Disclaimer: The characters
of Xena, Gabrielle and Argo are the property of
MCA/Universal.
No copyright infringement intended. The story is my own.
Xena, Warrior Princess,
was bone weary. The fact that she would allow it to show
worried Gabrielle, her traveling companion and best friend. Gabrielle
studied her
friend across the flames of their campfire. She could see how
troubledXena was,
in the set of her shoulders and her bowed head. She didn't even
take pleasure in
sharpening her weapon anymore. Gabrielle desperately wanted to
help her friend,
but she wasn't sure how. Yes, Xena needed a long rest but even
more, she needed
to have her soul healed. Gabrielle thought long and hard for a
way to help.
After a while she quietly
called across to her friend, "Xena?"
"Hmmm" came Xena's reply, without even bothering to
raise her eyes to
acknowledge the call.
Gabrielle walked to the
other side of the fire and sat down next to her
monosyllabic friend. Gently touching her arm, she said, "Xena,
please look at
me!"
Slowly the warrior's head
rose until finally their eyes met, and without waiting
Gabrielle continued, "You need to rest, to take the time
away from what we do
day in and day out. Maybe a vacation, a chance to allow your body
and mind to
dealwith all that you have gone through recently."
Xena opened her mouth
to respond, but Gabrielle put her hand up to stop the
protest and, without breaking the gaze, softly said, "Xena,
you need to go
home...home to Amphipolis." Xena turned to stare into the
fire, then turned back
to look at Gabrielle. As she gazed into those sea green eyes,
Xena saw only the
concern for her well-being and the deep affection for her that
had motivated her
friend to speak. She also saw the truth in those words. Finally
Gabrielle heard her
response. "Yes."
The next day found the
two friends on the road to Amphipolis; Xena astride her
horse Argo, and Gabrielle walking alongside, with each lost in
her own thoughts.
Gabrielle knew Xena had not been home in many years for fear of
what she
would find and how she would be received. Xena's past as a warlord
and her
reputation as the ruthless Destroyer of Nations colored the opinions
of people,
preventing them from seeing the changes in her and the good she
now did.
Gabrielle wondered what it would take for people to accept the
new Xena and to
see the courageous, caring and giving woman she knew her to be.
Xena too was thinking
about how far she had come in the past two years. With
the faith, support and love from Gabrielle, the warrior had slowly
begun to put
her life on the right path to redemption. Although she still believed
she was far
from salvation and a place in the Elysian Fields, Xena did hold
onto the hope
that someday she would be forgiven. She also knew that doing good
for
strangers was not enough, that she would have to make amends with
her village.
Soon, Xena and Gabrielle
approached the outskirts of Amphipolis. As they
cleared the rise, Xena suddenly reined Argoto a stop, then just
sat there as if
frozen. Gabrielle, seeing the hesitation and fear permeating her
friend, reached
up and tentatively touched Xena's knee, and as confidently as
she could, said,
"Xena, you can do this. You need to do this.
Everything will be all right."
Xena looked down at her
smiling friend and found the strength she needed. She
got down from Argo and placing a hand on Gabrielle's shoulder
stated with the
saddest of smiles, "I know." Not quite ready to continue,
Xena gave the reins
to Gabrielle and climbed up a grassy knoll overlooking her beloved
village.
As she gazed upon Amphipolis,
Xena's eyes moistened with tears. Before her was
a shell of the place that had been her home. So much had changed.
Too many
years of neglect and war's aftermath. Gabrielle had come to stand
by Xena
and her heart went out to her friend as she caught sight of the
pain and remorse in
that chiseled profile.
Xena turned to Gabrielle
with eyes filled with unshed tears and in a choked
whisper said, "This should not have been. It did not have
to happen this way. My
village, my home...deserved to be so much more." Gabrielle
simply nodded
in understanding.
Neither of the women noticed
the approach of an elderly man as he climbed the
hill and came to rest beside them, following their gaze down to
the battered
village. The old man as well seemed to be lost in remembrance
and abjectly shook
his head as if to clear his vision.
Xena, finally aware of
his presence, slowly studied the stranger and then
addressed him, "What saddens you so, Old One?"
Never removing his eyes
from their focus to look at the speaker, the old man
began his answer. "Do not look at this Amphipolis that lies
before you filled with
so much pain and darkness. The town I remember and see in my mind's
eye sang
with the laughter of children playing and the easy conversation
of neighbors
enjoying each others' company. Amphipolis was growing and prosperous.
Our
lives were vibrant then..." His voice trailed off.
Gabrielle, not wanting
the old man to stop, asked, "Why has the village changed
so much, Old One? What could have happened to cause its downfall?"
Xena's head snapped around
at Garielle's questions, shock registering on her
face. How could Gabrielle ask such a question, she thought? Didn't
she know?
Trying to stem her growing discomfort, Xena quickly looked away,
before the old
man responded, knowing all too well what the answer had to be.
The old man remained silent,
then as if conjuring up an image long abandoned,
haltingly continued. "My child,Amphipolis flourished once,
warmed and fed by
a wondrous light that shone with unlimited hope and possibilities.
That light came
from the heart and soul of a young girl in our village. She was
a remarkable
child, whose joyous innocence showered upon all who came in contact
with her.
Even the darkest corner of the village basked in her life-giving
radiance."
The face of the old man
began to soften, his eyes sparkled and his mouth shaped
into a knowing smile as he spoke. "No one could stay angry
or hold a grudge or
speak a hurtful word when in her presence. Her laugh could warm
the coldestof
hearts and her touch would soothe the harshest of pains. When
she sang, even the
heaviest of our soul's burdens became feather light. She offered
friendship to all,
young or old, rich or needy. She raised our hopes and sustained
our spirits.Through her eyes, crystal blue like the heavens, we
could see
unconditional love and truth. Our lives were defined by her goodness
and light."
The old man's monologue
seemed to be at an end. At the mention of blue eyes,
Gabrielle stole a tearful glance at the stoic warrior by her side,
as realization
dawned. Xena ignored the penetrating gaze of her friend and continued
to stare
at some far off point. Then in a low tone, Xena said, "Go
on, Old One...finish your
story."
With sadness once again
etched in his face, the old man proceeded. "The bad
times came to our village. It was a time when warlords jockeyed
for power and
wars raged. No one escaped their wrath. Their evil threatened
Amphipolis. Eventually, the darkness enveloped that special young
girl and our
light was gone. We were plunged into the despair you now see.
If only our light
would return once more to brighten our lives, I would die contented.
If only our
beloved Xena would come home to us...." The old man ended
his tale too
overwhelmed by the memories and the knowledge of what had been
and was no
more.
At the mention of her
name, Xena hung her head as the tears she had tried to
contain began to flow in silent trails downher cheeks. She could
neither
remember that early Xena nor could she relate to the image drawn
by the Old
One's words.Yet, a part of her longed for the joy and serenity
of those carefree
days.
Gabrielle, seeing Xena's
internal struggle, tentatively reached out and touched the
warrior's arm. Xena turned at the touch and buoyed by the strength
of Gabrielle's
faith in her, she approached the old man and in a low voice breakingwith
the
pain of remembrance softly spoke, "Old One, I remember well
your
Amphipolis...it was once my home too...."
At the depth of emotion
in her voice, the old man slowly raised his clouded eyes to
meet the one he only dreamed of ever seeing again. Brilliant,
crystal blue gazed
back at him and through them he once again saw the light of truth
and
hope rekindled. As he slowly reached up with gnarled fingers to
gently caress the
face lost to him so long ago, he offered a silent prayer of thanks
to the gods for
bringing home the light of Amphipolis.
Gabrielle did not bother
to hide the tears that came to her now as she witnessed
the touching scene before her. Watching the old man gently embrace
Xena,
Gabrielle knew it was right for her friend to come home. Xena
had finally begun
her healing.
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