i wish sometimes that i could go back to a time when my life was easy when i was young and i didn't have to make decisions not that i don't like responsibility or i am lazy but if i make a wrong choice now whom will i be able to blame but myself so you see that i am afraid of messing up it would so simple to mess things up if i could see the end of my life i could see what i really needed to prepare to that end but now i have choices to make if i knew what i wanted in life well that could help i don't want to look back in regret