I want to write you something 
that you never will forget.
If things had been different,
we never would have met.

I love it when you hold me
and tell me that I'm yours.
I love it when you spank me
and get me on all fours.

I want to feel your big strong arms
wrapped around me tight.
I want to feel your last caress
every single night.

Writing this to you, my love -
it makes me want to cry.
But just the thought of me with you
all I can do is sigh.

I can't help this feeling
of pure fucking bliss
Everytime I look into your eyes
and wait upon your kiss.


I love to float when I'm with you,
you get me feeling high.
Without you I surely know
major parts of me would die.

I love you, CRM
I want you in my life.
If you ever asked me...
I'd love to be your -- well.. anyways.

I love you.

-Beth
modified August 29th, 2000