Sleep to Dream
I tell you how I feel but you don't care
I say tell me the truth but you don't dare
You say love is a hell you cannot bear
And I say give me mine back and then go there, for all I care
I got my feet on the ground and I don't go to sleep to dream
You got your head in the clouds, you're not at all what you seem
This mind, this body, and this voice cannot be stifled by your deviant ways
So don't forget what I told you, don't come around, I got my own hell to raise
I have never been so insulted in all my life
I could swallow the sea to wash down all this pride
First you run like a fool just to be at my side
And now you run like a fool but you just run to hide
And I can't abide
I got my feet on the ground and I don't go to sleep to dream
You got your head in the clouds and you're not at all what you seem
This mind, this body, and this voice cannot be stifled by your deviant ways
So don't forget what I told you, don't come around, I got my own hell to raise
Don't make it a big deal
Don't be so sensitive
We're not playing the game anymore
You don't have to be so defensive
Don't you plead me your case, don't bother to explain
Don't even show me your face 'cause it's a crying shame
Just go back to the rock from under which you came
Take the sorrow you gave and all the stakes you claim
And don't forget the blame
I got my feet on the ground and I don't go to sleep to dream
You got your head in the clouds and you're not at all what you seem
This mind, this body, and this voice cannot be stifled by your deviant ways
So don't forget what I told you, don't come around, I got my own hell to raise
I got my feet on the ground and I don't go to sleep to dream
You got your head in the clouds and you're not at all what you seem
This mind, this body, and this voice cannot be stifled by your deviant ways
So don't forget what I told you, don't come around, I got my own hell to raise

Sullen Girl
Days like this, I don't know what to do with myself
All day and all night
I wander the halls along the walls
And under my breath I say to myself I need fuel to take flight
And there's too much going on
But it's calm under the waves
In the blue of my oblivion
Under the waves
In the blue of my oblivion
Is that why they call me
A sullen girl, sullen girl?
They don't know I used to sail the deep and tranquil seas
But he washed ashore
And he took my pearl
And left an empty shell of me
And there's too much going on
But it's calm under the waves
In the blue of my oblivion
Under the waves
In the blue of my oblivion
Under the waves in the blue of my oblivion
It's calm under the waves
In the blue of my oblivion

Shadowboxer
Once my lover, now my friend
What a cruel thing to pretend
What a cunning way to condescend
Once my lover
And now my friend
Oh, you creep up like a cloud
And you set my soul at ease
Then you let your love abound
And you bring me to my knees
Oh, it's evil, babe
The way you let your grace enrapture me
But well, you know I'd be insane
To ever let that dirty game recapture me
You made me a shadowboxer, baby
I wanna be ready for what you do
I been swinging around me
'Cause I don't know when you're gonna make your move
Oh, your gaze is dangerous
And you fill your space so sweet
If I let you get too close
You'll set your spell on me
So, darling, I just wanna say
Just in case I don't come through
I was onto every play
I just wanted you
Oh, it's so evil, my love
The way you've no reverence to my concern
So I'll be sure to stay wary of you, love
To save the pain
Of once my flame and twice my burn
So I'm a shadowboxer, baby
I wanna be ready for what you do
I been swinging around at nothing
I don't know when you're gonna make your move
Yeah, I'm a shadowboxer, baby
I wanna be ready for what you do
I been swinging around me 'cause I don't know when
You'll make your move

Criminal
I've been a bad,bad girl
I've been careless with a delicate man
And it's a sad, sad world
When a girl would break a boy just because she can
Don't you tell me to deny it
I've done wrong and I wanna suffer for my sins
I've come to you 'cause I need guidance to be true
And I just don't know where I can begin
What I need is a good defense
'Cause I'm feeling like a criminal
And I need to be redeemed
To the one I've sinned against
Because he's all I ever knew of love
Heaven help me for the way I am
Save me from these evil deeds before I get them done
I know tomorrow brings the consequence at hand
But I keep living this day like the next will never come
Oh, help me but don't tell me to deny it
I gotta cleanse myself of all these lies
Till I'm good enough for him
I got a lot to lose
And I'm betting high so I'm begging you
Before it ends just tell me where to begin
What I need is a good defense
'Cause I'm feeling like a criminal
And I need to be redeemed
To the one I've sinned against
Because he's all I ever knew of love
Let me know the way
Before there's hell to pay
Give me room to lay the law and let me go
I've gotta make a play
To make my lover stay
So what would an angel say
The devil wants to know
What I need is a good defense
'Cause I'm feeling like a criminal
And I need to be redeemed
To the one I've sinned against
Because he's all I ever knew of love
What I need is a good defense
'Cause I'm feeling like a criminal
And I need to be redeemed
To the one I've sinned against
Because he's all I ever knew of love

Slow Like Honey
You moved like honey
In my dream last night
Yeah, some old fires were burning
You came near to me
And you endeared to me
But you couldn't quite discern me
Does that scare you?
I'll let you run away
But your heart will not oblige you
And you'll remember me
Like a melody
Yeah, I'll haunt the world inside you
But my big secret
Gonna win you over
Slow like honey, heavy with mood
Though dreams can be decieving
Like faces are to hearts
They serve for sweet relieving
When fantasy
And reality
Lie too far apart
So I stretch myself across like a bridge
And I pull you to the edge
And stand there waiting
Trying to obtain
The end to satisfy the story
But my big secret
Gonna hover over your life
Gonna keep you reaching
When I'm gone like yesterday
When I'm high like heaven
When I'm strong like music
'Cause I'm slow like honey and heavy with mood

The First Taste
I lie in an early bed
Thinking late thoughts
Waiting for the black to replace my blue
I do not struggle in your web
Because it was my aim to get caught
But daddy longlegs, I feel
That I'm finally growing weary
Of waiting to be consumed by you
Give me a first taste
Let it begin
Heaven cannot wait forever
Darling, just start the chase
I'll let you win
But you must make the endeavor
Oh, your love give me a heart contusion
Adagio breezes fill my skin with sudden red
Your hungry flirt borders intrusion
I'm building memories on things we have not said
Full is not heavy
As empty, not nearly, my love
Not nearly, my love
Not nearly
Give me a first taste
Let it begin
Heaven cannot wait forever
Darling, just start the chase
I'll let you win
But you must make the endeavor
The first taste
Let it begin
Heaven cannot wait forever
Start the chase
I'll let you win
But you must make the endeavor

Never is a Promise
You'll never see
The courage I know
Its colors' richness won't appear within your view
I'll never glow
The way that you glow
Your presence dominates the judgements made on you
But as the scenery grows I see in different lights
The shades and shadows undulate in my perception
My feelings swell and stretch, I see from greater heights
I understand what I am still too rpoud to mention
To you
You'll say you understand
But you don't understand
You'll say you'd never give up seeing eye to eye
But never is a promise
And you can't afford to lie
You'll never touch
These things that I hold
The skin of my emotions lies beneath my own
You'll never feel the heat of this soul
My fever burns me deeper then I've ever shown
To you
You'll say don't fear your dreams
It's easier than it seems
You'll say you'd never let me fall from hopes so high
But never is a promise
And you can't afford to lie
You'll never live
This life that I live
I'll never live the life that wakes me in the night
You'll never hear
The message I give
You'll say it looks as though I might give up this fight
But as the scenery grows I see in different lights
The shades and shadows undulate in my perception
My feeling swell and stretch, I see from greater heights
I realize what I am now too smart to mention
To you
You'll say you understand
You'll never understand
I'll say I'll never wake up knowing how or why
I don't know what to believe in
You don't know who I am
You'll say I need appeasing when I start to cry
But never is a promise
And I never need a lie

The Child is Gone
Darling, give me your absence tonight
Take the shade from the canvas
And leave me the white
Let me sink in the silence that echoes inside
And don't bother leaving the light on
'Cause I suddenly feel like a different person
From the roots of my soul come a gentle coersion
And I ran my hands o'er a strange inversion
A vacancy that just did not belong
The child is gone
Honey, help me out of this mess
I'm a stranger to myself
Don't reach for me
I'm too far away
I don't wanna talk 'cause there's nothing left to say
So my darling, give me your absence tonight
Take all of your sempathy
And leave it outside
'Cause there's no kind of loving that could make this all right
I'm trying to find a place I belong
And I suddenly feel like a different person
From the roots of my soul come a gentle coersion
And I ran my hands o'er a strange inversion
As the darkness turned into the dawn
The child is gone
The child is gone

Pale September
Pale September, I wore the time like a dress that year
The autumn days swung soft around me like cotton on my skin
But as the embers of the summer lose their breath and disappeared
My heart went cold and only hollow rhythms resounded from within
But then he rose brilliant as the moon in full
And sank in the burrows of my key
And all my armour falling down
In a pile at my feet
And my winter giving way to warm
As I'm singing him to sleep
He goes along just as a water lily
Gentle on the surface of his thoughts his body floats
Unweighed down by passion or intensity
Yet unaware of the depth upon which he coasts
And he finds a home in me
For what misfortune sows he knows my touch will reap
And all my armour falling down
In a pile at my feet
And my winter giving way to warm
As I'm singing him to sleep
All my armour falling down
In a pile at my feet
And my winter giving way to warm
As I'm singing him to sleep
All my armour falling down
In a pile at my feet
And my winter giving way to warm
As I'm singing him to sleep

Carrion
Won't do no good to hold no seance
What's gone is gone and you can't bring it back around
Won't do no good to hold no searchlight
You can't illuminate what time has anchored down
Oh, honey, I've gone away
Honey, I've gone away
Honey I've gone away
Won't do no good to sing no love song
No sound could simulate the presence of a man
Won't do no good to good asking no questions
Your divination should acquaint you with the plan
Oh, honey, I've gone away
Honey, I've gone away
Honey, I've gone away
My feel for you, boy, is decaying in front of me
Like the carrion of a murdered prey
And all I want is to save you, honey
Or the strength to walk away
Won't do no good to go no distance
The space between us is as boundless as the dark
Won't do no good to throw no fist, babe
You can't intimidate me back into your arms
Because, honey, I've gone away
I've gone away
I've gone away
I've gone away
I've gone away
I've gone away
I've gone away
My feel for you, boy, is decaying in front of me
Like the carrion of a murdered prey
And all I want is to save you honey
Or the strength to walk away
My feel for you, boy, is decaying in front of me
Like the carrion of a murdered prey
And all I want is to save you, honey
Or the strength to walk away
My feel for you, boy, is decaying right in front of me
Like the carrion of a murdered prey
And all I want is to save you, honey
Or the strength to walk away