Breaking All The Gothic Rules

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Welcome to Acid Queen's Closet, here I am breaking all the goth rules!! Many people believe gothic people are all Satan worshipers. Well they are wrong!!! I am a Christian female who received a scholarship from my church to attend college. I many not be in the front row or sing in the choir, but I do denounce Satan, demons and all forms of evil. Being gothic means you enjoy and appreciate the beauty of the dark, well I also enjoy the beauty of the light and the normal world. I won't drink blood in some strange ritual!! Chipebucra and vampires drink blood, all goths aren't vampires nor chipebucra. Honestly I don't like blood, I nearly cried for an hour for when I nicked my finger with the butcher knife while cutting a piece of meat (yes, cry babies can be goths too!) I don't enjoy pain!! Somehow people think we are sadistic or a dominatrix. If someone inflicts pain on me, I will have to inflict more pain on them and knock them the heck out!! It would be nice to order people around though as dominatrix. "Clean my room, Now!!" (LOL).

Mental suffering is part of being a gothic, we suffer because of the ignorance of non-goths. We also suffer or yearn for more, more out of life. Is that all there is? What is really hidden in the dark? A waif boys and girls are also associated with gothics, since we are goths we don't like eating. Well no, I am a gothic and I am a bit chubby or phat (with a capital P).

Also being a gothic person doesn't mean we are all sex maniacs either nor the boy or girl next door. Some goths choose to wear make up and do some out of the ordinary things. Some goths dance in graveyard, while I don't. Dancing in graveyards is disrespectful to the dead!! Death is another gothic topic. We all will die so why not explore and try to come into terms with our birthrights. No matter how hard we try to take care of ourselves we will die one day. Therefore being a gothics doesn't mean you want to commit suicide. I like my life despite its occasional ups and down, but life is a bumpy ride. My with my gothic person basically believe sit back and enjoy the ride. When you get down to the core of a goth you will find out they are people too. I am a goth, not a fallen angel, demon or evil doer.

What basically makes me a gothic is I explore the unknown. Ever since I was a child I was fascinated with the stars, aliens and the spirit world. I loved Christopher Lee vampire pictures, mummy men and ancient curses. I do dabble on the "spiritual" level. (IE In church people are shouting for the glory of God, well I am basking in his glory.) I will not hurt a fly nor will I do evil to another man. Last year my mother came down with the flu, I gave her a little something something and she was fine in three days. All her symptoms were gone and she went back to work. Well so many months later I get sick so I wanted to fix the same something something, but she called it evil and forbided me to ever do it again. Thanks to her I missed a week and a half of school and felt pretty darn bad while doing so. I enjoy the beauty of the dark and the light. I don't want to be seen as a demon wild child or devil worshiper since I do prefer black (black is the best color on me). Hopefully you don't think I am evil or a spawn of the nether world, I am a basic teenager.

((Please don't e-mail me about spells, demons and other spiritual things)

Goths on the Web

The Perkygoth Manifesto -gothbunny.net, nice site : - )
The Reaper Ring This is a web ring dedicated to death and its many aspects.
Goth Art Very nice goth art, I found it while in my endless search for graphics.
The Other Side Of The Mirror Truth, justice and sanity is just an illusion, make a homage to the other side.
Big Bad Momma's Moonlight Palace My little vampire web page.

Londaart A good site! Creator of Londa Tarot, Crow's Magick Tarot & The Alchemist Tarot Decks.
Residence of the Damned - A girl with issues... good site though!
Gothic Martha Stuart - Goth Marth Stuart! THIS KICK'S @SS!!
Children Of The Darkness This is an Anne Rice Page. I love her vampire chronicles!! Didn't you!!
The Vampire Madhouse - This has a disclaimer, but its good! Not recommend for small children, but neither is my site.
Vampires- Role Play explanitions and so forth... good read though
Vampires.com Visit the lairs of vampires.
Strigoi's Tomb - Nice graphics... it something to look at.
Pathway to Darkness The ultimate on-line Vampire Resource
Theatre des Vampires Anne Rice information and gothic poetry from your peers, plus other vampire realated stuff!! Real fun!
The Vampiress' Lair - "She is at once both alluring and repulsive, demonic in her attraction and exciting to behold. She is a thing of beauty and a harbinger of death. She is yin and yang, dualism incarnate, and she is fiercely erotic." --some site.
Living Vampires Blood is the instrument of dreams and multiplies images in the brain during sleep.
Vampires The best of vampire cinema, vampire links, vampire fiction and the sexy vampire picture gallery
Vampire Volt Enter freely and of your own will!
Vampires from A - Z Yeah, this page has gotta be better than this page, but I'm a college student I can't study vampires 24/7, but I wish I could.

people love goths and this goth loves them back!!!