I first met her in the chat, server1. it was my first time in server1, went there to ask an Op (any Op) for help, well... i asked four Ops. all of them declined. then came Mickey_Mouse, "hey, what the heck, i'll give it one more try" and she went out of her way to help. she spent more than 40 minutes; between server2 and server1... trying to help me. while she was doing that, i learned that she was a girl from New Mexico... (god, how much she hated New Mexico, but don't tell anyone! ok?) Alaska is the DREAM, where she could play with the snow, and run wild with a pack of wolves... or Deers... whichever came first. O' she hated the desert... but she always loved people. i came from a desert myself... thirsty as the sand doons... and she watered me with so much happiness, care, laughters... stories and trust. she came to visit me alot in server2, after just a little while, she made friends all over... every chat room there had her touch... smell... and colors. she was always restless, jumping from one room to the other, posting something there, then leaving it to a third room... and chatting there B4 the people in the second room realized that she had come and gone! Jenny... the restless breeze. never remaining in one place too long. she was always that... kept true to it till the end. truly, when her nick "Mickey_Mouse" appears on the screen, whether in public or in a private MSG, i see magic. i see laughter... and such a joyful promise of a chat yet to become. i've never, in my life, felt for anyone the way i felt for her. And i've never, ever felt as hurt as i felt for her departure. She was the best SNIPER i've ever met, who shoots and gets your heart, right in the middle, with love. She was a "dream," baby. She was a dream. Some dreams come true; some dreams come half way and some never come. One thing, we - Jenny's family and her loved ones should feel so lucky to have had the chance & time of that WONDERFUL dream: Jenny. I can't continue now, but there are some words (i don't know who wrote them) that i'd like to leave here (and by god, if they were not written B4; then i would've written them) and they go like this:
My Dreams are set adrift the waves
My emotions are in motion
My soul dances on the water
In Motion...
In Motion...
In Motion...
My Dreams are scattered
Amidst the Sunset clouds
They fall like summer rain
In a quiet rhythm
The Sunset rain
My Dreams are falling...
They are falling...
My Dreams are up there
With my soul in the Night sky
Dancing, twinkling with the stars
In silent serenity
It speaks a thousand tales
Twinkling & Dancing...
Twinkling & Dancing...
My Dreams are in a blaze
Caught in the amber laces
Burning me up
Crackles and sparks
My heart's in flames
Love,
(Sammy) springo