I'm confused now. Not because of who I am, even though that is part of it because it's a constant battle of whether or not to be out. But then on top of being in the program and hiding who I am to a bunch of people, my step-dad, who has been like a father to me since I was 9, decided that he doesn't want to be with my mom any more. I don't know exactly how I'm feeling right now. I know part of me feels abandoned. I know I'm sad. But I'm still trying to sort everything out. Part of me is angry at him. But I don't know right now.

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