To Jim
 
I lost you, I felt paralyzed, angry and confused.  
I've thought of a thousand things I wish I had said to you when you were here, 
but I believe in my heart that it's not too late to tell you how important you were in my life, 
how much you meant and will always mean to me and how sorely you will be missed.  
I can only honor you by being the person, your future wife and the friend that you know I truly am.  
Life does go on, but I will never forget you.  
You have left this world for a better place, and you continue to be with me in spirit.  
We will continue our relationship on a whole new plane and will be together in good time 
and hope you won't be too pestered by the fact that I plan on speaking to you often.
 
With Love, 
Your Bonnie