**Friday April 3, 1998* *
The past two days have been horrible...Brian and I have been fighting non stop...all the appartments I looked at were either ugly or to much money...which really sucked...Brian told me Spencer (my puppy) cant stay here so I had to find an apt quick!...Brian doesnt want a two bedroom...I dunno it's all fucked up!!...my day finally got better when Tara and I went to look at an apt...it's perfect...it's downtown ...one bedroom, with a fenced in front yard and its is two minutes away from a park...it's perfect for me and Spencer...a couple minor problems...I dont have the money yet, they want me to pay first and last and I cant tell my parents I'm moving out on my own....*sigh*... always something wrong in my life...that was the start of a great evening...then Shanna and I went out for coffee...Shanna and I answered eachothers personal ads...I know it sounds cheesy...but it works... we clicked right away and had a great time!!!...with a cute little smooch at the end of the night :) ...and to top off the night I got an amazing e-mail from Aarti...which completely made me feel on top of the world...thank you girls I love you :)