An Abductee's Account

On this page you can read the account of an alien abductee. Ofcourse we cannot reveil the identy of this experiencer for all the obvious reasons. Also we did NOT alter the text you're about to read, because we wanted to keep the accounts as genuine as possible. A.U.R.A. likes to thank regression-therapist Hilda Musch for all time and work she volunteerly has put in helping this abductee to put these experiences in place. Thanks a lot, Hilda!
Abducted...

It was late one night in januari 1996, we were at my parents-in-law. It was about 0.30 and they wanted to go to bed. Since it's quiet a small house and i have troubles with my back often, it has become a habit that I sleep downstairs in the livingroom. I decided to watch some tv, after they all went upstairs, around 2.00 am sleep got to me so I went to smoke a last cigarette outside. Not that I enjoy standing in the freezing cold in the middle of the night, but since I'm the only one smoking there, that was my only choice... The small backyard of their house faces a canal, it was partly frozen. I looked at it while I lit my cigaret. When I halfway finnished my cigaret I noticed a flash of white light, with periods in between, lightning up the ice on the canal. At first that didn't seem strange, because close to the house there is a small bridge over the canal, and I figured the light belonged to cars or bikes passing over it. That's when it came to me I didn't hear a sound of the cars engines, as I listened closer the only sound I could make up was a low-pitch humming, nothing that seemed weird. Suddenly it became obvious the light didn't belong to a car. The light flashed up again, reveiling their source must've been right above me! I was stunned. The light flashed off again, and allthough I tried to get a view of what eminated the beam I couldn't make anything up against the dark, relatively clouded sky. I kept looking for a while and since I didn't see it any more I went to sit for a minute, and light another cigaret. From there it became strange, let me try to tell you first what I could remember back then,

Suddenly I woke up, looked around, and noticed I was still outside.Sitting on the bench. My coat lay next to me on the ground. I picked it up, wondering how long I must've been sitting there without it, because I wasn't feeling extremly cold and when it's around -2 degr. C. one could think I should've been. When I walked into the kitchen and saw that it was almost two hours later as I went out, I really couldn't understand. I should've been half-frozen even WITH my coat on let alone without it...but I wasn't. I walked into the living room to double-check the time, but the kitchen-clock was right, 3.55 am...I have been outside for 2 hours. I became very tired very fast, I went to bed. I remembered the strange light, but was to tired to think about it. Later that night I woke up very suddenly. In a flash I remembered more. I remembered someone staring at me...I felt frightened. In a flash I saw two large wet black eyes before me. I didn't know what was happening. First the light..time missing...and now this..? Aliens? UFOs? Come on. OK, I was tired nothing more. So I turned around, and went to sleep. Next morning my mother-in-law told us she noticed strange noises the last night and her son told us about light he saw trough the curtains. This got me to think... There went my "I'm just tired-theory"... But what had I to think now?

But my strange experience didn't go away, I thought about it almost every day, and each time I remembered a little more... Ofcourse I heard about ufo's and abductions before, but I never believed just a single word of these stories. I thought those people were nuts. But after that night in january, I must say my interest on the subject of unexplained lights in the sky and ufo's interested me more. Some months later I went for shopping, on my way home,(we live at the edge of owr town)a young woman stopped me and wondered if she could ask me something. I thought she wanted to ask me for the way, so ofcourse I said yes. "You are interested in ufo's and cropcircles, right?" she asked. I was surprised. How did she know that? She said she had something she HAD to show me and asked me to follow her. I was curious. I asked her what it was. "You'll see" she said and she started to walk, I followed her. Somehow I trusted her. She didn't look dangerous or weird, she was small, oriental looking, and her black hair was shoulderlength. As she started to go out of the city, I thought she maybe had found a cropcircle. So I asked her. She turned around looked at me and said: "Be Patient". I somehow didn't feel the urge to ask more. We went into the open fields right next to owr town. She went to a part where a lot of trees and bushes stand. Somehow I got nervous now. She waved me to follow, and there I saw an object hovering behind those bushes. It hovered about 50-100cm off the ground. I couldn't believe my eyes, I wanted to run, I wanted to scream, as the young woman turned to me and looked in my eyes. I couldn't say anything, I couldn't move too. The object had the shape of an egg, but then cut in half. It was smooth and grey-silver in color. all around it there were strange yellow-white lights, pulsating weakly. It looked like port- holes, yet I think they are not. Between those things a 'door' was opened. It's strange, but before it opened I did not notice the door there. The 'woman' stepped inside, behind her I saw too beings show up. I almost collapsed when I looked at them, they had the same face i saw before me in that sudden night in january. I got scared like hell. The 'woman' than said: " Don't be afraid, we have met many times before, and we'll meet again...we mean you no harm..." The door slided back and the object started to make a humming noise. It moved streight up about 30 meters stood still for a second or two, and then it shot away with enorm speed.

It took me some time before I got myself together again, but after 15 minutes I grabbed by grocery bag and walked back towards owr home. I was thinking over the entire incident when it came to me that the 'woman'being never opened her mouth when she said that last phrase to me... But then again, the whole thing was weird enough as it was. I thought I was going insane. This couldn't be real. When I came home my wife noticed I was under some kind of shock. "Why are you that white in your face?" She thought I maybe got into an accident or something a like. I sat down and got up again, walked up and down the room. In bits, and very hesitating I told her what had happened to me. Her reaction was a comforting one, allthough I could see in her eyes she had her doubts. But WHO can bame her? Even I had doubts. I decided to have me checked and went to a psychologist the next week. After a couple of sessions, he assured me, I had the typical reaction of someone with a light shock, but there was nothing wrong with me mentally. My physician who i went to see too, came with the same story. Actually one should be happy not to be psychotic or mentally ill in anyway... But somehow I was dissapointed. That would've been the only explanation I had for my experiences, other than the possibility that what I saw and encountered was real. Through A.U.R.A. i was brought in contact with Hilda Musch, a regression-therapist, and an expert on the abduction-phenomenon. I had to think a long time before I decided to meet her and maybe do a session. But since I had all the symptoms like unexplained scars that appeared over night, the concious recollections of the ship and the beings, trouble getting to sleep, etc., I decided to go for it after all. After she did a session with me more things came to me conciously, even weeks after the session. I will describe for you, the complete story as i can recollect it now: Turns out I had these experiences throughout all my life. Somehow these beings have the ability to 'lock' certain memories in a child-abductee. I cannot go in to all of my experiences I recollected, but I will describe the ones that I think of as being the most important.

We started on that specific night in january. Again, I saw the light, flashing over the canal and again I looked up to see what eminated the light. Only this time it became clear what really happened that night. The beam of bright light flashed on me, surrounding me. I felt a wierd feeling in my stomach, I was lifted by this beam of light. I wanted to move, but I couldn't. After that all I remember is like looking into a bright light. After the light vanished I was laying on a cold surface. I wanted to get up, but I only could move my head. I looked around and I saw I was in a round room, above me I could see a bright light and instruments I cannot define. The air in the room was warm and moisty. Suddenly a door opened and three beings walked in to the room. I recognized them somehow, yet I felt scared also. The beings where about 120-130cm and had very thin bodies with long arms. There heads were almost too large for their bodies. They had grey skin but the most scary part were their big black eyes. They were huge. I wanted to speak, but that didn't work. The beings stood next to me now. One of them was maybe 15cm bigger and he leaned over me. As I looked into his eyes, i felt i became more relaxed. "We belong together", he 'said' with his eyes. "We will not hurt you". The other two were moving some tube-like object that's glowing(like scanning me) over my body. Then the being standing over me turned to them and looked at them. I think they were telepathicly communicating with eachother. The strange instruments above me were lowered. The larger being took an instrument that reminded me somewhat of a dentist's drill. The other two were standing next to my head now. One of them was holding it with both hands. From the object emerged a wand-like object. The larger moved it closer to my face. I wanted to scream, but I was paralized. The object was put into my nose. I felt a short stinging pain. After that the object is taken out again. Then one of these smaller beings took another instrument, looking somewhat like a pen. He handed it to the larger one. He took the tool and pointed it at my forehead. I could feel the cold instrument touching me right between my eyes. Quick flashes of images were somehow displayed. Right into the brain, skipping the eye-function, so it seems. The images were as if they were random taken of our tv-screens. I saw destruction & war, people kissing, nuclear explosions, little babies, polution...all this in a rather high tempo. I have no idea of the purpose of this. Wether it's used to test reactions or as a way to communicate I don't know. After they finnished this process they left the room again. And again I tried to get up, and again without any luck. The time I was left there seemed like days. So many things are going through your mind...

But then the door opened again. Again the beings came in but this time, they were followed by a being that was clearly female and another being that looked almost human. Allthough some features clearly differed from us. His eyes were larger and almond-shaped and bright blue in colour. His forehead seemed a little higher and he had almost no ears. He was dressed in a skin tight uniform pale blue in color. So was the 'woman'. They both had very thin hair. The male's hair was almost white, while the females was more dark. The tall male being looked at the others as if saying something, and then he left the room again. Several other procedures, that I don't want to describe any further were preformed, after that the 'male' came back in again and they left into another door. Minutes later the taller grey being came back into the room and 'told' me it was time for me to see, just as once it will time for me to remember or even understand. I was scared, stunned and curious at the same time. The being took my hand and turned the light above me lower. I could move again, alltough I had a strange feeling in my leggs. We went out the door into a long hallway, with not too much light. After we walked along the hallway a while another door opened. And what I saw shocked me even to this day, that's one of the hardest things to be reminded of. We stepped into a enormous hall ('room' would be an understatement). In that hall there were walls with containers everywhere. In these small containers or vessels there were what looked like embryo's. When I examined them closer I could see the varied between grey-like and human-like. I was taken to a smaller room next to there and there another 'human-like' being approached us, she carried one of those hybrid babies and showed it to me. When I looked at the tiny creature in her arms i forgot my stress and fears for a second. I felt an imense wave of love that overwhelmed me. After a short while, I was told that it was time for me to go, and one day I'd understand. I have no recollection of going back what so ever, I just woke up on the bench, right where I came from. Now i did understand why I was not undercooled or sick allthough i was 'outside' for two hours.

I know this all sounds crazy, or unbelievable to say at last, but it's what happened to me and to thousands of others world-wide. I'm not asking you to believe me, nor do I wanna become famous or make money with this, if I wanted to do so, wouldn't I say my name...? I just hope by telling my story that others also will have the strength to speak out. Only together can we find an answer and only together can we end the ridiculing of experiencers...

"Peter"