I am Beth, hear me roar.
As of now, I am 21 years of age, I am an Aires and I love all forms of music, but right this second I am enjoying the hip-hop forms the most. I am somewhat creative and somewhat intellegent. I am left-handed and I kick better with my right foot. I prefer bottles to cans. I like to be in the dark; light-wise, not word-wise. I rarely watch television anymore, but if I had to pick my favorite show, it would be Recess. I like the colors blue, and green. I like yellow because I feel sorry for it. I like dragons. I believe being an editor would be an awesome job, but I wouldn't want to do it forever. I love being in love. I am a confused little girl. I hate wearing khaki. If I have to look at one more NSYNC CD, I will scream. (I can't stand BackStreetBoys even more.) I like the smell of cleanliness. I confuse myself. I confuse everyone. I like power. I am submissive. I want things to go my way. I get annoyed easily. I get along well with others. I collect weird things. I get bored easily. I love to see. I love to touch. I love to taste. I love to hear. I will go insane if my hands are tied. I like to laugh. I decided that I am artistic. I would like to have kids one day. I was told that I had an attitude problem in high school because I didn't talk to everyone. I was sent to the counselor because my english teacher thought I was suicidal when I wrote about how I related myself to a specific poem. I have never really been suicidal. I have wondered who would show up at my funeral if I died for a day. I want to know everything. I want to sleep forever. I want to freeze time. I need to be listened to. I need to feel loved. I am an idiot. I make stupid decisions. I need instruction. I love being treated like a lady. I have learned that when you give all your love to one person and they don't seem to want to do the same for you, you seem to lose interest. I am scared of what tomorrow brings. I love to hear people smile. I used to like the rain, but then it rained for three months straight and it sucked. I still don't know what I want to be when I grow up. I might go back to school. I love my music and I love it loud. I love the ocean. I won't be ignored. I am a quiet person on occasion. I love trees. I don't eat red meat or the other white meat for that matter. I'm Gumby, damnit. I wish upon stars. I grind my right teeth when I sleep. I enjoy breathing. I like to meditate. I love big bear hugs. I like lizards and turtles and rubber duckies. I was a proud owner of an Iguana. His/her name was MarIguana. *smiles* I love to color. I believe in multiculturalism. I rarely seperate my clothes in the wash. You should try masturbating. I like to be surprised. I love to have fun. I can't stop listening to this song. I think my cute neighbor moved out. I am glad I made the mistakes in life I made. I am glad to have met you. Won't you please take me far, far away. Wind inspires me. I love my elbows. I love my friends. I will not ever have sex for jewelery. (unless it's with one person in particular) Nor for drugs. (unless it's with one person in particular) If I hadn't gotten drunk, would we have done something else? Don't take my hate for you too personal. Anyway, for those of you who think of me as mysterious, I don't understand. You've got my whole mind here on the web. A girl's gotta have a few mysteries anyway, right? I no longer want what I wanted a few years ago. I am in love and I am happy again. I got to see the ocean, I got to play with fire and it felt damn good. Um... you can stop masturbating now. Thanks!