Dreaming Dreams
Dreaming the nights, and part of the days.
My heart found strength, in your bright rays.
Like a flower, opening to the sun.
I grew strong in you, I'd finally won.
The peace inside, felt supreme.
All could see, my new found beam.
Things complicated, all is still right.
Real life kicks in, one faithful night.
Down the road, once again.
Life is before me, but I can not go in.
So close it seems, to the dreams of today.
But no entrance I find, there is no way.
One pair of things, hold me in place.
I have to stay, or myself I couldn't face.
Torn up inside, but nothing to do.
Just suffer the pain, the pain I caused you.