I was only 6 when I had my first experience with another female...but it wasnt until I was 15 that I realize the signifigance of that first experience....I have always had feelings for my bestfriends....feelings I never really thought were unnatural...I cant say I have ever had a "normal" friendship with another female...I have always felt that being with a friend in the sexual sense was a natural progression...the next level...when I became close with my friends..."deepest darkest feelings" close...I always felt like "what's next, where do we go from here?" and becoming physical seemed to be the natural next level....I am a spiritual person, I think I always have been and my friendships have always been so much more than hanging out, going to the mall type things...there were always levels...when I let them into me...let down my gaurd and became open to them....in doing so we grew attached spiritualy...bonded...became soulmates....I dont think I ever came to grips with my sexuality...I never questioned it...how I felt about girls...how I felt about guys....I had sex and dated boys because I was supposed to....I wasnt supposed to fall in love with my bestfriend...I started questioning my feelings when I was 15...but I didnt explore those feelings fully until this year...when I found myself rejected by my bestfriend...I hit rock bottom...all my feelings were left open in front of me and they had to be dealt with in depth...so I started to explore my feelings...I had had sexualy reationships with girls but I had never fully explored what it meant to love females...I havent resolved all my issues and right now I dont care to know all the answers...I want to explore my sexuality with someone I can adore and that will adore me....but I haven't found that person yet...
| *first same sex experience* |
| *first girl who broke my heart* |
| *lesbian in denial?* |
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