I sit here just hours after sending you to the Rainbow Bridge and I am lost.
I know in my head that it was the right thing to do but my heart hurts so much.
I hope you know and understand why Daddy and I sent you on to wait for us there.

You and I had 16 years together and I can't tell you how much happiness you brought into my life.
There were some very dark times and you were the only thing that made things bearable.
In the happy times you made them happier with your presence.
I wish I could put into words, how much I love you and miss you already.

Rajah, Angel and Phoenix have already noticed your absence. I know they will miss you too.
I know (hope) it will be a while but I will see you again. Until then, I know that you will be well.

Love,
Mama, Daddy, Jessica, Becca, Rajah, Angel and Phoenix