Lost Now
Wandering through life, always unsure.
Looking for something, and then finding her.
Feeling totally alive, for the very first time.
Bells of joy ringing, my hearts beats with the chime.
A complete giving, I opened my heart.
Heavenly bliss, at least in the start.
Then totally dependent, on her for my life.
She was suddenly gone, then began my strife.
The pain was not eased, my her continued claims of love.
I searched deep inside, and then looked to above.
But no comfort was found, just the hurt everyday.
A profound sadness, that won't go away.
That little unused heart, I lived with before.
Had swelled with her love, but it wasn't filled anymore.
No breath I now take, is free from her void.
All thoughts of happiness, completely destroyed.