I only wanted to believe
I wanted you to be real
I wanted you to be there
To give me the answer
I wanted you to say
That my search was over
That time was not wasted
In my little fantasy world
That everything I had hoped for
Was going to come true
I wanted so much
for you to be the one
I wanted peace

My belief was fragile
You were not real
I couldn't hear you
You did not speak
My dreams are lies
My time is gone
There is no more left
Everything I hoped for
Is shattered and wasted
There is no one
I have no peace
I have nothing left

The pieces are too small
I cannot pick them up
My faith is destroyed
Nothing to hold on to
My fantasy world
Has been laid to waste
There is nothing left...
 

10/14/99