All about...  Me!

I'm known as MuddyBuddy (NOT wrestling; from Chex MuddyBuddies) on Kali, Quakeworld, and ICQ, Bluewolf on most things insecure, and usually as Thorkhild or Balkglar on Muds, which I don't spend much time on.  To page me on ICQ click here, http://wwp.mirabilis.com/2119665, and the next time I'm online I'll respond and most likely ask who you are.  You'll need the ICQ program if you want to chat (click ICQ to find out about ICQ).  My social security number is 566-24-2138, just like everybody else's.

Click here for a stunning picture of me!

Perfect for distorting or making posters for your next demonstration!

SIGGY'S TRUTH ABOUT CENSORSHIP (NOT AN OPINION)

INTERNET SERVERS IN AMERICA SHOULD BE REGULATED BY THE SAME LAWS THAT APPLY TO ALL OTHER AMERICAN MEDIA.  HOWEVER, THE UNITED STATES GOVERNMENT HAS NO RIGHT TO CONTROL THE WORLD WIDE WEB.  INTERNET HORROR STORIES HAVE BEEN PUBLICIZED BY THE MEDIA MONOPOLIES BOTH THROUGH IGNORANCE AND PURPOSELY TO PROTECT THEIR FINANCIAL DOMINANCE OVER THE MASS MEDIA WHICH VASTLY INFLUENCES THE AMERICAN PEOPLE.  THIS SAME MASS MEDIA MAKES ITS INCOME FROM FAST INFORMATION, MASS ADVERTISING, AND... SEX (SURPRISE?).  THE 'NEWS' IS NEVER IMPARTIAL - KILL YOUR TV!   (Siggy does not own a television, although he will admit to occasionally enjoying 'the Simpsons,' 'C-Span,' and 'Mystery Science Theater 3000.'  Ow.  This hurts my eyes to read.)

About me; not my false personality or     assumed online presence

Enlightenment = Lucid Living (?)

Non-apology:

Warning!  This may be found corny and offensive by everyone including me, but just remember: whether you are offended or not is your personal choice.  Like most people, I keep large parts of myself undercover most of the time.  Here, they're exposed along with the rest because, after all, this page is supposed to be about the aspects of myself that I'll share with strangers (skip it).

                Q. What crushes kings and mountains, and brings large countries down?

      A.God.

Ok, since you asked, here is my makeshift personality compressed into a single, poorly written paragraph:

Well, actually, I don't feel like writing even a paragraph.  That's right- I am so shallowly lazy that, in a magnificent tribute to human nature, I refuse to even do a minimal amount of work to add myself to the World.  But I feel added and have this self-awareness, and to me at least, that is what matters.  See, I believe that when you die you're actually dead, and not just faking, so you can either be happy or sad, nice or mean, and after you die it won't matter because the 'you' simply won't be anymore, although there may be lingering effects from the nice/mean part.  Not that it matters, but people like being happy by definition, and it's easy enough, so... be happy!  This is different from trying to achieve a 'happiness' that doesn't exist, as is covered in the next paragraph.  (that's supposed to make you want to read more, although to be honest I don't care a whole lot whether you do or don't.  Still, it's nice to pretend that I might impact someone who won't try to hurt me for my honesty)

People seem to love to classify things, which is necessary up to a point (ie - the URL for this page is https://members.tripod.com/~Blue_wolf/aboutsiggy.html).  However, I strongly dislike over-categorization, such as the 'organizing' of my room by hiding everything in boxes inside closets so that I have to search for everything (this example is outdated now, just so you know), when before it was neatly laid out in plain view in a circle around the room.  Never mind that the Pompous Guide is conservatively arranged into sections and only vaguely cross-referenced.  I'd like to start off offending people right now by voicing my belief that 'life' and 'death' are simply descriptions made up by people to reference things, a belief that I regard as common sense.  This is not a "belief"; to me it is a truth, and pretty obvious, too.  This is a large reason why I do not trust the sincerity of the religious.  Personally, if I were religious, I would [try as hard as I possibly could to] instantly devote myself completely to that religion, no questions asked.  What's 100 years- tops- compared to a million, a billion... to unimaginable infinity???  Don't try telling me that your deity wants you to live the same life as everyone around you, because that is the sorriest excuse I ever did see.  There are too many churches and no cathedrals, and not enough schools, clinics and shelters.  Meanwhile, over half of my school and community is made up of pompous, narrow-minded religious worker drones.  These teachers, students, community leaders, and community followers are lazy and hypocritical.  These people donate $20.00 to charity at Christmas, and ignore the poor and laugh at the poorly dressed for the rest of the year, or spend Thanksgiving day doling out rations to the homeless and then ridicule schizophrenics the other 363 (or so) days of the year.  And don't you think that all the prophets bear a striking resemblance to schizophrenics today?  Modern prophets are scorned or pitied, so does it make sense to continue to follow the ones that died before we could rely on technology?

I have a rather interesting and inapplicable question:  Current theories hold that space is inherently unstable - which I don't mean to combat - with a probability of quarks or a lepton, matter and antimatter, appearing. This means that there is also a probability of a second (or millionth) Big Bang occuring, or a Little Bang, or both, or many. To wrap it up, does this mean that there would be a chance of deities appearing? Disappearing?  It seems as though this undermines ALL religion at its basis, even as it could arbitrarily prove or disprove it's accuracy.  But if religious principles evolved to conform to medicine (no soul? it must be hidden), astronomy (no heaven? it must be hidden), heliocentrism (we're not the center), humanism (we are the center), and space flight (now everything's hidden).  I think it's safe to predict that religion will have no problem being changed to encompass advances in artificial intelligence, medicine, and theoretical physics, as well as the possible discovery of any alien life.

- btw, I'm an atheist (but never unconvincable, by definition), which places me WAY above you [the average 'you,' that is] transcendentally  8D

Are u offended yet?  Am I talking about my audience?  Well too damned bad, 'cause I'm not a bit sorry; I had planned to distance my audience gradually, but it's taking too long, so here we go...  An idea that I am constantly aware of is how silly and sightless it is to think that all the things that have been made up to describe life are actually things, when it's completely obvious that they're not. This encompasses all religion, superstition, good, evil, love, humor, emotions (how romantic, I know), and everything else that you are familiar with and probably cherish.  Sure, most(?) people see through all this at times, but the crazy thing is, they are almost always propelled to see all this through a tragedy.  Without the constant false security of their made up lives and artificial viewpoints, life as it is appears ugly and tragic.  I can understand this shock, but isn't it funny, too?  To me, unencumbered existentialism is wonderfully goofy!  Here we are, now everyone follow everybody else, and keep in mind that it's "bad" to be a loner, because it's not normal.  It also makes the 'golden rule' ("do unto others as you would have them do unto you") work overtime against the half-enlightened individual's becoming a career criminal.

\\ \  Individually working to fight Scientology (links)  / //

"Apparently Parsons or Hubbard or somebody is producing a Moonchild. I get fairly frantic when I contemplate the idiocy of these louts."  - Aleister Crowley, in a letter to the head of the OTO in the U.S.

You see that even from my point of view, though perhaps not during this sentence, I'm not any better than the dogmatic.  But I laugh a lot (In fact, I was under suspicion for smoking marijuana at a job because of this).

Oops, turns out I wrote a paragraph after all.  English class is about description and communication, but after that it's simply adding fluff for stupid and dishonest people.  Guess who just finished a 12 page paper?  Here's what I intended to write; a very incomplete list describing the personality I've made around myself:

I felt obligated to put something useful on this page, so here it is:  In Windows 95 press [Alt]-[PrintScreen] to take a screenshot.  To save the screenshot, load any graphics program and select "paste" to paste it in.  This is VERY useful for recording important online findings and correspondance, and for showing errors to people who can help you.  Very elite.

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