I'm not much of a person to sit on my ass by the fire and get lost in my memories, but I've done my share of mourning for the death of Fantasy. I was looking around in my email folders one day and I found these "lost relics." I don't know why I saved these but I'm glad I did. It all started with one email survey sent to me by a very old friend, Senputo, better known later as Third.

I think this survey email might have been the first of its kind to circulate through our Fantasy family. I've listed the ones I received from others by their best, most well known characters and if you can't find an old friend, my apologies. All of these have remained word for word without any alterations whatsoever by the original author in order to convey personality and orginality as successfully as possible. Please note, in no way do these surveys necessarily reflect on the person's current state of mind. Please do not judge these people by their actions of the past; their state of mind may or may not be different now. All surveys were received between November 28, 1998 and December 6, 1998. Maybe you could learn a bit more about the player behind a character and perhaps understand a little more about why they acted the way they did. My hope is that this will bring back those warm glowy memories and not the bleak hatred that later permeated through the chinks in our armor.

I don't mean to preach at anyone and I don't intend to any longer. I know I've had my own difficulties with some people and others have had theirs as well, but I don't intend for a good thing be marred by bad thoughts. Nor am I willing to give up the ghost yet...

Began on the day of December 21, 1999. Completed this day, December 26, 1999.