::THM umakemesad::

21/12/99

I HATE YOU SO MUCH , your there you exist, but you dont think , you dont feel , you dont see. Me.

You pick me up in your arms not knowing what you are doing , and you crush me so easily ,. you break me for any one who i will ever love, now having this heart break in my mind . once again i am hurt , clutching at the pieces of my broken heart and weeping .

i cant stand you , and now i cant stand my self . my tears mean more to me then you do , my heart is empty now. but a cold shell of what it once was.

i sit on my bed with my head hung low , crying for what you could be, for what i want you to be. for what i need, TRUE LUV . you lead me one more step to understanding this doesnt exist.

i feel like dying

::To my TINY MUSCLE