Disclaimer time once again!  Seventh verse same as the first . . . everybody *sing*: I don't own these characters, (chorus) Paramount does! I don't own this venue, (chorus) Paramount does! I am making no money off of this, (chorus) Paramount does not either! This story involves sex between two men, aka: slash.  If that is *not* your cup of tea, sweet as it is, then don't read it!  (simple, ain't it??) Feedback is *very* much appreciated, and always answered. Flames will be passed around to friends and chuckled over.  :)   It's 87 damned degrees outside, the *last* thing I need is flames!!  Maybe that's why this story got so, er, warm. 'Ignition' by Amirin *************************************** It had happened with no warning at all.  One minute he and Harry were just walking along the cliff.  The next thing he knew, Harry was going off the side.  And he was in danger of going with him, as he grabbed Harry, and Harry's momentum carried them both forward. Tom crashed to the ground and dug in with his toes, but it was only slowing them down, stopping didn't seem to be an option. Harry was fighting him, which made no sense whatsoever. Harry squirmed, trying desperately to make Tom let him go, but the man was tenacious.  Looking down, Harry checked to see if there was a spot he could get to, or a ledge, or something to grab hold of, but there didn't seem to be anything and he kept sliding, taking Tom right along with him. "Let me go!" he yelled, as they slid another few inches.  "I am *not* going to take you with me!" "Harry, shut up!" Tom yelled back.  Let him go, yeah right, just let him go and watch his best friend hurl down a cliff to his death.  What a *fun* way to end this particular away mission, there, Harry, appreciate your suggesting it. He looked behind him, searching for something to wrap his legs around, to hold him, so Harry could use him as a human ladder and get his miserable, ungrateful, sorry ass the hell back up this cliff.  Two boulders and a tree.  Swell.  And Harry was *still* trying to pull his hands out of Tom's grip, the moron. The big rocks were a few feet away on either side of his knees, but too far away for him to get his legs around either one of them.  The tree was several feet behind and to the side of one of the rocks.  Wait a minute; that just might work. Tom got his phaser off of his belt, with the hand Harry refused to take. Harry looked up at him, saw it in his hand.  His eyes grew wide, as they met Tom's.  A resigned expression came over his face, acceptance almost, as he nodded, closing his eyes. "Do it," he grated through clenched teeth.  "Better than the alternative." For a microsecond, Tom was stunned.  Then he passed the boiling point into rage.  The son of a bitch actually thought Tom was going to use it on him. "If you survive this, *then* I'll kill you!" he roared.  "But *not* before!"  He twisted around slightly, and aimed carefully over his shoulder.  Firing the phaser, he cut through the large trunk of the tree, sending it crashing to the ground, bouncing toward him, before it rolled partway up his legs, then stopped as it hit the rocks.  Tom gritted his teeth against the pain, telling himself it was nothing compared to what he was going to make Harry feel for putting him through this. Harry heard the crash and felt the tremor from above, but couldn't see what Tom had done.  The other man's hand tightened unbearably on his and he gasped, eyes tearing up as bones crunched together.  He looked up to see Tom's face, wondering why the man had suddenly gone white. Tom dropped the phaser next to him and grabbed Harry with his now free hand. "Come on!" he groaned loudly.  "Climb, dammit!" Harry was about to protest, when he realized they weren't sliding anymore, or heading for the bottom of the cliff.  He let go with one hand and grabbed Tom's forearm, as Tom grasped his. Releasing the other hand, he grabbed his friend's shoulder and Tom's hand came under his arm.  Slowly, he was able to make his way to the top, grabbing the fabric on the back of Tom's uniform.  He made it, finally, gasping, rolling to one side, and lay there, exhausted.  He raised up, to see Tom's head resting on his hands, then followed the man's body until the sight of the tree trunk laying over his friend took his breath away. "Oh, gods, *Tom*!" he cried out, looking for the phaser.  Finding it, he quickly began to cut hunks of the tree off each end, making the shortened remainder fall off to the side with a loud thud.  Tom wasn't moving, he noticed, and he hit his comm badge, praying there was someone close enough to hear him through all the interference on the planet.  Thankfully, he found Tuvok, who said he was on his way. He lay down next to the man, one hand on his back, unwilling to touch him more for fear of hurting him.  He nearly cried with relief when Tom's head slowly turned toward him. Tom's back was on fire, which wasn't good.  But his legs were totally dead, which was even worse.  He glared at Harry; gods, he was still so *pissed* at the guy. "Harry, he said softly, causing his friend to move in closer to hear him. "When I can feel my legs again, I am going to kick the shit out of you." With that, he sighed and closed his eyes, the pain in his back mercifully knocking him out. Harry just lay there, gaping at him. Damn it, he'd only been trying to prevent Tom from going off the cliff, and to certain death, with him. He knew there was a special place in hell for people who were responsible for the death of a loved one. Loved one.  Well, sure, he loved Tom, he was his best friend. At least, he used to be, Harry thought, as he now recalled Tom's last words.                     <<<<<<<<<<<<>>>>>>>>>>>>> Tom woke up in sickbay, again.  Hell, maybe they should just put his name on the biobed, gods knew he was in it often enough. The Holodoc was leaning over him, looking satisfied.  Tom sighed with relief; when the Doc looked smug, there was nothing to worry about. "Lt. Paris, I am pleased to report that you are going to be just fine. Your legs will recover and there is no permanent damage to your back. You'll need to take it easy for a couple of days. But, you should make a complete recovery," the Doc told him, brisk and to the point, as usual. "Thanks, Doc," Tom sighed, too relieved to make one of his usual smartass remarks. The Doc noticed and smiled gently.  "You're going to be fine, Lieutenant," he repeated, before returning to his office to let Tom rest. Tom didn't feel like sleeping, what he really felt like doing, was finding Harry and pounding the living daylights out of him. He heaved an angry sigh and tested the legs.  Some stiffness, but no pain.  Maybe a little weakness; no big deal. After a little while, he had to endure the requisite peptalk from the Captain.  Nice how she was so worried about him. He tried not to snort when she told him how impressed she was, his saving Harry's life like that. He also tried not to let on how much he wanted to throttle his best friend. That golden throat in his hands, his fingers feeling the pulse beating beneath them . . He came out of his reverie to see Janeway looking at him uncertainly.  He grinned weakly. "Sorry, Captain, I guess I'm still kind of out of it," he confessed. Like Harry had been out of it.  Right out of his mind, if he thought that Tom would *ever* . . . "Of course," Janeway sympathized.  "Get some rest, Tom.  I need you back on the bridge just as soon as you can get there." With that, she left, leaving Tom to his thoughts.  Not good, most of his thoughts were of Harry. He lay there for a while, wondering what the hell Harry had been thinking. Like Tom could just let him go.  Out of his everloving mind. Tom sighed. Everloving.  He shook his head, derailing that particular train of thought. Did *not* want to go there.  He settled in to rest but boredom soon got the better of him. Maybe he could rest in his quarters. "Hey, Doc, how 'bout letting me out of here if I promise to be a good boy?" he called out. The Doctor heaved a holographic sigh.  He'd known it was too good to last, having an actually quiet and pensive Tom Paris in sickbay.  He nodded his head and beamed Tom to his quarters. Tom got around slowly, having to walk by leaning on one piece of furniture after another, but he was getting there.  The strength seemed to be coming back and the stiffness was easing the more he wandered aimlessly around his quarters.  The door chimed as he was heading for the couch. "Come," he called, unable to prevent his eyes from narrowing as a cautious Harry Kim entered. "How are you doing?" Harry asked quietly, not missing the look in his friend's eyes. "I've been better," Tom answered with hostile breeziness. "You're still angry at me, aren't you?" Leave it to Harry to grab the bull by the balls. "You have no *idea* how angry I am at you," Tom hissed. "I'm sorry . ." Harry began, before his outraged friend cut him off. "What the *fuck* were you thinking, Harry?" Tom yelled at him. "Did you honestly think I would just let you go flying off a goddamned cliff, without doing everything I could to prevent it? Did you?  Gods!" he yelled, pacing, not even noticing that his legs were working perfectly now. Harry looked at the floor. He'd never seen Tom so angry.  Okay, he *had*, but it had never been directed at him, before. "Don't you *ever* underestimate me again, do you hear me?" Tom was still pissed, but the volume was lowering, somewhat. With the anger working its way out of him, the fear he'd been ignoring was slowly moving to take up the vacated space. "I would do anything I had to, to save you, whatever the hell it took," he told Harry fiercely.  "*Anything*, you got that?  Gods, don't you *do* that to me again," he paused, the quiet intensity making Harry look up, surprise clouding his features as he took in the tears in Tom's eyes. "Don't you *ever* give up on me, Harry.  I would move heaven and earth to help you, if I could.  Don't you ever give up on me like that.  To think I would use a goddamned *phaser* on you?" Tom ran his hands through his hair, knowing he was shaking, as Harry took a couple of steps closer to him. Harry reached out toward Tom and suddenly found the man in his arms. "Damn you, Harry, you scared the hell out of me. Gods, I thought I was going to lose you," Tom whispered into his hair.   "I know, I'm sorry," Harry said softly against Tom's ear, his forehead coming to rest on Tom's shoulder.  "I just couldn't stand knowing that I'd take you with me when I went off that damned cliff.  It would've *killed* me to know I was responsible for your death." "Hitting the ground would've have killed you first, Harry," Tom said quietly. Harry froze, then quickly pulled away to look at Tom.  The man was grinning. Slightly, but grinning.  Harry glared, then snorted, as Tom pulled him into his arms again. "Gods, you are so twisted, Tom," he muttered, though he understood the reason for the humor, as he let himself melt into the heat he found in his best friend's arms. "I couldn't bear it if something happened to you, Har," Tom murmured, content to remain like this forever, with Harry in his arms.  He moved back a little to lose himself in dark, dark chocolate-colored eyes.   "You mean so much to me," he breathed, seeing Harry focus on his mouth. Damn, all he wanted in the world at that moment, was to feel Harry's mouth on his. He groaned as his wish came true, when Harry swayed toward him and those full, soft lips touched his. Harry groaned into the warm sweetness of Tom's mouth, as exploring lips parted to allow his tongue entrance.  His arms slid rapidly around his friend, and he registered Tom's hands on him, moving from the back of his head down to his ass.  He stroked Tom, as well, bringing the man in close enough to enjoy the stirrings of arousal he felt through the uniform. Tom kissed Harry like he wouldn't ever get another chance.  He memorized every  nuance, burning it into his mind, knowing it would keep him warm on the coldest day in hell. Gods, so hot, as he found Harry's tongue with his, stroking its wet heat, when Harry moaned into his mouth. Harry placed a hand on Tom's face, caressing him, before letting it play with soft, fire-gold hair. He knew he was being led backwards, but it didn't fully impact on his conscious mind until he impacted with the wall and Tom came up hard against him. He groaned as Tom's leg came between his, rubbing his growing erection, and Tom's tongue licked his mouth, before settling in again for another shattering kiss. Tom knew he'd probably end up taking Harry against the wall, if the man would let him, and he moaned as the feelings that image evoked went through him like phaser-fire.  He began tearing off his clothes, before Harry caught on and started doing the same.  Boots were quickly kicked off, before everything else went flying around the room, and Tom had Harry back up against the bedroom wall again, grinding his hardness into Harry's, his mouth burning a steaming trail down the other man's throat.  Tom tried not to use his teeth too much, he knew most of his lovers didn't care for it. Of course, most of his lovers had been female, too, he recalled, as Harry cried out, meeting his hot look with lust-glazed eyes. Harry gave Tom a millisecond to make eye contact, before he launched himself at the other man, roughly working long fingers into his hair, before moving his head up with his chin and fastening his mouth on Tom's neck.  He sucked hard, feeling the other man cry out, giving Tom permission to be a bit rougher than usual with him. A warm hand firmly caressed his ass, before one finger made its way into the cleft there and stroked the small opening, entering gently from time to time with just the tip.  Harry gasped, thrashing against Tom, who groaned at the movements of Harry's hard cock as it collided with his own.   Tom quickly dropped to his knees, leaving his hands on Harry's smooth ass, to gently finger-fuck him as he worked generous amounts of lube into him. One of Harry's hands came to rest on his head, not to dictate or suggest, just to touch and confirm that his best friend was on his knees in front of him, fingers probing him intimately, as Tom's mouth came forward, opening to take Harry's hot, hard cock into its warm, wet softness.   Harry's head went back, lightly thumping into the wall, his own knees nearly giving way.  He leaned against it, resting, letting Tom love him with that perfectly beautiful mouth of his, before he began thrusting gently, as Tom's tongue flicked over his cockhead repeatedly, slick fingers doing to Harry what Harry's cock was doing to Tom's mouth. At his friend's urging, he began moving faster and so did those long, talented fingers inside him. He looked down to see Tom, face flushed with concentration, kneeing before him, giving him a dangerously incredible blow job, and a hot wave shot upward from his feet to his cock, rocking him. Unbelievably, Tom sped up and Harry thrust faster, gasping before white-hot lust mated with burning need deep inside him and the resulting conflagration brought him screaming to orgasm. Tom stood up quickly after bathing Harry clean with his tongue, to spin him around and push him onto the bed.  He rolled Harry over and moved his legs apart, fingers still stroking him halfway to a mental breakdown. Harry knew exactly what Tom had in mind and he wanted, needed nothing more than to feel his best friend's hot, hard cock fucking him into oblivion. He moaned a long drawn-out 'yes' when Tom took his place behind him and removed his fingers.  He barely had time to take a breath before Tom thrust into him, so deeply it felt like it had actually nudged his heart into skipping a beat. Tom began a punishing rhythm, telling himself he wasn't punishing Harry for scaring him, doubting him, or anything else.  Harry groaned beneath him and moved his legs further apart to give Tom more room, before he came back into Tom, taking his own breath away for a moment, moving himself up onto elbows and knees.  Tom gripped his hips so hard he knew there'd be bruises later, as he fucked Harry harder and faster. So tight and hot, gods, how could he not have known Harry would be like this? Harry arched hard up into Tom, his head coming back with a soundless scream.  There wasn't enough air in his lungs for him to make any noise with, his fingers digging into the sheets so hard, he could hear them tearing.  Tom was pumping him furiously and he tightened himself around Tom, deliberately, and heard his harshly muttered curse.  He did it again, harder, and felt Tom plunge into him, moving at near lightspeed, his friend shaking like the ship was under fire. Tom felt Harry around him, surrounding him, making him insane with intense desire.  He couldn't get enough of him, couldn't take him fast enough, or hard enough.  His cock was on fire and the rest of him was catching, as he fucked Harry.  The tightening in his groin hit him suddenly and he started a low wail he couldn't keep inside himself any longer, the long groan finally culminating into a loud cry.  Light flared behind his eyes, nearly burning out his retinas; all he saw was Harry and light and all he felt was Harry and heat, as slow, wicked flame began consuming him alive.  The scream in the back of his throat was begging for release as loudly as he was, as it finally washed through him, brilliant and terrifying, bringing him into a backdraft as his climax hit him.  Scream tearing out of him, at last, he violently spent himself inside Harry, Harry taking all there was of him, until there nothing left within him to burn. Exhausted, he fell onto Harry, who buckled under him like melting sheetmetal, and the two hit the bed, then lay there, utterly depleted.  Had they been on the holodeck, Tom would have called for rain, something to put out the last embers of the raging blaze that had overtaken them both. Harry pulled him into his arms and he sighed, wrapping himself around his friend. And wondered if the sparks they struck off of one another would ever ignite them so, again.   ***************************************end