to prepare for the woman who had saved her life.  She was disappointed: The exceedingly healthy Dr. Scully had stocked the place with plain yogurt, bee pollen, bean sprouts and bottled water. No bacon. No eggs. She found two croissants-there was hope for Scully yet.

 

“It’s not gourmet fare,” Scully said. Her hair was damp, and her face was scrubbed of makeup. She looked like a cloud-kissed cherub to Monica. “Sit down. I’ll take care of us.”

 

Monica took a stool and folded her hands on the table like a school girl.  Scully got out the butter and put the croissants in the oven. Monica couldn’t suppress a smile when Scully, raised on tiptoes, retrieved a jar of dark jam from the cabinet. She imagined Scully as a child-the other children taunting her with a game of keep-away.

 

Scully opened the jam, and Monica’s hands flew to her lips. She thought of the mess she’d made on Scully’s neck and shoulder last night. The woman probably thought she was insatiable; jumping in bed with any female ready to tumble. But the fling with Marita meant nothing more than the physical cravings of two women fed up with being lonely. Still lonely.

 

“Would you like coffee or tea?” Scully asked, startling Monica with her soft voice.

 

You. “I’ll have tea, thank you.”

 

“Why so formal?”

 

This threw Monica. What else could they be after suffering the strange occurrences in the not-a-relationship relationship they had? “I just want to be considerate.”  Yeah, I sleep with another woman and tell you about it. That’s me: considerate.

 

“It’s not necessary.”  Scully buttered the croissants and put a little more jam on Monica’s. “Friends do this for each other.”

 

Monica sighed, wishing the pain in her ribs would go straight to her aching heart; die right on Scully’s kitchen floor. She placed the napkin in her lap and waited patiently for Scully to come to the table.

 

Scully closed her eyes and bowed her head for a moment before taking the first bite of her meal. Is she praying?  Monica reached across the table and touched her hand.

 

“I’m sorry, I’m just…You could have died.”

 

“Not with the way you shoot.”

 

“Maybe next time I won’t be so accurate.”  Scully’s eyes darkened, giving her pale skin the ethereal glow of an angel. “That’s why I’ve decided that after this case, we will no longer work together. I’ll perform an autopsy or give you advice…anything but field work.”

 

The speech, so carefully delivered, lay at Monica’s feet like a coiled snake. “You’re pulling further away from me.”

 

“No.”

 

“You’re protecting yourself.”

 

“Maybe I am.”

 

“Because you’re afraid to lose another person you love.”

 

“Thank you, Dr. Jung, for that stunningly simplistic analysis.”  The buzzer sounded, and Scully folded her napkin. “Now, I’m going to answer the doorbell, and there’s nothing whatsoever Pavlovian about my decision.”

 

“Okay, I’ll just sit here and contemplate the spikes in my palms.”  Monica held out her arms and gave Scully a smile she knew would annoy her for the rest of the day.

 

***

 

Marshall sat on the balcony communing with the pigeons that had followed him all the way from his home in the projects.  They told him things. His father would not live to see him grow into a man. But how much time Raymond Hunter had left was one thing they did not tell him.

 

Now they walked the balcony with perfect balance, and cooed a warning: The Red Man was on his way. 

 

 

***

 

 

“She’s resting.” Scully’s voice, permafrost in the heated hallway, did not deter the stranger at her door.

 

“Will you give her these?” Marita handed her a large bouquet of flowers.

 

“They’re lovely.”  Monica entered, destroying Scully’s plan to banish the viper from their midst.

 

Marita kissed Monica’s cheek and held her delicately around the shoulders. Monica leaned into her, absorbing the comfort.

 

Scully, her face flushed, tossed the flowers on the sofa. “If you two would like a room, the nearest motel is ten miles away.”

 

“Darling, is there anything I can do for you?”  Marita stroked Monica’s chin, unconcerned with the angry observer. “Are you in much pain?”

 

“Somewhat.” Monica lowered her gaze, black locks covering her burning face. She lifted her head and kissed Marita back, determined not to be embarrassed by the way the woman felt in her arms. If Scully truly wanted friendship, then she would have to learn to curb her jealousy. “Dana, I think I’ll go home now. Thank you for breakfast.”

 

“Doctor Scully, is there anything I should be especially careful of while Monica’s recovering?”  Marita’s ingratiating smile did not touch her cold eyes. She didn’t wait for Scully’s response, but instead, put Monica’s jacket comfortably around her shoulders. “I’ll drive you home now.”

 

“Well,” Scully cleared her throat, “you two kids have fun. And don’t do anything I wouldn’t dream of in my worst nightmares.”

 

Marita said, “You have a wicked sense of humor, Doctor Scully.”

 

“That’s not all I have, Marita. Just remember what I told you.”

 

Monica stopped at the door, wondering what Scully had whispered in Marita’s ear that day at the hotel. She moved between the women and told Marita she’d join her later.

 

Scully’s rage died down after Marita left.  She expected Monica to gloat, demand an end to her wavering back and forth. Yet, Monica dropped onto the sofa, frustration clouding her face.

 

“I exercise my right as your friend to protect you from that witch,” Scully said, closing the door behind her, “So get used to it.”

 

***

 

 

SECOND SIGHT

 

 

“The man in Ralston’s apartment was one Jeffery Crumb, also known as, Alan Davenport.”  Doggett said.

 

“Of Davenport Pharmaceuticals?”  Scully’s blood chilled. Davenport had the most powerful lobbyists on the Washington scene, and so far, they’d managed to escape every lawsuit leveled against them. “Isn’t his brother, Rodney Crumb in Federal lockup for murdering their father?”

 

“One and the same.”  Doggett passed her the file. “He claims his father was poisoning him-selling his so-called psychic gifts to Government agents.”

 

“I would like to meet him,” Monica said.

 

Scully bit her tongue. It wasn’t her place to protect Monica’s every move.

 

“Good,” Doggett said, almost making the mistake of checking with Scully first. “Let’s roll.”

 

 

***

 

“Rodney, I’m Agent Reyes.”  She sat opposite the man, who was chained to his chair.

 

His eyes glittered, their keen observance belying the drugs coursing through his veins. “May I touch your hand?” he asked.

 

“I’m sorry, but the guards were very specific about any physical interaction between us.” Monica leaned forward, watching the insane man’s fingers open and curl. She showed him a list of drugs prescribed for Raymond Hunter. “Recognize this?”

 

“Please.” Rodney’s left hand twitched. “It’s the only way I can tell.”

 

“Tell what?”

 

“If you’re one of them,” he said, staring at the ceiling.

 

“Rodney-”

 

He shook his head like a rabid dog. “She missed…she missed my brother, but she won’t miss you.” He licked his cracked lips, summoning enough moisture to go on. “They’ll control us all soon, just like they’re going to make her… But they can’t open the boy’s mind. Daddy won’t let them.”

 

“What boy?”

 

“Mar…Marshall.”  Rodney’s head dropped onto his chest. “My father gave me to the bad men. So I killed him with my mind.”

 

How does he know about the boy? Monica kept her expression neutral. “Is Marshall’s father protecting him from the bad men?”

 

“Yes.”

 

“Who are these men, Rodney?”

 

“Cedar…One of them is Jack Cedar. He wants the baby.”

 

Monica looked over at the mirror, mouthing “Federal Agent” to Doggett. Then turning back to Rodney, “What baby?” she asked, prodding him to snap out of his drowsiness.

 

 “Aaah, your mother loved you.” Rodney’s eyes rolled back and his mouth went slack. He shook his head, waking from the drug’s hold. “Couldn’t keep you because…because the power. She knew the power would…”

 

Monica got up, her chair scraping the cement floor. The cords in her neck rippled like live wires in the cold interrogation room. “What happened to my mother?”

 

Rodney closed his eyes. “A woman will move heaven to save her baby’s life.”

 

 

***

 

“That’s enough. We’ve got the name we need,” Doggett said, bracing against the one-way mirror as if he could shatter it with his shoulder. “Get her out of there.”

 

“Wait,” Mulder said. “This guy, Cedar-I know him.” He pulled out a crumpled packet, popping a seed into his mouth. “Let her continue.”

 

“This damn well better be worth it.”  The veins in Doggett’s neck tensed. He pressed his hands against the glass and glared at Rodney Crumb’s slack face. “Monica doesn’t need to hear this shit.”

 

“He’s not talking about Monica.” Mulder’s eyes closed tightly.

 

 

“My mother, please tell me what happened,” Monica asked.

 

“Red.” Crumb’s gravelly voice came from behind the glass. “Destroy…she will destroy you.”

 

Red?”  Monica reached over and grabbed Crumb’s hand and a pulse of red-hot energy shot up her arm. Their screams echoed through the room.

 

***

 

“Monica.” Doggett pressed a wet towel to her forehead. When she came to, he turned on Mulder, “Get out-this is private.”

 

Mulder left, grimacing when he backed out. Doggett looked over his shoulder, waiting for the click of the door. “What did Crumb do to you, Monica?”

 

 Black hair plastered against white skin gave her the appearance of a lost wraith. Her eyes, cold with Crumb’s vision, shocked Doggett. “Stakeout…” she said while straining against the hand he’d placed on her breastbone. “She’s going to kill me on a stakeout.”

 

“Who is?” he asked.

 

“Dana…Dana’s going to kill me.”

 

 

***

 

 

“What happened?” Scully asked Doggett. She glanced at the closed door to Monica’s bedroom. She had not emerged since Scully’s arrival over an hour ago.

 

“Rodney Crumb put some crazy vision in her head.” Doggett rubbed his brow. “Monica won’t tell me, but I know it’s about her birth-mother,” he lied.

 

“I didn’t know she was adopted.”

 

“Yeah, well it’s not something she likes to talk about.”

 

Scully’s face went blank. “I suppose most children wouldn’t.”

 

“No, no. Scully it’s not the same as you and William.”  Doggett’s hand was poised over her shoulder. He dropped it quickly. “Anyway, it’s got her really spooked. I’ve never seen her like this.”

 

“Should I go in?”

 

“Sorry, but she doesn’t want to see you.”

 

Disappointed, she squared her shoulders. “I guess I can understand her sentiments.”

 

“No, you can’t.”

 

“I need to know everything Crumb told her,” she began, forcing her attention back to the case, “If Monica and I can get these men-”

 

“She doesn’t know anything.”  He saw the effect from his second lie: Scully was not convinced.

 

 

***

 

A GIFT FOR SCULLY

 

“What do you mean I missed?”

 

“You didn’t exactly miss: the bullet grazed Davenport’s neck and passed right through his shirt collar,” Mulder said. “Whatever force blew him out that window didn’t come from your weapon.”

 

“How did you get the autopsy report?”  Scully rifled through it, unable to comprehend how she’d missed at such close range. “Wait. Don’t tell me. The less I know about your contacts the better.”

 

“Special Agent Cedar; does it ring a bell, Scully?”

 

“The same agent who claimed that he was abducted by aliens?” Scully sighed. “Two years ago he took down Senator Brogan’s killer. Found him in an abandoned warehouse, as I recall.”

 

“He saw the murder in his mind moments before the killer struck, Scully. How do you suppose he did that?”

 

“It was never corroborated, Mulder.”

 

“It’s another Government hush-up.”  Mulder raised both index fingers, wiggling them like antennae. “Now our boy’s playing for the other side.”

 

Scully rolled her eyes. “Regardless of who he’s playing for, Mulder, we have to head him off before he gets to Raymond Hunter and his son.”

 

“Covarrubias is watching them.”

 

“That gives me nothing in the way of assurance. Let’s go.”

 

“Doggett doesn’t want us there. As if that’s going to stop-”

 

“I don’t give a damn. If Monica tries to join him…”  Her gaze fell to the floor, the blush furious upon her face. “Let’s go, Mulder.”

 

 

***

 

Marita reached over and grabbed Marshall’s arm. “Where are you going?”

 

“To daddy-he’s not feeling well.” He shook off her hand and went to his father’s door, closing it firmly behind him.

 

“Don’t rattle that one,” Raymond said. “She’s not FBI. I don’t know what she is really.”

 

“Daddy, you want some water?”

 

Raymond lay in sweat-soaked clothes, and he pulled the covers over himself, overcome by a sudden chill. “Come closer, boy.”  He stroked Marshall’s face. “Soon, you won’t see things no more. Folks will leave you alone. You’d like that, right?”

 

“Daddy, you’re scaring me.”  His father’s hands were hot on his face. Marshall pulled them away gently. “What do you want me to do?”

 

“Ask her to take you down to the lobby store.”  Raymond smiled when the boy shook his head. “She knows I can’t get up; been feeling bad all morning. Besides, you’re the one they’re looking for.”

 

“How long should I keep her, Daddy?”

 

“As long as it takes,” he said. Then he kissed the top of his son’s head, frightening the boy even more.

 

Marshall walked slowly to the door. Then he ran back and hugged his father, but Raymond’s cooling skin gave him little comfort.

 

***

 

 

“You take the side entrance, Monica. I’ll cover the front,” Doggett said.

 

“I’m using channel four.”  She turned on her radio; then left him standing in the lobby.

 

“What the hell are you doing here, Mulder?”  Doggett bit his lip when he saw Scully coming up behind Mulder.

 

“Why didn’t you inform me of your plan, Agent Doggett?”  Scully burned him with a fierce glare. “Do you intend to cover the entire building by yourself?”

 

“I have my reasons.”  His shoulders slumped a bit. “But now that you’re here,” he handed her a radio and a pair of binoculars, “take the elevator to the roof,” he said, steering her clear of Monica’s post at the side entrance. “Give me a holler if you spot Cedar coming.” 

 

“What about Mulder?”

 

“Mulder can go-Oh, I forgot you were standing there.”  Doggett shrugged, not repentant at all. “Go upstairs and relieve Covarrubias.”

 

Mulder gave him a mock salute. “I’d like to, but isn’t that Covarrubias heading into the store with Marshall?”

 

Damn.”

 

“My thoughts exactly, Doggett.”  Mulder headed over to them.

 

“Agent Doggett, I’ll check on Mr. Hunter. When Mulder returns, send him up to the roof.”  Scully handed him back the equipment. “There are too many people crowding around the elevators. I’ll take the freight at the back.”

 

“Good. No!”  Doggett smacked his forehead. He called out to her again, but Scully had already taken off.

 

***

 

Raymond went to the window on swollen legs. He felt his left knee buckle. He reached out, and the curtains came away in his hands.

 

“Not now…Please don’t let this happen now.”  Heart palpitations nearly drove him to the floor, but he rose to his feet. He looked through the blue tinted window and saw the Red Man loping across the street. When the man turned to check the traffic, Raymond saw a long, vicious scar throbbing on his neck. He felt his own neck, the scar long faded. “I remember you,” he said, looking down on the redhead.

 

Raymond remembered a long line of people, who had waited on bridge in the dead of night. Hearing strange signals, he’d called it. And he knew the man’s pain, that indescribable sensation of being ripped apart when they tore into your body with their instruments. “It won’t happen to little William. I won’t let it.”  

 

Suddenly, the man stopped, looked up. Raymond drew closer to the window. He peered into the man’s dull eyes. “Yeah, I remember you…Cedar, just like the wood, hard bastard.”  He waved at the man, challenging him to come up.

 

 

***

 

“Cedar’s entering the building, John.”  Monica backed away from the side entrance, and half hidden in the recess of the marble walls, she went unnoticed by the tall redhead who brushed past her in a daze.

 

Cedar rounded a corner, and Monica followed him to the freight elevator, keeping a hand tight on her gun. Striking red hair caught her eyes, but it wasn’t Cedar’s.

 

Monica froze.

 

Scully raised her weapon, and yelled for Cedar to put his hands up. He stumbled back, bumping into Monica. Monica grabbed him around the neck. She put her gun to his head. They struggled. He reached into his pocket, brought out a syringe and stabbed her in the neck.

 

Scully got off a shot, wounding him in the leg. Cedar fired back, his aim true, but the bullet went wild. His eyes like saucers, he screamed. “No, Raymond! No!”  Every shot from his gun went haywire, careening over and around Scully like bats in the sunlight.

 

Scully fired again. Cedar dropped to the floor as a fire extinguisher exploded. She walked through the cloud of smoke, nudging him with her foot. He didn’t move. Neither did Monica when Scully held her.

 

Heart hammering in her chest, Scully picked up Monica’s radio. “Agent down,” she said, too exhausted, too frightened for Monica to speak any louder.

 

***

 

 

Mulder and Marita Covarrubias pushed Marshall aside and rushed over to Raymond’s prone body. “Don’t worry about me,” he said. “Get the lady agent up here, get Miss Scully.”

 

“I’ll go, daddy!” Marshall ran from the room before Marita could stop him. “I’ll get her.”

 

“He’s a good boy.”  Eyes barely opened, he looked up at Marita. “Agent Reyes doesn’t belong to you,” he said before passing out.

 

“What the hell did he mean by that?” Mulder asked, bending to check Raymond’s pluse.

 

“He’s delirious.”

 

“No.” Mulder shook his head. “I think he sees thing very clearly.”

 

 

***

 

Scully followed the grief-stricken boy into the room, but only after she’d waited for the paramedics to come for Monica. Work be damned; she felt her place was at Monica’s side, but the boy’s panicky pleas caught her heart. “Daddy…they killed him. They killed my daddy!”  The boy had pulled her to the elevator.

 

Now they were by Raymond’s side.

 

“It looks like a heart attack,” Marita said. She leaned over them, but Scully gently pushed her back.

 

Scully felt his neck. No pulse. She took his arm. His skin was cold. “Mulder, please get Covarrubias and Marshall out of here.”

 

Mulder hesitated. “I think I should stay. If Raymond regains consciousness, he can tell us-”

 

“No, Mulder. Please leave.”

 

Scully turned back to Raymond when she felt his hand grip her arm. His mouth moved. She put her ear close to his lips, and tears ran down her cheeks, wetting his cold face.

 

 

***

 

“Do you like spaghetti?” Scully asked, moving aside for Marshall to take a seat at her kitchen table. “The sauce is meatless.”

 

“I can’t see things, anymore, Agent Scully.”

 

“It was a gift, Marshall. But some gifts are not…  Real blessings, she thought. Raymond had given her the precious gift at the cost of his last breath.

 

“What did he show you?” Marshall looked up at her, pain clouding his soft brown eyes.

 

Despite her own pain, the chill surrounding her heart, she wrapped her arms around the boy and held him close. She closed her eyes and saw a baby- barely two-making his way to the woman he called mama. His hair in red curls, his sweet face covered with chocolate… Scully’s throat caught. Her eyes opened.

 

“He showed me my little boy, Marshall.”

 

Marshall nodded slowly. He took the plate she offered, but could not eat.

 

“You’ll be staying with my mother until your aunt comes for you next week.”

 

“I don’t think I’m going to like Florida, Agent Scully.”

 

“Dana.”  She sat across from the boy and gripped his outstretched hand. “Well, you tell your aunt that you have family in D.C. and you should be allowed to visit once in a while.”

 

His eyes misted over, but he straightened in his chair and gripped Scully’s hand tighter. “But I don’t…not anymore.”

 

“You have now.”

 

“Thank you, Agent-Dana.” His eyes brightened, a spark of the old gift hitting him. “Agent Reyes isn’t dead… she just needs to rest for a little while.” 

 

Scully lowered her head. How could she tell the boy, that clinically speaking, Monica was dead? Was it life when the heart went on beating, but brain…She heard the scuff of the boy’s chair on the floor. He was by her side in an instant, giving her the comfort she wish she could give him. “I thought you lost your gift, Marshall.”

 

“Daddy said when it’s used to help someone else, it never really goes away.”

 

Scully looked into Marshall’s somber face, and his sad smile touched her aching heart.

 

“She dreams about you, Dana.”

 

She hoped he was right.

 

***

 

THE DEPARTURE

 

He stood in the shadows near her living room window. But this time, he’d come to her clean-shaven, a bouquet of roses gripped awkwardly in his hands.

 

Scully put the flowers in a vase. Then she held him and she thought of Monica’s roaring car, her despair at seeing them hugging in the window. She broke off the embrace. “Mulder, you shouldn’t have.”

 

“I didn’t, Scully. Read the card.”

 

She held it up in the weak light: Dana, this time I’ve sign my name. I love you, Monica.

 

“Doggett found them in her apartment,” he said. “Amazing how they held up.”

 

“Roses are tough, Mulder.”

 

“So is Monica.”

 

“Mulder, I’m a doctor. It isn’t Monica lying in that hospital bed.”  Scully eluded his grasp, and crossed to the fireplace. Blue sparks rose from the card as it folded in the flames.

 

“You’re wrong Dana, you’re wrong.”

 

She started at the sound of him saying her first name, something he rarely did. He stood behind her and slipped his arms around her waist. She leaned against him, calmed by his support.

 

“Where did Covarrubias crawl off to?” Scully asked.

 

“I know what you’re thinking but-”

 

“No, you don’t. She got close to Monica; then she walked out on her. She abandoned her, Mulder.”

 

“Some would say that’s what you’re doing.”

 

“How dare you.” 

 

“If she’s dead in your mind, then what would you call it?”  He held her closer. “Scully, all I’m saying is that you shouldn’t give up on her.”

 

“You don’t how much it hurts, Mulder.”

 

“Don’t I? Come one, you know that’s not true.”

 

“Let’s not fight. Not, now.”  Scully looked up and saw the hurt in his eyes.

 

“I told Marshall’s aunt that I’d take him to Florida.”  He pressed his cheek to her soft hair. “She’s a doctor just like you, Scully.”

 

She nodded, but she didn’t think anyone in the world was a doctor like her; experiencing day after day the unexplained cases that fell at her feet, the heartless, puzzling days that had become her life….

 

“Don’t become a stranger, Mulder. I couldn’t bare it.”

 

He held her tighter, and they watched the flames burn the last remnant of the life she could have made with Monica.

 

 

EPILOGUE

 

“You were supposed to protect her.” The woman rolled forward in her wheelchair and slapped Marita’s face.

 

Marita didn’t flinch, which surprised the elderly woman. Instead, her eyes grew cold and her lips tugged into sour grin, as her hand tightened around the woman’s upraised hand. “Do that again, and neither of us will get what we want.”

 

“What exactly do you want, Miss Covarrubias?”

 

“Like you, Miss Ricardo, I want a second chance.” Her smile faded. “Monica Reyes will live if I have to summon the Devil himself.”

 

 

 

 

 

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