A little bit'bout Sam

Hi my name is Tasha and i wanna tell you about my friend sam. he was a kind and nice person..he was cute and funny and loved Jim carrey!!He had alot of friends and well i guess he didnt know it,his parents loved him.One day we got our report cards and sam made perfect grades he got an F in math somehow and his paernts got in an arguement over the 1 little grade.Sam thought because of him,that his parents was gonna get a divorce or have a wicked fight!so 2 days later he acted fine in school said hi to me and gave me a hug and was acting like his usual self....but his ear was busted from when we were all out tricker treating 2 weeks before that and a gang around our neighborhood came and chased us and beat him in the ear and hit my friend on his back....and that of course made him scared to because they told him they were gonna come back!!But anyways so that day that he was acting all fine...he got off the bus,went home,and found his parents gun and wrote up a suicide note and shot himself!!!!!I miss him so much and wished that he knew how many people cared for him and still do!!!

this yellow ribbon stands for A program of prevention for youth suicide!!!
here is what Sam looked like!!!


Here are some teen suicide links,

Teenage suicide isn't romantic!: Title says it all(for this link)
Light For Life Foundation: An explanation of my yellow ribbon and of why suicide is not cool!!
Coping w/depression and SUICIDE: A good page to help you out through suicide ordeals
Links relating to suicide: Links to help you find information on suicide
Kurt Donald Cobain:1967-1994: A page on Kurt Cobains suicide:And how great he was..

anyway when he died....the gang trashed his grave sight!!!!but later on the gang was found and held in court but not for long at all!!I went to his Grave and he is now w/out a headstone cause they kjicked it comletely off when he deserved nothing like that and never did but never will again!!!!i know it is not good to feel sorry for someone who shot there own self....but he didnt know any better he was 13,and his death date was on November 16,1995......i miss him and want him here but i know that will never happen...He was my verygood friend who put his life to the end///i miss him and i now have a teddy bear that reminds me of him and i sleep w/it and cry w/it like he's here comforting me:-) :

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Tasha Brown

SweetDeath15@hotmail.com