The Moon slumbers silently in the dark midnight sky. The wind rustles the trees, making all the leaves hit each other, sounds of wild applause. Applause to the Moon as she lets her light fall upon the cold earth, creating a silver glow on every object or creature that ventures out of shadow. The Dawson's Creek episode the other night, 11/5/98, seemed to fall directly on our full moon as well. And I really do hate sounding like a TV show, but this seems to hold some bizarre irony to it. The week chaos exploded around here in my town. (I don't know if it was the same for you or not.) Everyone seemed to have something going wrong for them. And I was certainly no exception. I create this page as a memorial for the week and a monument for the most wonderful celestial being in the sky. This page is an add on to my other coffeehouses. I created this page in utter turmoil of my mind needing some sort of closure. I doubt you would understand what I mean by that. But, this helps me out a little, and that’s all that really matters to me. And my reason for having Sailor Moon up all over? Well, Serena reminds me of me. Whiney, clumsy, tiny girl who has to learn how to be brave sometime in her life and usually learns everything the hard way. I can look at Serena and say, "That's me!" She is how I am on the inside and on the outside. (And her birthday is right after mine!) It seemed only right to have her on my thoughts page. My thoughts aren’t ever important to anyone, but I like to share them. Hope you enjoy and I somehow leave an impression on you in someway. And I would like to leave you all with this final quote that keeps me musing most nights.“And if equal affection can not be reached, let the more loving one be me.”~unknown Blessed Be! *)Cera(* ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ She sits in the moonlight All alone in her world Bleeding from the inside Shivering from the cold She reflects on the past She learns things don’t last As she cries into her hands Memories of the aching Memoirs of a longing Remembers the conquest Remembering she was blessed Now her soul is aching The wind echoing her crying Her heart is what is bleeding Her mind makes sounds of dying The turmoil it runs wild She is confused and unhappy She never even expected ending Her heart is in pieces Too many to keep replacing Tears fall as numerous as her thoughts Thoughts that were right, but very wrong She knows she has to hold her own Very brave and very strong as she goes But, her soul is always trembling Waiting for her to stop falling Feelings ran deeper then she thought Who is there to embrace her now? ©November 1998 by Cera My Savior The clouds cluster in the sky A blanket of white over the night The moon shines through a hole Beams down her shining hope The world is soft and quiet Wind rustles all the trees Sleeping children and quiet people All thoughts of different things She comforts and she watches enduringly Studying all their silent dreams A pain it tears my heart to pieces Torture knocks down my dreams Anger rips my soul apart Crying seems to make it heed Diana’s light quiets my fears Soothing my spirit and breathing The moonbeams fall upon my face Changing all the hopeless tears again From salt water to silver starlite wishes Trying to make things better for me quicker My darling childhood hero Ever since I was three Always my secret guardian Has always kept eyes on me There she watches over me From her silvery home above And I trust in her love for me For she’s always guided me home © November 1998 by Cera Ripples in the water Wind rustles the scene Reflections in the surface Mirror clouds and trees Leaves fall from up high Like rain from the sky Soft autumn colors collide With the ducks swimming by My thoughts are at rest My eyes are at ease One Quiet Moment Seconds of perfect peace ©October 1998 by Cera I’ve noticed those eyes curious I’ve noticed those eyes glance I’ve noticed those eyes read I’ve noticed those eyes stare I’ve observed those eyes think I’ve observed those eyes upset I’ve observed those eyes wonder I’ve observed those eyes mad I’ve seen those eyes sparkle I’ve seen those eyes dance I’ve seen those eyes smile I’ve seen those eyes laugh I’ve watched those eyes grow weary I’ve watched those eyes get bored I’ve watched those eyes go blank I’ve watched those eyes close If your eyes are the window to your soul, There is so much more I want to know. ©October 1998 by Cera Feeling sad and feeling lonely Yearning more for you to hold me To feel embrace that is so tight Saving me from my moments in life I see you there, you seem so close I reach for you, but you back up I watch you as you step away Wondering why you’re like this most days I don’t want this to be unreal I want to really see inside of you A Specialness inside you glows So Bright it draws me oh so close Mixed emotions and jumbled thoughts Always worrying someday we’ll part And on that day, when we do My heart will always be attached to you ©September 1998 by Cera “An unpleasant freeze in my mind Spoken word I’ve said on million times Who are you to tell me that’ll always be this way I close my eyes and I turn around and I leave it all behind So, free for the moment Lots of air between the earth and the sky So, free for the moment That’s because I want to be lost, so don’t try to find me Always try to breeze through my life Repetitious things I done one million times Who are you to tell me that I’ll always be this way I close my eyes and I turn around and leave it all behind What could I do? It’s not such a terrible thing What would you do? It’s not such a terrible thing So, free for the moment That’s the air between the earth and the sky So, free for the moment That’s because I want to be lost, so don’t try to find me” ~The Matinis “Free”
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