LOVE & PAIN
 
 




DARKEST DAYS


THE JESSIE RAMOS CROW PAGE

People once believed that when a person died,
a crow carried their soul to the land of the dead. Sometimes, something so bad happens that a terrible sadness is carried with it. The soul can't rest. Then sometimes just sometimes, The Crow can bring that soul back to make the wrong things right.....
 
 
 

Why the crow?  I have been in love with this story
since the old Caliber Comic.  I am drawn to it.  I have a dark obsession with the Crow.  I am mystified by it's tale of love and vengeance.  To love someone so much that not even death can put the pain to sleep.
 
 

I THOUGHT FOR A TIME MY PAIN WAS OVER, IT WAS  NOT!  I WAS TO BLIND TO SEE IT.  I KNOW ITS THERE INSIDE OF ME WAITING TO  SHOW ITSELF.  IT HAS BEEN EASY TO LIE TO MYSELF.  TO THINK THAT I COULD BE HAPPY IN A WORLD AS FUCKED AS THIS.   SOMETIMES IT'S SO BAD I CANT TELL IF I AM ALREADY DEAD OR JUST IN SLEEP. IT HAS BEEN TOO LONG.  EVERY DAY AN ETERNITY OF PAIN ALL MY HATE BECOMES MY CHAINS.   WHEN YOU THINK IT COULDN'T BE ANY WORSE, YOU DROP FURTHER DOWN THAT FUCKING SPIRAL STAIRCASE.   I THINK I AM IN HELL, MY HELL,  HELL OF MY OWN CREATION!   IT'S all right NOW, FINALLY I AM READY TO LEAVE THE VOID.  I HAVE FINALLY FOUND THE KEY THAT LOCKS ME WITHIN.   WATCH OUT CAUSE HERE I COME, FUCK ALL THE HATE AND ALL OF THE PAIN.  I CAN SEE THE WAY OUT.   I AM READY NOW!   SO BRING IT ON!  FOR ALL OF THOSE THAT KNOW MY PAIN FIND YOUR WAY, I WISH YOU ALL THE BEST.  THE TRIP BEGINS TODAY.
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

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