Outside
Mariah Carey

Many thanks to Khameleon for sending me this song!


it's hard to explain
inherently it's just always been strange
neither here nor there
always somewhat out of place everywhere
ambiguous without a sense of belonging to touch
somewhere halfway, feeling there's no one completely the same

standing alone
eager to just believe it's good enough to be just what you are
but in your heart uncertainty forever lies
and you'll always be somewhere on the outside

early on you face
the realization that you don't have a space
where you fit in
and recognize you were born to exist

standing alone
eager to just believe it's good enough to be just what you are
but in your heart uncertainty forever lies
and you'll always be somewhere on the outside

and it's hard
irreversibly falling inbetween
and it's hard
to be understood as you are
oh and God knows that you're standing on your own
blind and unguided in a world divided

you're thrown where you're never quite the same
although you try--try and try
to tell yourself you really are
but in your heart--uncertainty forever lies
and you'll always be somewhere on the outside
you'll always be somewhere on the outside


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