I have a Mom and Dad who are still married.(pretty cool, eh!) I have
one brother, Jason, who is 22. I sort of have a sister named T.J. You
see, T.j is my parent's dog, who is also known as their third child.
(and perhaps their favorite =p) My parents are very cool. I was always
given a lot of freedom to do what i wanted which has made me the happy,
independant person I am today. My parents are not only my parents, but
my friends, which is nice. I have a large extended family who I am
very close to. My family are a crazy, fun loving bunch of people who
are great to be around. I am very lucky to have them.
Now, the reason i currently reside in Brampton: my boyfriend Bill.
Bill and I met over a year ago, online believe it or not. And well,
as you will see, we are meant to be together!Bill's parents have
pretty much adopted me and I will be forever grateful to them for
that. Bill is my heart and soul and I love him to death. He is a
very talented musician, and i'm very proud of him and stand behind
him no matter what he does.
I enjoy reading, writing, watching t.v and movies, and listening to
music. I am a big fan of women in music. My big three are Tori Amos,
Sarah Mclachlan and Jewel. I enjoy movies(which i have a hell of a
hard time getting my boyfriend to take me to!). My all time favorite
movie is Grease. Don't ask me why, it just is. Stephen King is my
favorite author, along with Dean Koontz, Patricia Cornwell, and
Douglas Coupland. Douglas Coupland is an amazing Canadian writer
for all you who don't know. I collect angels which I have an
abundance of. I also collect Disney movies which I have tons of.
Disney movies rule in my opinion.
| Colour | Any shade of blue. (the darker the better) |
| Ice Cream | Mint Chocolate Chip, and Cookies and Cream |
| Fruit | Strawberries |
| Fast Food | Wendy's |
| Pop | Coca-Cola |
| Chip Flavour | Ketchup |
| Time of the year | Fall days Summer nights |
| Movie | Grease |
| Book | Charlie and the Chocolate Factory |
| Tori Amos Songs | Caught a Lite Sneeze & Cornflake Girl |
| Sarah McLachlan Songs | Elsewhere & Do What I Have to Do |
| Jewel Songs | Angel Standing By & Don't |
| Bands | Tool,Creed,KoRn,Matchbox 20 |
My Writing(yes i really did write this stuff all by myself!)
Soul
A bed of stone
Never sees the light
Many sheets of steel
Are forever resting
An obscure room
Of unknown thoughts
The shadows dance
Throught the night
Threads of existence
Fray at the seams
Memories are spinning
Some uncontrollable twister
The disregarded emotions
Play heavy on the heart
Feelings behind lies
Staring at my soul
Somber, sullen nothingness
A living hypocrisy
In a delusion of truth
Will it escape unscathed?
A question with no answer
Boundries of believing
Constrict the flow of reason
The part of being bestowed
That remains for eternity
To survive is to exist
To dream is to live
the truth of me
standing at the crossroads
heaven and hell pushing me in
I will not be a slave
for its a long way home
with the front door closed
the web of my temptation
will be the death
the present self's demise
the me who will survive
is the one I fear the most
apathy quite clear in the expression
blue earth, black sky
visions so distorted
forgotten dreams now night terrors
that plague my rotted soul
flesh only covers not kills
the truth of me
I sense it
i read their living horror
with cold, competent eyes
they live with, while avoiding
the truth of me
Dance of the Wicked
I wonder if demons dance
While the wicked sacrifice
The offensive memory
Plagues our rotted existence
The silence of the bells
Rings heavily in the air
Calling those beaten souls
Who wander aimlessly
Through the sunken valley of death
Who follow the path
Of wanted destruction
Moving to the melody
Of the fallen angels
Their tarnished halos dragging
Their long broken wings
Blowing in the wind
Their trampled harps
Become necessary instruments
For the dance with the Devil
Each of us with a partner
Our dance cards
Involuntarily filled
By tortured souls
With dead eyes
But we do not understand
How this hell continues on
But we live only
For the promised heavens
ANGST
I CLOSED MY EYES
AND THE BLANKET OF DARKNESS
FILLED MY MIND VOID
WITH IT CAME THE DREAD
THE NEED FOR AVERSION
ALLOWED ME TO EXPLORE
BUT ALWAYS RETURNING
TO THE BARREN HOLE
THAT WAS ONCE MY HEART
THE BLACK PIT OF ETERNAL
ISOLATION AND DESPAIR
WHERE IN THE DEAD OF NIGHT
THE STARS NEVER SHINE
AND AT THE BREAK OF DAWN
THE SUN NEVER RISES
THE PLACE WHERE FEAR IS NO LONGER
A FEELING BUT A NAME
A TITLE FOR A QUEEN
A CROWN OF THORNS
FOREVER RESTING ON MY HEAD
THE TAUNTING VOICE BEATS
BEATS AT MY MIND RELENTLESSLY
BLOCKING OUT ALL REALITY
ALONE AGAIN, ALWAYS PERHAPS
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