Is it a bit funny
That I feel so sad
For what some people say
The lost of a pat

Is it a bit funny
That I can imagine
The way you feel
About a friendship that just began

Is it a bit funny
That I do feel for you
That I feel sad with you
For loosing your friend?

Is it a bit funny
That I can't find words right now
That I just be silent, somehow
Because of this not wanted end

Is it a bit funny
That I feel in silence for you
Or is it more than just that funny feeling
The way that I feel for you

I can't find words
What is said does not cover all
But, my dear friend
I care with you, all in all

And when you stand up
After the cry
You know where to find me
And we both know why.

                                                  8/1//1998 BM

I wonder
What you ever have been thinking of,
My friend

I wonder
How you think about me
When you look to me 
Wiith your big bright eyes

I wonder
Everytime I watched you
What would be in your mind

I wonder
All the hours we spend together
All the tears you saw me cry
You were always there
Seems to understand
I wonder who you really are

You were there
When I was sad
You cheered me up
And made me laugh
Sometimes I envied you
For your innocence, your loyality as friend
Sometimes I even knew 
That you did understand

The years we´ve shared so much happiness
It started oh so well
And now so sudden you are gone
You´re in heaven, and I went through hell

I wonder
If I ever
Will find a friend like your again
But I know for sure
That you´ve tought me
To be a better man

All dead, all dead
Take me back again
You know I don´t believe
You´re dead
And gone 


                                                      8/19/1998

The evening we shared with the sun
After a day of living our life
The evening that completes our time
The sun moving away behind the horizon
Surprising us with a heartwarm view

What can words say
When you see
The immense power
Of the star that shines at the world
What more can we do
Than be silent
And feel the happiness

This is the world that is created
This is heaven for everyone
And, though the sun is far
It is our nearest star

We are turning our lives around
The star on the planet, where we are found
One planet, only we can see
What more do we need to make happy

When we can share tose moments of luck
We know that we can face our life
Forever

11/8 BM

You know
Sometimes,
I look in the sky
And like this morning, when the sky was bright and clear
I looked at the stars
Amazed by their brightness
Amazed by the fact that these stars
Shine for ages
That even their light
take years to go from there to here
And than
Am I lucky
To catch their glance

You know
That are the moments
I feel small
That are the moments
That I feel so happy
Happy with all I have

Looking a bit longer
I start to dream away
Realizing I am lucky
And most of all
That it comes so over me
So unexpected,
So suddenly

It is amazing, I opened my eyes
And all the sudden did realize
That luck and love can be very small
You just have to look, that is all
To find those moments of surprise and amaze
That make this world a beautiful grace

So, my wish to you, is as easy as can be
And that is that you share that feeling with me
It is not much that I can give
Only a hearmeant reason, hope you are happy
Hope you see the love
Hope for you on a long and happy live.


POEM FROM A FRIEND


Thanks to my dear friend Mary, I really got some tears in reading this..


 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~



   Written with a pen,
  Sealed with a hug.
  If you are my friend,
  Please answer this.

   Are we friends?...
  Or are we not?
  You told me once,
  But I forgot.

  So tell me now,
  And tell me true,
  So I can say,
  "I'm here for you!"

  Of all the friends,
  I've ever met-
  You're the one
  I won't forget.

  And if I die,
  Before you do,
  I'll go to heaven,
  And wait for you.

  If you are not there
  On Judgement Day,
  I'll know you went
  The other way.
I'll give the angels
  Back their wings
  And risk the loss,
  Of everything...
  Just to prove
  My friendship is true-
  To have a friend like you!

THis one is from a friend of me, that found her love..

I add it because it gives hope for the future, 
for myself, and who knows for who more

With every thought....
There is one that includes you.
Visual memories all around me
Of how it feels, loving you.
 
The depth of the word "destiny"
Swims through my mind.
The disbelief of a possible reality
Of a hope, I felt I would never find.
 
There have been days
When I wanted to crawl away and die.
Searched frantically through my mind
Hard to find a reason, to survive. 
 
I found a reason,
A dawn to a long cold night.
A spark to a good side of life.
Through a long dark tunnel, I see light.
 
To rejoice in silly laughter.
The sensation of touching a soul.
Smiles for the good fortune
That finally I might not be alone.
 
Your heart is dear to me.
Your feelings and thoughts absorbed.
Your touch echos through me,
Your urge for animal passion adored.

Nothing is perfect, as I hear them say.
Hardness in life is to make us strong.
You are the closest thing to perfect,
You have me feeling like I finally belong.

With every thought.....
Please know that I love you.
Holding on the the memories
of how it feels, to know you.
 
Not sure if I can handle
The intensity of the idea of "we".
But I enjoy the goodness I feel
When I realize what you mean to me.

I will hold on to you
As long as I can
My reason to continue in life
My soul, my mate, my man.


June 2001 YS

 There's only one step
 Between earth and heaven
 there is only one step
 between life and death
 There is only one step
 Between being forgotten
 and being a hero

 The last stair to walk upon
 Leads to the fall that has to come
 The last door to open
 Will not be closed by you
 
 Life was giving 
 Life did show the best
 Now life is gone
 No one can ever see
 
 There is no light 
 after the last dark night
 There is no warmth
 In the last whoomb you rest
 There is no hope
 In giving up
 
 Life was never easy 
 But is that make an excuse
 To choose for death
 
 Life is never easy
 And I can see
 that death is even less

July 11th 2001. Saturn