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I never knew the beauty that I had in you.  I was a blind man trying to find my way to love.  Instead of using a cane, I was guided by my own stupidity.  I was confused and instead of coming, I was going.  How far have we grown apart?  My heart is stuck in my throat and it's making it hard for me to swallow.  I can't breathe because the pain is too deep.  My soul is anchored to the bottom of my abyss.  I can't find myself, for I'm lost and trapped in this weary place!

Where does this pain come from?  And when does it end?  I've served enough punishment and I've suffered enough.  Please stop hitting me with the whip of loneliness.  My blood is dry, and I've cried for 80 days and 80 nights.  How much can a broken man carry?  I've made it to the top of the mountain of forgiveness, and I've swum the sea of sorrow.  Even if you forgive me, I'll never be able to forgive myself.  The thought of losing you has done more damage than if I've really lost you!

I'm not afraid to say, "I love you," and it's my duty to let you know every second of the day.  It's my job as a man to uplift you, the woman that will carry my name.  A gift to man from God, you are.  Since God created you, you're truly something to hold.  My Lord is perfect, and you are all I ever wanted and so much more.  Can you understand what I'm trying to say?  They say that true love is something that will forever be.  I've lost you once, and we've come back together once again.  As a man I'll take all blame, for the fault is all mine.  If there ever was a truer love, then the love we share is truly that!  Accept me for me, and please don't judge me by my mistakes.  I said my Lord is perfect, not man!  I'll give you my all and that's a life full of love and comfort.  I can only speak for me.  I'll never do you as the way you've been done.  I can look in your eyes and see that love has been rough on you.  I can tell in your smile that your heart has been bruised many times.  I kneel down on one knee and I say these vows to you.

 I beg of you to take my hand in love.  As your man, you need not cry anymore. Only tears of joy you'll shed.  No more fake promises and no more lies.  I kiss
 your hand, for I'm your love of love.  I'm your protector and your friend.  Any secrets that we share, I'll never tell a soul.  You came from man and by God we
 are bonded for life.  I accept all duties and I'll conquer all pitfalls.  I know times will get rough, but the rougher time gets, the tougher and stronger our love will
 become.  We understand that we don't do it all on our own.  That's why God took a piece of man, and from two, we are one in the same!  In the heat of battle, we
 both will put on the armor of "Love," the chest plate of "Compassion," the helmet of "Understanding," the shield of "Tenderness," and last but not least, the sword
 Of "True Love!" .

I only want what's best for you.  I put myself second because you are number one in my life.  No other shall interfere, and no other shall separate.  Even if the wind blows to the north, my roots are planted deep in the south.  If the rain falls from the east, I'll always have the sun setting in the west.  As the world turns, our love will keep rotating.  Time will stop for no one, but every second, you'll be in my thoughts.  If we ever get lost, and you can't find me, look to the stars and follow your heart.  I'll follow mine, and each missing piece search for each other.  Hopefully it's not too late.  But please remember this, I'll never stop loving you!

Since I'm single at this time, this letter goes out to whom this may concern!!

Peace and may God be with you!!!