Volume:    9

1.  The Lord is ...

2.  My Shepherd

3.  I will not

4.  Want

5.  Even though

6.  I walk

7.  Through

8.  The Deepest Darkness

9   I Fear

10. No Evil

11. For

12. You Are

13. With Me

14. All

15. The Days

16. Of My Life

17. In Body

18. And Soul



I    Fear

Can one believe in education for the masses - an honourable concept?
Or, does it do to inept children, what it's employed to sidestep.
Not to the average or, the self teaching dux - far beyond the don.
Sadly, a round peg in an oversized hatch, balked on educational idiom.

To educate means to offer growth - both mental and emotional.
After eras of oppression - the opportunity of learning is sensational
But, only to those who're ready!  To force a lost child is hypocritic.
Would you give meat to a vegetarian or, force a lolly on a diabetic?

Many need emotional before mental growth, to recognise their forte.
Some have a natural phenomina of capability; distintive roles to play.
Some follow a course that can only advance by learning to the letter.
None need humiliation in finding limitation by comparison to a better.

There is no better, only different; it's not what they are taught.
Self esteem ebbs to non existant; in foreign networks they're caught.
They can't fit; behaviour relfects it - they no longer have a path.
Adult rejection & friends advancing, sets a trend for the aftermath.

Once rejected by even one hard-core, others tend to follow suit.
Child rejects all they stand for & can't distinguish pipe from flute.
The examples been set 'all misfts are the same & fit the same mould'.
Negativity donned by the pupil; no adult can void the crumpled soul.

The system of punishment - a burden; even adults would find a curse.
Hourly valuations - created in fear & anger; reinforcing bad to worse.
Adults respond to love, not criticism; why are kids hurt day by day?
Even crime isn't steeped in weeks of humiliation; this is not the way.

Adults create the system of punishment - troupers don't need a nudge -
& don't see it reinforcing pain, outcasts know they're being judged.
Late bloomers are like adults & need to choose - from crawl to sit.
Ostracision is permanent; the lesson they're learning? They can't fit.

Once a lesson is learnt, viz pain, it's nigh impossible to unlearn.
For freedom; understanding; acceptance; permission; these kids yearn.
I fear, the pain, the intensity of rejection remains bitingly adverse.
To be denied; hidden; in some cases avenged:  Now a community curse.

Robyn Anne Pace
16 July 1997


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