Volume:
18
1. Children 2. Spit Out 3. The Bitter 4. Pills 5. Yet 6. Do 7. Adults 8. Swallow 9. In the Name 10. Of 11. Martyrdom 12. Fouling 13. The Earth 14. In anger 15. That Destroys 16. Happiness 17. In Living 18. From the Spirit
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Paralysing - from the very centre of one’s being - was controlling 'fear’. Inhibiting every thought & action, it celebrated with tears. Unrecognisable to the body, which fought the only way it knew. Battling a disease of the mind with the immune ‘cleanup crew’. Fear was also denied by the brain; usually capable. And the heart, beat double time to outrun the inescapable. The confident shell fooled everyone, except her other half. Whose attempts to gain access, always lead to a side path. Contributing factors were everywhere but, not what is blamed. For we are what we make ourself; we control life’s game. So, when it came down to basics what was needed was a prod. A helping hand to provide the tools; albeit, most call God. It came in the form of a proposed affirmation, the mind wrote the words. To be milked daily by the heart; the pain created curds. Weighed by the shock, fact from fear was the separation still, desire for completion was recognised; creating needed inspiration. Fasting - the internal journey into reasoning - started. With persistence the defeating mechanisms of the past, departed. A difficult journey fraught with resurgence & occasional merit. But, steadily rewarding day to day - a gift from the spirit.
If you came this far,
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