**Dedication:

Nick, you should've seen all the people at your funeral. It was incredible...and very emotional. You touched so many lives, and yu will never be forgotton. I know you are in heaven now, and that you have become a guardian angel upon so many of us. This song was played at your funeral...we miss you. I feel so aweful that we didn't spend more time together, and that we left on bad terms. I hope you know that i don't hate you, I love you so much. This is my way of telling you I am sorry for what went on between us, you were a great friend, boyfriend, and person. I'm sorry, and I miss you.


"Tears In Heaven"- Eric Clapton

Would you know my name if I saw you in heaven?

Would it be the same if I saw you in heaven?

I must be strong and carry on,

'Cause I know I don't belong here in heaven.

Would you hold my hand if I saw you in heaven?

Would you help me stand if I saw you in heaven?

I'll find my way through night and day,

'Cause I know I just can't stay here in heaven.

Time can bring you down, time can bend your knees.

Time can break your heart, have you begging please, begging please.

Beyond the door there's peace I'm sure,

And I know there'll be no more tears in heaven.




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