**Thursday April 2, 1998* *
...*sigh*...I wish I knew where to start today...the last two days have been hell...I
am such an extremeist...everything becomes such a huge deal to me...my parents
want to put my dog to sleep...he's a healthy 5 year old puppy and he only
misbehaves because he's left alone 9 hours a day and when my parents are home
the pay him no attention...I know it seems so silly that I would be so utterly
devistated about an animal ...animals are my life, I care more for any animal than I
do for people...I have three cats and they are my one and only joy...they make me
laugh and I feel more love for them than I could for a child of my own...I would
give my life to preserve the life of an animal.. anyway seeing as I am an extremeist
and animal activist..I plan to take him from my parents home...by doing so I would
most likely give up my family...but I feel whole heartedly that it is morally wrong to
put a perfectly healthy dog to sleep because he doesnt fit into your lifstyle...I've
made my choice...now I have to act on it...I mighy add that by making this choice I
will have to find an apt of my own... all though Brian has already told me he wants
me to move out...this finalizes it...but in the end I will know I made the right
choice...right?