You have too many memories too many dates you remember holding my hand recounting every bruise every splinter every winter spent alone. Blue eyes turgid with tears my heart beating minutes fleeting you held me... or rather... I held you whispered how I wished I could take away your hurt. Where is your god now? Your omnipotent wonder that heals you your one "saving grace" that holds you close with unconditional love. Five years of scars lace your eyes until jaded tears cradled in your cheeks slip slowly into your palms why do I love (love?) these fallen ones that burrow into my spine. A thought... better off? The ring I made you on your finger love folded into the creases (love?) fumble for words you recite dates. Weeping now alone in my room dimly lit by early sunrise my bedsheets hold cold wonder your eyes... your eyes... I hate the world for doing this to you you have too many scars crowded on your shoulders weighing you to nothingness weighing memories carved into your face carry the reminder of many a love that cut you until you cried out and yet I still remain my wrists bear the stigmata of sin ask your god to give you more than I can ask him to answer your tears and prayers with something other than thickset silence. hand extended I wait. (c) 2000 by (++)Laura(++). All Rights Reserved