SERAPHIM by John Rohner:

Part Six

   An hour or so, and three drinks later, 
Sera arose from her seat in the corner. 
Billy Holliday was on the jukebox.  She 
stood and left a tip.  On her way out, 
she noticed she was the only person in the 
place.  Odd, for lunchtime, she thought, 
and continues outside.  When she opened 
the door into the dizzying light of day, 
the first thing she saw was a white bird 
spring from the ground to a perch atop a 
lightpole.  She glared at the bird.  She 
knew this bird, also.  Why is she now a 
friend with flying animals?  She didn't 
even want to know, she wanted a break from 
the insanity.  As she walked past the bird, 
she swore she saw it smile at her.

   On the way home in the cab, she remembered 
last night's cabbie.  This guy either wasn't 
as friendly, or didn't speak English well.  
Maybe he will live, she thought to herself.  
She was believing all this mystery!  Man, I 
need a break! She thought, as the cab stopped 
where she always got off.

   This time though, there was no Japanese 
lady or Kimonos.  The spot was filled with a 
man selling hats.  As she walked to her 
familiar corner, she knew better than to even 
try to listen for any soulful jazz.  'M' street 
was crowded though.  It always was this time of 
day.  People hurrying to and fro, like ants.  
Making her way through the invisible maze of 
area between shoulders, she looked up and saw 
Sahirs'.  Maybe she would get a cold beer and 
ask how he was doing.  When she neared the door 
the sign gave her the update.  The hastily 
written sign said they were closed- 
indefinitely. 

   The lock opened with a snap.  She walked in 
and took off her shoes.  She curled up her toes, 
and felt relieved, as she made her way to her 
bed.  She fell face forward and felt the 
collision like a tidal wave of comfort.  Her 
hand reached and pressed the waiting answer 
machine.  Two messages.  The first one was the 
agency.  They wondered where the client was, 
and why he hadn't paid."  Sera groaned, that 
would be hard to explain.  The message 
continued, " Don't forget your Four O'clock."  
She had already forgotten it.  She dug her 
head deeper into the pillow.  The second 
message started, "Hey, Kiki! It's Jason!  
Denise wanted me to call ya an' make sure 
you're still comin' up tonight. 'Member? O's 
and A's?"  That's right with all this angel of 
death business, she forgot the baseball game 
in Baltimore tonight!  She supposed she should 
go, when the message got serious, "See, I'm 
calling 'cause you know how D has been sick 
alot lately, well...she's really sick, but 
she's going and it would mean alot to her if 
you were there, y'know..Hope ta see ya!"  
Okay, she would go.  She needed a break anyway; 
this area was driving her crazy, especially 
lately!  She lifted herself out of bed and 
started packing a bag.  Maybe the insanity 
would stay home.

   She took the metro to Baltimore and arrived 
at the station.  It was just turning dark out.  
The twilight time was the times she loved best.  
Jason and Denise were waiting in the parking 
lot for her.  After greetings, they decided to 
catch up over dinner and drinks.  At the 
restaurant, Sera noticed Denise did not eat 
and asked why.  She was too ill she said.  A 
weird feeling passed over Sera.  Was she here 
watching her friend die?  The rest of the 
conversation went normally.  Drinks flew 
happily, and everyone talked about old 
stories that were too funny to let die.  

   Finally, they arrived at Camden Yards.  
It was quite packed tonight.  They had real 
good seats, Sera got them from a client with 
season passes.  As they sat Sera noticed 
Denise's face.  She pale, and sullen, like 
Sera had never seen before.  Jason took off 
in search of the "beer man" and first round, 
since he has the I.D.  Denise looked sadly at 
Sera and asked: Do you ever get scared of 
dying? "No, No, never, don't even say that." 
Sera pleaded. "Never? Not even on the streets?" 
Denise asked again.  Denise worked at the 
agency a few months ago, before falling in live 
with Jason.  "Maybe, but we're strong!" Sera 
answered, trying to convince both Denise and 
herself.  "Hmm, yeah." Denise purred as she 
sat back in her chair.  It was obvious that she 
didn't feel well.  Sera sat back as well.  Her 
mind now racing.  She has never been this close 
to the darkness of death before.  This was the 
grieving BEFORE the death.  A grieving she 
wondered why she has never felt before with 
anyone else.  Tonight was truly her Requiem.  
Jason appeared with three large, yellow cups.  
Everyone grabbed one.  Jason lifted his tall in 
the air to be met by the others and exclaimed, 
"Drink up!"  Sera pulled the glass to her lips 
and remembered an old saying, and thought, 
'..for tomorrow you may die.'

   The game was exciting and fun.  The trio 
laughed and yelled and drank.  A good time was 
had by all.  Even Denise, who was very ill, 
enjoyed herself, and participated in "the wave."  
But every so often Sera would look at her, and 
feel a sort of sorrow, for the both of them.

   After the game the gang went back to the 
house Jason and Denise were staying in.  It was 
just outside of town, and very quiet.  The only 
neighbor was a Toys 'R Us, which had a huge 
open field of cement, where cars once parked.  
As they walked up the driveway to the porch, 
Jason commented there was no smoking inside.  
Sera opted to join them inside.  Denise 
apologized, and said she needed to sleep.  
Sera gave her a big hug, and told her she would 
see her in the morning.  Jason said he'd put 
her to bed, then join her on the porch.  Sera 
lit a cigarette, and sat on the porch steps, 
staring into the distance.

   Then she saw it!  That damn black bird! She 
darted up and with all her might hurled an 
empty beer bottle at it.  The bottle hit the 
pole it was on and broke into many pieces.  
"You damn bird!, you fuckin' goddamn bird!!" 
she was yelling, and running at the pole.  
"You gonna fuckin' follow me?! Get! Get!"  
She realized she had now ran like a lunatic 
halfway across the Toys 'R Us parking lot.  
'Good thing there's no neighbors' she thought.  
She started to turn back to the house when the 
bird landed in front of her.  As she stared 
into his beady eyes, she felt an understanding 
with the bird.  It all hit her at once.  This 
was no ordinary bird!  This bird even had a 
name, it was Harbinger!  The bird appeared, and 
bad things would happen.  He was the driver of 
doom.  The messenger of sadness. These thoughts 
faded as her anger grew.  "No!" she screamed, 
"not Denise!"  The bird looked at the ground 
solemnly.  "....and Jason?"  The bird looked 
down again. "...and what of me?" she asked.  
The bird looked her right in the eye.  Sera 
was overcome with a feeling of doom.  Impending 
doom.  The dread that comes with a timer.

   Suddenly, the bird took flight.  Sera slowly 
gazed at the house.  She heard a scream "Nooooo!", 
then a shotgun to the head.  They were both Jason.

***END OF PART SIX***

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