The Heart’s Quest

 

 

            "Ailen!" Darrin shouted to his wife, trying to find out just where she had gone. He stood atop the stairs of the small two-story building the couple had called home and, still not finding her, continued his excited shouting. "What is the meaning of this?" He held out a crumpled sheet of parchment as he marched trouserless down the creaky wooden stairs. Scrawled across the sheet was a short handwritten note, signed by his wife.

            Darrin Trailsong, as was so often in his long life, felt absolutely miserable—today perhaps moreso than he had in weeks. It began when he had received the news three days earlier that his inn, the Whistling Swan Inn, needed to be closed down not for the first, not the second, but the third time in his days as proprietor for major repairs to the oft-damaged structure. To make matters worse, the next night he broke the whole acoustic base of one of his favorite lutes while strumming idly. Finally, to add insult to injury, a spell battle the night before between two very drunk and very argumentative apprentice spellcasters from the nearby College of Magical Arts had left a gaping hole in the east wall.

            And this, for Darrin, this was the last straw.

            "You know full well what it is about, Darrin Trailsong!" Ailen snarled as she tossed another hunk of carelessly wrapped meat in her small frontpack. It was a rather ingenious device, created by a friend long since gone, but the frontpack served the elfwoman rather well, for not only was she an elf, but a remarkable, relatively unique specimen at that. It wasn't the long blond hair that cascaded down her back that set her apart. It was, in fact, how the wavy strands were interrupted: by the large, alabaster wings that protruded from her back, graceful, feathered appendages that had adorned her since her birth. And if there was one thing Darrin appreciated more than anything in the world, it was the exotic—which was but one of the many things that attracted the elven bard to his winged elven wife.

            "I do?" Darrin sputtered. "Now see here, Ailen—"

            "Hold your tongue, Darrin Trailsong!" Ailen snapped. "You have lied to me for the last gods-know-how-many years, and now are not even possessed of the courage to admit it?" she said accusingly to the bard. In her right hand, she held an envelope and letter, scrawled on a waxy, well-preserved paper, a letter that had been sitting on Darrin's reading desk the night before.

            The color drained from Darrin's face for a moment. An old love letter from Corene? Good gods, she must think… "Ailen, love, it's not like that at all." he said quickly, instantly assuming the worst.

            True to form, the semi-retired bard could have said nothing more damaging. His wife's face gained the color that Darrin's lost as she screamed, "Not like that at all? Not like what? Not like you have cheated on me? Not like you have lied to me ever since we met back at the Clearbrook Inn? Explain it all to me, then, Darrin Trailsong!" she said, shaking the crumpled note. "Tell me what it is like, then!"

            Darrin wandered over to his favorite chair in the middle of the room and sat down. This was not going to be easy. "Well, Ailen," he said, inhaling deeply, "it all began a couple of decades back after we had first severed our ties with one another—"

            Ailen flipped closed the cover of her frontpack and stared at her husband. "Wait just a moment. Are you about to tell me this note is more than twenty years old?"

            Darrin nodded slowly. "Aye, though I believe thirty might be a bit more accurate."

            The winged elf shook her head slowly, peeking through a few strands of the honey-gold hair that had fallen around her face. "I assume that the explanation is not one of your shorter ones. "

"It does go on a little," he admitted sheepishly.

Ailen sighed and turned a chair around, straddling it to sat down. "Perhaps, Darrin, you had best explain this all from the very beginning."

            "The very beginning? Well, I believe it all started about four and a half decades ago, give or take a couple years..."

*    *    *    *    *

            The nomad's life was not as easy for the young bard-in-training as he thought it would be. Between the hard ground that made sleeping difficult and the horse that time forgot, traveling was no joy for the gallivanting rogue of the normally reclusive Elven Court. For months he had trekked through the countryside, taking odd jobs for a few spare coppers when truly necessary and learning more about his people’s role in the ever-changing world. Now Darrin, once used to sleeping between silk sheets, resting his head on a soft, downy pillow, and wearing nothing but the finest of clothes, quickly found that there was truly no pleasure in struggling to keep the blood circulating in his extremities on a cold night tucked between rocks, dirt, and the old patchwork quilt he called a blanket—which was itself little extra protection beyond his frayed and tattered travel clothes.

            To be sure, Darrin Trailsong was having another in a series of not-so-good days. But for all his complaints over trivial things, life on the road made the rogue elf feel more alive than he had ever felt within the borders of his relatively safe and secluded kingdom.

            "So, Concord," Darrin said to his old quarter horse as it ambled down the road, "what say we break into a gallop and try to make our first paid performance on time?" The horse snorted derisively. "Or not, if you prefer," he corrected. "Become an adventurer, they said. See the world! Travel to far off lands in search of maidens and treasure! Hmph! Apparently 'they' never met you before, Concord." He swore the horse almost giggled as he leaned forward in the saddle to get some rest. If there was one thing that Darrin was thankful for about the old nag, it was that Concord was still smarter than the average horse. Even at his age, Concord knew to follow the road instead of wandering off the path, most always allowing the bard and rogue half a chance to catch up on the sleep he usually forsook the night before in trade for more passionate pursuits.

            A few hours later, as they neared the gates of Marnet, Darrin awoke to the sounds of the growing seaport at night, the busy sounds of drunken revelers trying to out-boast one another from one direction and the refined musical tones of a considerably more upper-class establishment from another. "Lovely place. Of course I’m heading in the opposite direction," he muttered sarcastically, tucking his pointed ears beneath a brown leather cap to disguise his heritage and pulling on the reins to steer Concord toward his destination. Finally, with a brief search of the area (and more time spent lost after following the poorly written directions he'd been sent), Darrin came across a rather hastily scrawled and poorly kept wooden sign pointing toward an alleyway which read, 'The Naughty Nymph: Stables in Rear'.

            Darrin stared at the sign for a moment, a shiver running involuntarily down his spine. "Come, Concord," he said, giving his horse a gentle pat on the flank. "Let’s get you settled in. I've already got a bad feeling about this place, and the sooner I get you tucked in for the night, the sooner we can get out of here in the morning… or yet tonight, if this place is as bad as I think it’s going to be." Concord stood still and let out what seemed to be a rather equine snore.

            "Right," Darrin mumbled, dismounting as the stable boy appeared. Dipping into the temporarily meager pickings of his money pouch, he plunked a couple of gold pieces into the raggedy boy's hand. It wasn’t much to the elflord and bard, who was always sure to keep a spare purse with a bit of ‘emergency money’ handy, but to a stablehand that likely hadn’t seen more than a few coppers tossed his way each work, two gold pieces constituted a small fortune. "Young man, if you can figure a way to get him settled and resting before I leave the inn tonight, there'll be more where those came from."

            The young man's eyes lit up immediately and he quickly snapped to attention, giving Darrin his best attempted salute. "Yes, sir!" he said, running to get a carrot or other morsel from the back stalls, grinning from ear to ear, anticipating of the luxury of exponentially more spending money than he had seen in a long time. Dusting himself off and pulling his cherrywood instrument case from Concord's saddlebags, he bowed to his horse and made off for the open door of the dismally dingy inn. The moment Darrin turned his back to walk to the front door, Concord nickered and followed the boy back to the stables as though the old nag knew exactly how to annoy his master.

            Adjusting his clothing and doing his best to look dignified in the face of adversity, he walked into the taproom of the Nymph with all the poise and assuredness he could muster, and announced himself to the burly tavern keeper behind the long, perpetually decaying oak bar. "Darrin Trailsong, bard for hire, come to play as you requested, sir," he said with a slight bow. Gods, but I hate that! Bowing prostrate before such rabble. Oh, for the love of the act... and if there's one thing that survives because of the act, it's the money.

            "'Bout time you got here, boy," the barkeep huffed through his oily black moustache, not looking up. "We been waitin' fer you half the night!"

            "It's not my fault, sir—I, um," Darrin, who long since lost track of time, feigned sorrow as best as he could. Taken aback by the unexpectedly brusque tone of the barkeep, he tried to salvage what was left of this paying job by laying the blame squarely on someone—or something—else. Stay calm. Need an excuse. Play for sympathy. "He sprained his ankle about a half-day's ride outside town and we've had to make rather slow time since then as not to further aggravate his injuries." Blame your transportation. Good start.

            The barkeep crossed his arms and glowered at Darrin through his good right eye for a couple moments. "All right, all right," he said finally, not entirely accepting the impromptu excuse. "Just you get up there and start playin' now, y'hear? They's gettin' a mite restless out there, what with no entertainment and all."

            Darrin smiled and shook the barkeep's hand. "Thanks kindly, sir," he said, going into the forced and over-exaggerated bow once again. "They'll be calmed once again before you know it, or my name isn't Darrin Trailsong!"

He ducked into a small room to change into his performance attire—brown vest, white shirt, and a pair of well-kept leggings, a set of sensible performance clothing designed to give the illusion of riches while still maintaining his appearance as a humble traveling musician. Once dressed and back in the taproom, he spun on his heel and walked up to the makeshift stage at the head of the taproom. The one-eyed barkeep didn’t seem to really notice or care about Darrin’s change of clothing as he began wiping the bar down with his dirty rag once again, spreading the night’s spilled ale in a fine layer over the bartop rather than trying to soak it all up.

            Dragging one of the barstools over from the counter, Darrin balanced himself carefully on its loose, wobbly legs and began what he steadily hoped would be a fair performance. He glanced around at the crowd of ruffians and ladies of the night, slightly repulsed by the dirty, depraved atmosphere of the Nymph's taproom. Once again, I’m stuck at one of the world’s finest alehouses, he mused sarcastically to himself. Just play, get paid, and get out of here. Maybe then I can find a better place to stay the night—or, at the very least, a better class of company for after the performance.

            "Good evening, ladies and..." Darrin began loudly, smiling broadly, watching the crowd for some sort of sign. To his disappointment, the crowd kept right on with what they were doing, eating, drinking, and talking, not paying any attention to the bard. He cleared his throat loudly and began a second time. "Good evening, patrons of..." Again, they continued as before, seemingly oblivious to the musician. Nope. This is not going to be a good night at all.

            Struck with sudden inspiration, Darrin fumbled around in his other side pouch for a moment, palming a little red pebble—a little street magic he picked up in the town of Crossroads in exchange for a tidbit of news from the southern lands. Okay. Let's try a new approach, he thought, raising an arm and tossing the pebble forcibly to the ground. With a staccato burst of sound and energy, the pebble released the magical cantrips bound into it. A cloud of red dust shortly surrounded the stage and engulfed the young bard. If you can't beg for their attention, steal it from them.

            The talking in the bar instantly stopped. All eyes were on the young man who had, to those not paying attention—in effect, everyone but the bartender—seemingly just appeared on stage.

            "Good evening and well met, ladies and gentlemen! I am the Master Bard Darrin Trailsong, here for your entertainment and enjoyment this fine evening!" For emphasis, Darrin pulled another smoke pellet out of his pouch and slammed it down for effect. This one puffed blue smoke that Darrin hid behind while shifting the stool to a new spot on the stage, giving the drink-dulled crowd the illusion of minor translocation. "So far so good," he muttered as he sat down on the stool with his lute at the ready. He strummed the opening chords of an old ballad and began to sing:

            "In a time gone by, in ages past, there was a love 'twould ever last

            Twixt a maiden above and a bard from below—folk separated by station, you know.

            Tis a story of a love for the ages, told in the homes of the greatest sages

            So gather ye 'round and listen in, for The Bard's Tale is about to begin."

            Darrin continued on through the next eleven stanzas of his ballad and wondered if he was singing something appropriate for this atmosphere. Perhaps something a bit more ribald would better suit this crowd... He played on, glancing at the crowd every so often while looking down at his instrument to concentrate on his fingering. As he finished, he glanced at the crowd, who seemed to finally have changed their attitude from mostly hostile to politely belligerent, not only to gauge their overall reaction to his music but also to get a feel for his audience.

Instead, he was drawn to her.

            He fumbled his fingerings momentarily as he began his next tune and, for a few long moments, Darrin's conscious mind left his body and floated freely, his fingers and his voice still working their practiced craft but his thoughts utterly detached from his playing. Her eyes! So beautiful, and face is just... If ever the goddess walked the earth, it must be her! Eyes drawn to her, the vision of perfection before him, his heart jumped, and he played and sang on in near perfection. Years later, the bard would still recall this as one of his finest evenings, amateur, professional, or otherwise.

            After playing the three sets he had been required to play per the contract from the Nymph, he found himself diving through the thinning crowd to find that woman. It shouldn't be too difficult, he reasoned. No two women could ever look the same as she—none other could be so beautiful! What was she doing here? She didn’t look like some sort of common… I mean, this can’t be the type of place she would frequent... can it?      

            By the time he arrived at the woman's table, however, she had long since disappeared. Darrin's heart immediately sank. I was so close to her...! "Barkeep!" he said, rushing over to the bar. "Please, you must tell me... have you seen what became of the young woman at that table? Who was she?" he asked hopefully.

            "Boy's a bit addled," the barkeep explained to the patron he was waiting on as he turned to the young bard. He tossed the dirty rag over his shoulder and turned to Darrin. "Now, boy, tell me... what'd yer girl look like? Mebbe I c'n tell you if she's been here afore."

            Darrin searched his memory for the image of the lone young woman. "Well... she had rather long blond hair, wavy like the ocean... her eyes were this deep sort of blue—blue as the summer sky, I tell you! Her skin was quite fair, the pale of fine porcelain, like she's never seen the sun..." His voice trailed off as the once-sharp image became less clear in his love-struck mind.

            The barkeep looked slightly confused. "And yer sure you saw her in here tonight?"

            "I've never seen her before tonight, sir," Darrin said. "Please, tell me where she went, or when she left—I must find her! She's the one!"

            The barkeep chuckled. "Scrambled more than breakfast eggs, y’are, boy," he said. "There's not been anyone matchin' yer description in here for many a year! If'n yer lookin' fer a lady like that, try the Three Coins up the road a bit. Sounds like you seen yer girl in a bit classier place than this. Or mebbe y'hit yer head fallin' from that horse o' yers."

The color drained from Darrin's downtrodden face. "How could you not notice her?" he said, regaining his composure after the initial shock. "She was sitting right there and... and…"

            The barkeep chuckled once again. "Must'a been part of yer dreams, boy. P'rhaps after a good night's sleep, you'll wake up and remember that it was a dream." The bartender slipped him a key with the number twelve stamped upon on side. "Here. Go upstairs 'n sleep it off. It'll do you a world o' good."

            "Yes... sleep," Darrin said, turning toward the stair, his lute dragging on the floor behind him, all thoughts of finding another place to stay or any excitement of the eve behind him. "It can't have been a dream..."

*    *    *    *    *

            "...And that was the last I saw of her for quite a long time," Darrin finished, praying that his wife was at least calmed down a little bit by now.

            "Just how long?" Ailen asked, less angered by this time, yet still far from calm. Her attention rapt, she leaned forward on the back of her chair, wings wrapped around her body, fully drawn into the tale that her husband spun before her.

            "About five years passed between that night and the next night our paths crossed," Darrin said. "By then, I had become a little more famous—more recognized, really, than famous—and had been asked to perform to larger crowds in the Free Cities and for the courts of some of Askandor’s minor nobility. At last, I could finally enjoy the life I had chosen for myself. It was during this time of new-found freedom and popularity that I crossed paths with the merchant-mage Shasta Rameko..."

*    *    *    *    *

            "...still can't decide what it is about your music that I like young man, but I know what I like and this is definitely it!" Shasta Rameko rambled, clapping one hand on Darrin's back and shaking his hand with the other. The fest hall was nearly empty now; all that remained was for the last few chairs to be put up and for the two men in the center of the room to leave. "As a matter of fact, if you're quite willing, I should like to hire you on as a sort of personal musician!"

            Darrin's looked at the merchant skeptically. "Personal musician?"

            "Why of course, my boy!" Shasta said. "With your talent—and, of course, a little financial backing—you could become one of the most famous musicians in the world!"

            The possibilities opened wide before Darrin. "And just what will you require of me, Lord Shasta?"

            "Just Shasta, please. We’re all friends here, aren’t we?" the man said, smiling. "What I ask is merely the right of first audition: the right to hear you perform on a regular basis, perhaps the right to hear your newest works as they become available. Perhaps a private concert here and there to entertain potential customers. Any other odd jobs I might find—your natural charisma makes you just the right man to act as my courier and spokesman, if need be." Shasta let his voice trail off and looked at Darrin. "So, my boy... what do you say?"

            An ear-to-ear grin spread across the bard's face. "Do I have to pretend to think about it?" he asked.

            "So it's a deal, then," Shasta said, shaking Darrin's hand again to seal the verbal contract. It was a firm handshake, returned tenfold by the grinning bard.

            "A deal and more, milord Shasta," Darrin said, regaining a measure of his composure. He still felt giddy, but now was not the time to let those emotions show entirely. "I do have a rather odd question to ask, though."

            "Go ahead, m'boy; as I said, we're all friends here."

            "Certainly there are dozen of bards more talented than me, and yet they would give various limbs for such a generous benefactor. Why me, of all people?"

            Shasta turned serious for a moment. "For many reasons, Darrin, a great many reasons. Let's just say that looking after your well-being clears me of a longstanding debt. A very old debt indeed." His eyes took on a bit of a wistful look as he spoke.

            "Who?"

            "Your sister, Keryl," Shasta said. He continued staring off into the distance as he stroked his brown beard. "She and I were great friends many years ago. She mentioned that you'd gone missing and had perhaps had gone adventuring. She charged me to keep an eye out for you and to keep you out of trouble. By hiring you, I'm fulfilling that very request, as well as keeping your secret… But I digress. When might you be available to make Marnet your permanent home?"

*    *    *    *    *

            "For a while, I made a very good living by entertaining the wizard and his guests every other tenday with private concerts and running around the world with little missives. Always trying to influence peoples’ lives without directly interfering in them, he was." Darrin explained.

            "That's all fine and good, Darrin, but what does that have to do with us?" Ailen said, her anger virtually evaporated by the long-winded explanation.

            "I'm getting there, I'm getting there. A story needs to be told in its proper order, you know." Darrin cracked his knuckles as he stretched in his chair. "Anyway, I played my last concert at Shasta's court about ten years after I'd begun. From there, I returned to my former life as a wandering bard—after all, it's often been said that a bard needs to keep himself and his ideas constantly fresh, you know. During my second set of new travels, you and I met at the Clearbrook Inn. Of course, you know that part of the story."

            "Yes, I do," Ailen said frostily, fond and bitter memories simultaneously coming to mind.

            Darrin sighed. This was going to be the toughest part of the explanation. "A few years prior to that meeting, though, I began my first fresh excursions and journeys from Marnet. I traveled throughout the Free Cities, playing to increasingly larger crowds at both roadside inns and city squares. It was in those roadside inns that I met a host of individuals who've since gone on to become, with a little help from my tales, modern legends—yourself included, in fact. Eventually, though, the lure of a long respite at my first true home since my days in the wilderness called to me, and I found myself back at Shasta’s home in Marnet..."

*    *    *    *    *

Darrin lay sprawled out on his bed on the third day of his return to Marnet and to Rameko Manor, a return for which the city had been well-prepared. Shasta, ever one to make a major social event out of the slightest of situations, had spared no expense in readying the crowds for Darrin Trailsong. He'd rented the finest and largest hall in the entire city for a night. He commissioned the printing a number of flyers and leaflets. He even went so far as to change the concert date and time to coincide with the arrival of the emissary from the undersea kingdom of Midia, who was coming to discuss the problems of the city's fishing fleet and how it was endangering the protected waters of the Deep Kingdom. For Shasta, Darrin’s return couldn’t have been timed better; there was no better way to expand the cultural ties between the surface and ocean dwellers than to present the greatest musician Marnet and the world had to offer.

            "Darrin, m'boy!" Shasta remarked brightly, clapping the younger man on the shoulder as the bard finally cracked open his door and emerged from his room. "Ready for your gala performance?"

            Darrin yawned and tried to shake off the headache resultant of the previous night’s exploits, when Darrin tried to visit all his old haunts in a single night. "Not entirely sure. Had a long night last night... feelin’ a bit tired. Jus’ got up t’find the chamber pot ‘n lie back down f’r a bit—"

            "Lie back down?" Shasta said. "You'll do nothing of the sort, m’boy! You're scheduled to sing before the Midian emissary in less than thirty minutes!"

            Darrin paled. "T-thirty minutes?" Shasta nodded. "If you'll excuse me then, I, uh, yes! To get ready! You know, to perform..." The panicked bard turned around, walked into his room, locked the door, and managed to relax his body, his fingers, warm up his voice, and clean himself up in exactly eighteen minutes. Nothing cures a hangover like a good panic, he mused as he boarded the waiting carriage and sped through the streets of Marnet, praying to make it to the performance on time. Once backstage, Shasta relaxed visibly upon the bard's entrance; he'd a full 36 seconds to spare.

            The stage was ready; the sitting room in the festhall ballroom, decked out to look more like an official embassy in resplendent sea greens and ocean blues, was filled to capacity. The crowd was ready to applaud Darrin Trailsong as he entered the grand parlor in the same humble yet well-kept outfit he had worn more than a decade and a half earlier at the Naughty Nymph. He began to sing for the crowd...

…And, as a decade before, he saw her. The hair... the eyes... this has got to be a dream...! There's no possible way in the world that she could be here!

            Immediately following the hour-long command performance (and after declining an unprecedented fifth encore), he hurried off the stage to find his one-time patron of the arts. "Shasta! It's her!" he said, nearly hyperventilating. "The woman I always told you about! She's here!"

            "Whoa, m'boy! Calm yourself and start over," Shasta said, nearly spilling his drink. He nodded politely to the assorted noblemen talking around him and dismissed himself and the bard from the rest of the conversation. "Now... tell me what you're talking about, m'boy."

            "The woman from the Naughty Nymph," Darrin whispered, barely restrained , nearly on the verge of screaming. "The one for whom I've been searching the last decade and more!" He pointed to the young lady, her long blond hair hanging in short, perfect waves, her face even more perfect than he remembered it from ten years and more earlier.

            "Her?" Shasta laughed heartily. "Darrin Trailsong, you must be kidding me! That's the emissary—the Lady Corene of Midia! You couldn't have seen her in a dingy little flophouse all those years ago, boy. She's a high-born lady of some virtue, not some common tavern trawler." He scratched his beard thoughtfully, looking over to the emissary and studying her for a few moments. One thing Shasta had learned while Darrin was in his emply was the bard’s uncanny knack for remembering faces. Could he be telling the truth?

Slowly, he ceased entirely dismissing Darrin's rambling thoughts. "Besides, Darrin,” he continued, still scratching his beard, “how could you tell? I consider myself to have a rather advanced mind, but even my memory's not good enough to immediately spot a woman I'd but glimpsed a dozen years ago."

            "I'm telling you, Shasta, it's her!" Darrin insisted.

            "Whatever you say, Darrin," he soothed. "Regardless, then, I assume that you would entertain an introduction?" Darrin nodded rapidly and followed the mage.

            The mage and the bard approached the emissary. "Your Ladyship, may I present to you the Master Bard Darrin Trailsong, the young gentleman who played such excellent music for this reception tonight." Although the title of 'Master Bard' was more honorary than official at the moment, he hardly felt like contradicting Shasta in front of the woman  who’d haunted his dreams for so long.

            Corene nodded courteously to Darrin. "A pleasure, Master Trailsong."

            "The pleasure is all mine, milady," he replied, bowing and kissing her hand in one deft movement.

            Shasta coughed politely, watching the two star-crossed youngsters to start unabashedly at one another. "I'll, um, I’ll leave you two to get better acquainted with one another," he said, taking this earliest opportunity to exit the conversation. He hoped Darrin knew what he was doing; he really didn't wish to be around if the bard made a fool of himself by reliving a strange episode from his past.

*    *    *    *    *

            "So, was she the one?" Ailen finally asked.

            Darrin took a deep breath before continuing. "Yes, Ailen, she was. We spent the rest of the night talking to one another about ourselves and our lives, and by the morning..." Darrin paused. "Corene and I fell in love and spent a part of our lives together. I was undersea, in Midia, for the better part of that missing decade, Ailen, building a life  and a family with Corene. But we just… we were too incompatible. She was too busy running her kingdom, and I was too busy comparing her to someone else from my past.”

            "Who was that?"

            "Someone you know well," Darrin said with a half-smile. "I admit that taking out that old note was not the brightest thing I've ever done, but in all honesty, I came across it entirely by accident while going through a huge stack of old papers and notes."

He leaned back in his chair and flashed her the slightly embarrassed, slightly silly grin he called his ‘idiot grin’ he always wore when he knew he'd done something his wife could label as 'bone-headed'. "My reminiscing just got the better of me, and I left it out when I was done... where, unfortunately, you got hold of it and misread the intentions behind it. She and I did share some wondrous times together, Ailen. I won't lie to you about that. But now..." He shrugged his shoulders. "What I had then perceived at my heart's quest had already been fulfilled."

            Ailen looked at him, her expression softer as she brushed a lock of honey-gold hair out of her face. "What exactly do you mean, 'then perceived?'"

            "What I mean..." He thought for a moment, stood from his stool, and took a chair right next to his wife. "What I mean is that things have been rather rough between us for a long time, and it's all my fault. My more... primal urges told me I was on a quest to find the perfect woman, but in the meantime I ignored the voice inside my heart telling me that my quest was over before it even begun."

            "When was that?"

            "My quest truly ended decades ago in a small inn in the middle of nowhere, where a young woman with hair of gold, eyes of blue, and wings of ivory stole my heart on sight." Darrin took Ailen's hand and gave it a gentle squeeze as he settled his gaze upon her. "I always regretted our first parting, and when we finally married, I knew I could never live with myself if I happened to drive you away again. I swear to you, on my honor, that such shall never happen again."

            The was a long pause as Ailen looked at her husband, weighing his story carefully. "Darrin?" Ailen finally said sweetly, taking a deep breath and looking down to keep him from seeing the tear from falling from her left eye.

            "Yes, love?"

            "I know you better than that," she chuckled as the tear of happiness broke free and slid down her cheek. "You honor only your craft and the feeling of the moment. You are the consummate bard, Darrin Trailsong."

            He again grinned his trademark grin. "That's as maybe, but I do have you... I hope."

            "Aye, love, that you do," Ailen said, wadding up Corene’s love note and tossing it over the bar before pulling the bard into a gentle embrace. He finally listened to the song of his heart, and knew that his quest was finally and truly over.