November 28th - December 2nd, 1999

AHHHH! I still have this DSAM FLU! MAKE IT GO AWAY! grrrr...

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November 27th, 1999

time: 5:39pm
IMing with: Laura and Rina
singing along with: Chantal!
did Lisa update recently?: well, it depends on how you define "recently"...
last theatrical production I saw: The Beauty Queen of Leenane
anticipating: show being over!
stressing about: SO much work to do and NO motivation to do it
pissed me off today: feeling sick and not eating
made me sad today: can't think of anything
made me happy today: fun new clothes and CD!
I really should be: doing oac media logs
reading: 'Tis by Frank McCourt... yes, still
new thing I did / learned today: went shopping with Tonya
link me up: Lorilee's yay Christmas entry
quote of the day: me, last night on the phone with Melody (from Dallas!)

"only good things can come from a half naked Racquel"

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November 23rd - 25th, 1999

I have the flu :( Does someone want to come over and take care of me?

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November 21st, 1999

time: 2:20pm
IMing with: no one
singing along with: nothing
did Lisa update recently?: yes :) my I'm spoiling you! look at the link table... tell me your results!
last theatrical production I saw: The Beauty Queen of Leenane
anticipating: Buffalo...maybe...and the show
stressing about: the usual post-secondary education trauma and the incredible ammount of work I have to do
pissed me off today: being woken up early by a psycho mother who was spazing about not being able to find a lock
made me sad today: nothing as of yet!
made me happy today: got some school work accomplished
I really should be: doing homework
reading: 'Tis by Frank McCourt... (who do you think will finish first? Tonya or me?)
new thing I did / learned today: mmmm....
link me up: Millionaire!
quote of the day: Melody, from IM:

"she hugged me in NY and I almost died. a hug from Cristina is like sex from the other cast members."

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November 20th, 1999

time: 10:40pm
IMing with: Lara, Laura and Kim
singing along with: Les Miserables
did Lisa update recently?: yes :) my I'm spoiling you! look at the link table... tell me your results!
last theatrical production I saw: The Beauty Queen of Leenane
anticipating: Buffalo...maybe...and the show
stressing about: the usual post-secondary education trauma and the incredible ammount of work I have to do
pissed me off today: having a migraine!
made me sad today: having a mirgraine!
made me happy today: got some school work accomplished
I really should be: doing politics homework
reading: 'Tis by Frank McCourt... (who do you think will finish first? Tonya or me?)
new thing I did / learned today: don't do a 5.5 hour tech rehearsal for the show with a migraine... oww
link me up: Queen's University
quote of the day: another gem from Mrs. Williams (you really had to be there for the tone of voice!):

"It's a strange little molecule!"

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November 18th, 1999

time: 9:33pm
Do you ever have days where you just burst into tears for no reason? This is one of those days. Hold on... I'm crying too hard to type.
I don't know why I'm crying... I'm just SO frusturated with everything! (no, it's not hormones... I just had my period)
I have so much work to do (three ISP's for OAC courses) and I don't get home until 9:00pm everynight and I have rehearsals on the weekend... I have to go to the library to research one of the projects (The whole written part is handing in research notes) and I don't know when to go!
Rehearsals are SO frustrating! Why can't people just stop talking for 2 minutes while the director explains something?!? I don't understand! It's fine to have fun and be funny and laugh, but when the directors are talking and explaining what we are doing why can't they just shut up?!?!? I was in tears twice in rehearsal because I was just so frusturated with everyone!
I don't understand!!! It's something we learn in kindergarden - don't talk when someone is trying to talk to you and explain something to you to help you out!
ahhhhhhhhhh...

time: 12:50pm
IMing with: no one... I'm at school!
singing along with: nothing, but ...Forum is in my head
did Lisa update recently?: yes :) my I'm spoiling you! look at the link table... tell me your results!
last theatrical production I saw: The Beauty Queen of Leenane
anticipating: Buffalo...maybe...and the show
stressing about: the usual post-secondary education trauma (this time, out of province)
pissed me off today: nothing yet... tho the day is not over!
made me sad today: once again, nothing yet...
made me happy today: wrote a synopsis for the show, teacher loved it (yay go me!)
I really should be: doing biology or politics homework
reading: 'Tis by Frank McCourt... (who do you think will finish first? Tonya or me?)
new thing I did / learned today: wrote a synopsis for a playbill :)
link me up: Queen's University
quote of the day: I had one and now I forget it!

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November 16th, 1999

time: 10:39pm
IMing with: Tonya
singing along with: nothing, but ...Forum is in my head
did Lisa update recently?: yes :) my I'm spoiling you! look at the link table... tell me your results!
last theatrical production I saw: The Beauty Queen of Leenane
anticipating: Buffalo...maybe...and this show being over
stressing about: the usual post-secondary education trauma (this time, out of province)
pissed me off today: another waste-of-time rehearsal (teacher's fault)
made me sad today: do you ever just get overwhealed by the sadness in the world and cry? (that was today)
made me happy today: wearing what I want in the show :)
I really should be: doing biology homework
reading: 'Tis by Frank McCourt... (who do you think will finish first? Tonya or me?)
new thing I did / learned today: don't dance on the stage with only socks on... slippery...very slippery
link me up: Sarah online!
quote of the day: I'll get back to you...

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November 15th, 1999

time: 7:59pm
IMing with: Mary
singing along with: Les Miserables, "On My Own"
did Lisa update recently?: yes :) My RENT, Benny Tour, Grand Rapids
last theatrical production I saw: The Beauty Queen of Leenane
anticipating: Buffalo...maybe...and this show being over
stressing about: the usual post-secondary education trauma (this time, out of province)
pissed me off today: my UGLY, HORRIBLE costume for the show... can we say making our own?
made me sad today: a story in the Globe and Mail from Friday about the education system in Kansas... science teachers are not allowed to teach certain things in the courses because it contradicts the bible
made me happy today: report card day! ::drumroll:: 86% in oac media, 91% in oac politics and 82% in oack biology! YAY!
I really should be: doing biology and politics homework
reading: 'Tis by Frank McCourt... (who do you think will finish first? Tonya or me?)
new thing I did / learned today: sometimes, your oac bio mark is just higher than you expected!
link me up: Sarah online!
quote of the day: oh, go look at the Quotes page and pick one! :)

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November 13th, 1999

time: 7:49pm
IMing with: Mike
singing along with: the divine Ms. Sarah McLachlan Mirrorball
did Lisa update recently?: yes :) My RENT, Benny Tour, Grand Rapids
last theatrical production I saw: The Beauty Queen of Leenane
anticipating: Buffalo...maybe...and this show being over
stressing about: the usual post-secondary education trauma (I have to apply on MONDAY!)
pissed me off today: nothing specifically today... tho look at yesterday
made me sad today: a story in the Globe and Mail from Friday about the education system in Kansas... science teachers are not allowed to teach certain things in the courses because it contradicts the bible
made me happy today: did some work on my politics isp
I really should be: doing biology and politics homework
reading: 'Tis by Frank McCourt... (who do you think will finish first? Tonya or me?)
new thing I did / learned today: if your hands are covered in newsprint, you will leave finger marks on a clean kitchen table... baaad
link me up: Sarah online!
quote of the day: I'll get back to you...

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November 12th, 1999

I QUIT!!!!I can't stand it anymore. This show (school show, A Funny Thing Happened on the Way to the Forum) is an absolute DISASTER! Honestly, I can't even begin to describe to you how depressed, angry and totally frustrated I am with almost everyone involved in this production!
Half the fucking cast doesn't show up to rehearsals. We are two weeks away from the first performance (Nov. 30) and we haven't had a full cast rehearsal. Oh, we've had rehearsals for the full cast, but NOT THE WHOLE CAST SHOWS UP!
The costumes are so ugly the actors refuse to wear them (myself included), the sets aren't near ready yet, two leads don't know their lines at all, the male ensemble is so clueless it's funny, the dancers who have solos (me being one of them) have never ever heard our music that we're dancing to because the orchestra can't play it, the orchestra is so bad the band teacher refuses to conduct them, the directors are all spineless and have no idea how to get the actors to do anything, the choreographer can't express how a movement is supposed to look, and...
EVERYTHING IS HORRIBLE!!
We sound pretty good actually. But oh god we look horrible! It's the case of many screwing it over for a select few people.
Take rehearsal today. We were working on "Comedy Tonight," the opening number of the show. It's big, it's fun, it's... a comedy! The whole cast is in this number. The cast consists of 23 people. how many people were at rehearsal today you ask? 15.
Okay, fine. 15... more than half... should be able to get SOMETHING accomplished. Did we? Nope. People still don't know how to hold their hand out for the final 'comedy' in the song, people still don't kick the right way, and people still don't know exactly what they are doing. And did anyone single these people out and tell what they were doing wrong? Did the choreographer stand up and say, "Okay guys, your arm has to be down, and strong on that note"?NOOOOOO!
Now, I've never been in a *real* show (OAC drama play just doesn't cut it). But I KNOW rehearsals are not supposed to work this way! Even with amateurs that we are, things DO NOT work this way! My 6 year olds that I taught dance to had a better rehearsal ethic than this cast does!
Now, it's not the WHOLE cast... just a large portion of it.
If I could quit right now, I probably would. I was so frustrated I walked out of rehearsal in tears tonight... it's sosososososososososososososo fucking frustrating!! Why can't everyone show up to rehearsals, know their lines, and LISTEN. Why can't the directors and the choreographer stand up and say that someone is doing something wrong or that we all are doing something wrong?
As of right now, I'm not even buying my own mother a ticket to this show.
I just want to ram my head into a brick wall I'm so frustrated!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

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November 11th, 1999

I don't feel like updating today. So there.

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November 9th, 1999

time: 7:29pm
IMing with: Renee
singing along with: nothing
did Lisa update recently?: go look at Cows on Parade
last theatrical production I saw: The Beauty Queen of Leenane
anticipating: nothing really
stressing about: the usual post-secondary education trauma and the overload of school work
pissed me off today: oy... school show... where to even begin??made me sad today: oy... school show
made me happy today: productive media class, oy... school show
I really should be: doing media, biology and politics homework
reading: 'Tis by Frank McCourt... (I'm as bad as Tonya is with The Shipping News!)
new thing I did / learned today: Mrs. P is funny :)
link me up: Maggie Benjamin Site
quote of the day: some quotes about toes said by Tonya should go here :)

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November 6th, 1999

time: 11:09pm
IMing with: no one... I'm at Press's!
singing along with: Laura playing the piano
did Lisa update recently?: go look at Cows on Parade
last theatrical production I saw: The Beauty Queen of Leenane
anticipating: nothing really
stressing about: the usual post-secondary education trauma
pissed me off today: a certain mass-email that still has me pissed off
made me sad today: judgemental people
made me happy today: mm... a lot of silly laughing and jokes at Press's house
I really should be: doing nothing actually:)
reading: 'Tis by Frank McCourt... (I'm as bad as Tonya is with The Shipping News!)
new thing I did / learned today: Laura sucks :) (rotflmao... I'm sorry)
link me up: Maggie Benjamin Site
quote of the day: "Can I call you Sask?" ~ Laura

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November 5th, 1999

time: 4:24pm
IMing with: Turtle
singing along with: nothing
did Lisa update recently?: yes :) dsam I'm getting good... Chicago pics AND ::drum roll:: Cows on Parade
last theatrical production I saw: The Beauty Queen of Leenane
anticipating: nothing really
stressing about: the usual post-secondary education trauma
pissed me off today: a certain mass-email
made me sad today: intolerant people
made me happy today: 91% in OAC politics baby! wooo!
I really should be: doing nothing actually:)
reading: 'Tis by Frank McCourt... (I'm as bad as Tonya is with The Shipping News!)
new thing I did / learned today: got over 90% in an OAC course! (this is like 91% on my report card)
link me up: Toy Story 2 again because it's just so dsam cute
quote of the day: I don't have one today... I promise I'll have one for tomorrow!

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November 4th, 1999

time: 11:21pm
IMing with: no one
singing along with: nothing
did Lisa update recently?: yes :) dsam I'm getting good... Chicago pics AND ::drum roll:: Cows on Parade
last theatrical production I saw: The Beauty Queen of Leenane
anticipating: nothing really
stressing about: the usual post-secondary education trauma
pissed me off today: media class
made me sad today: child abuse stories
made me happy today: productive (and hilarious) rehearsal
I really should be: sleeping
reading: 'Tis by Frank McCourt... (I'm as bad as Tonya is with The Shipping News!)
>!)
new thing I did / learned today: decided on one program for university :) (I'll go into detail tomorrow)
link me up: Toy Story 2 again because it's just so dsam cute
November 2nd, 1999

time: 7:59pm
IMing with: Brandi
singing along with: Janis Joplin
did Lisa update recently?: yes :) dsam I'm getting good... Chicago pics AND ::drum roll:: Cows on Parade
last theatrical production I saw: The Beauty Queen of Leenane
anticipating: nothing really
stressing about: the usual post-secondary education trauma
pissed me off today: the waste of the first 45min of rehearsal
made me sad today: can't think of anything
made me happy today: Phantom auction raised 92,500$ for Canadian Breast Cancer Research and Canadian Equity Fights AIDS
I really should be: doing my gr. 11 media logs
reading: 'Tis by Frank McCourt... (I'm as bad as Tonya is with The Shipping News!)
new thing I did / learned today: had my grad picture taken (in cap and gown! SCARY!)
link me up: Toy Story 2
quote of the day: my media teacher, Mr. Allen:

"Music is emotion put to sound"

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November 1st, 1999

time: 3:15pm
IMing with: Mary
singing along with: Rent - Canadian Cast, 11/01/98
did Lisa update recently?: yes :) dsam I'm getting good... Chicago pics AND ::drum roll:: Cows on Parade
last theatrical production I saw: The Beauty Queen of Leenane
anticipating: nothing really
stressing about: the usual post-secondary education trauma
pissed me off today: one year anniversary of the closing of the Canadian Cast of Rent
made me sad today: one year anniversary of the closing of the Canadian Cast of Rent
made me happy today: one year anniversary of the closing of the Canadian Cast of Rent
I really should be: gr. 11 media logs
reading: 'Tis by Frank McCourt... (I'm as bad as Tonya is with The Shipping News!)
new thing I did / learned today: Saw the trailer for the new Toy Story movie :):)
link me up: Toy Story 2
quote of the day: me (final page of the Rent Canada cookbook):

"492,480 minutes later,
we end November 1st, 1998 at The Vogue Theatre
'Celebrate, remember a year in the life of RENT'
Thank-you for the memories"

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