Sleeping With One Eye Half Open



I wish I could open both eyes tomorrow.
And see the world like everyone else.
I know it can never happen.
I'm blinded by to many mistakes in my life.
Sometimes I feel special and unique.
(Like no one else).
Sometime I feel crippled and diseased.
A plague released upon myself.

I can't feel in the morning.
That’s when I'm me.
No matter how I feel in life.
I'll always have this bitter agony. ( of past thoughts)

I wish for just one day,
That my headaches would go away.
And I'd open my eyes and see the brightness of the day.
I prayed so many nights I could open them up,
And see the world right.
I know I am strong inside,
And meant for this world.
I am not the jealous greedy type to unfurl.
In a contest of intellect, I cannot be defeated.
But for sake of saving face,
I allow myself to be retreated.
And simply for your saving grace I allow you to speak.
No one knows the power of the mind.
All I know is you cannot feed on mine.
Nor attack my soul, and make me suffer anymore, than I can make
myself.
I am a flame.
I am a beam of light so bright with no one to blame.
So deny me if you will, but I'll be the fallen dream still.

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