I found you here not long ago
You made me laugh you made me glow
Our friendship I was sure would grow

But now your gone I'm not sure why
Was all we shared just one big lie?

I found it hard to shut me down
To shut me up without a frown 8-(

My faith restored in people found
that frown you turned it right around
8-)
But Now Your Gone!

Simple things what does it take to make a person happy? What does one need? What do I give? What things do I say what things shouldn't be said? Happiness and love things I've been searching for and as yet haven't found. Never have I experienced either so my only contact with love, joy and happiness was when my children were born. But like most things in my life there all grown and on there own and have families to raise. So I'm back to square one looking for love in all the wrong places. I think I took my loneliness out on you and I'm sorry for that.

My home once filled with life is now very empty. In my search for someone to care, someone to share I find as soon as someone says something nice to me I take it very personal and I get very emotional and I tell you I love you. Oh yes! I mean those words but should I use them? Or should I hide them? Some things are most certainly best left unsaid. So I must say I'm very sorry if I've overwhelmed you with my words of love. I can't take them back, but I do need to know that every thing is OK with you.

I will never forget that wonderful night we laughed, till I had tears in my eyes. We had decided that someone up above helped us find each other, but sadly the laughter turned to tears and now your gone!

I sensed the presence of a true friend like feeling the wind around you something you cannot see but you know its there. Take care My Friend, You Will Be Missed.