*Even    Beauty    Is    Filled    With    Pain*

Everything Of Beauty Has Sins 
To Endure... As I Have Mine... 
I Am Tainted With Impure 
Thoughts And Through 
My Poetry My Soul Lives. 
{All Poems Are CopyRighted 
By Kellie Corbett Long.} 

With Me My Love 

Live With Delicate Dreams 
That Plague Your Dayz 
&Haunt Your Mind.. 
Cry While Angels Sing 
&Die With Me My Love. 

Embrace The Bitter Sweet Scent 
That Haunts Your Lips 
&Taunts Your Heart 
Touch The Soul Of Iniquity 
&Be With Me My Love. 

Sleep With Demons In Your Bed 
That Persuade The Trepidity 
&Chase Away The Innocence 
Kiss The Lucid Stars At Night 
&Stand With Me My Love. 

Walk Among The Shattered Glass 
That Lacerates Your Phantasys 
&Pierces The Morality 
Endure The Pleasant Agony 
&Stay With Me My Love. 

Awaken Obsured Visions 
That Taint Your Thoughts 
&Cloud Your Purity 
Arouse The Feelings 
&Descend With Me My Love. 
© 1998 Kellie C. Long 


Sweet Toreador 

You Think You Love Me. 
But You Don't. 
I See It In Your Eyes… 
I Feel It In Your Kiss. 
Your Soul Screams Out To Me… 
To Let You Die Like this… 
But I Won't 
As The Crimson Streams 
From The Wounds In Your Neck 
The Feeling of Pure Ecstasy 
Consumes Your Soul… 
I Am But A Dream… 
That Has Yet To Fade Away. 
A Dark Mistress In The Night 
Stealing The Hearts Of Many… 
The Blood Of Many More. 
I Am One… 
But I Can Be Various In Number 
I Am All Around You. 
Demon Of The Night, 
Seducer Of The Soul, 
A Whisper In The Wind, 
I Am Your Sweetest Vision… 
And I Am Your Worst Nightmare… 
All Wrapped In To One Pure Being. 
Trust Me With Your Heart.... 
Your Secrets I Shall Use Against You. 
Innocent Childe
Angel Filled With Sin 
Stained By the Lips of Another 
Povoked By the Beast Within. 
© 1997 Kellie C. Long 

Wrong Sensations 

Darkened Night, 
Extinguished Light, 
My Soul It Yearns For Completion. 
Falling Tears, 
Twisted Fears, 
My Mind Has Lost Control. 
Wounded Heart, 
Torn Apart, 
My Profound Love Has Slowly Faded. 
Falling Rain,
Growing Pain, 
My Spirit Longs To Be Set Free. 
Passion Burns, 
Body Yearns, 
My Voice Of Reason Has Held Me Back. 
Concealed Emotion, 
Utter Devotion, 
My Angel Has Guided Me Well. 
Blessed Dreams, 
Piercing Screams, 
My Distorted Visions Have Come True. 
Gazing Eyes,
Bitter Lies, 
My Illusion Becomes Real. 
Crimson Blood, 
Dirty Mud, 
My Existence Stained With Confusion. 
Obscured Hate, 
Hidden Fate, 
My Past Soon To Be Forgotten. 
© 1997 Kellie C. Long 

Innocent Kisses 

Thinking Of You 
I'm Lying Here In Bed 
Visions Are Slowly Gliding 
Dancing Through My Head. 
My Lips Are Thirsting 
Wanting Your Sweet Kiss 
How Long Must I Wait 
How Long Must I Go On Like This? 
My Body's Aching 
Longing To Feel Your Soft Touch 
Don't You Know I Want It? 
You Know What I Need. 
Suddenly You Appear 
Standing In My Doorway 
Eyes Gazing Down Upon Me 
I Know You Can Do It Right. 
Innocent Kisses 
They Can Do So Much 
Oh How My Body Trembles 
At Your Slightest Touch. 
The Feeling Of Ecstasy 
As You Touch My Soul 
My Body Is Yours Completely 
I've Given You Control. 
My Heart Calls Out In Agony 
The Pleasure Is Too Much To Bear 
When The Night Has Ended 
Will Your Love Be There? 
A Sound Is Heard In The Hallway 
Startled I Open My Eyes 
Looking Round Sadly 
You've Disappeared To My Surprise. 
It Was All A Phantasy 
Drifting Through My Dreams 
As Real As Your Kisses Felt 
They Were Not All They Seemed. 
© 1997 Kellie C. Long 

A Sweet Nightmare 

Angels Close Your Eyes 
Bow Before His Grace 
For He Has Gone To You. 

Touch His Lips With A Sweet Kiss 
And Welcome Him In To Your Arms 
Keep Him Safe Untill We Are One. 

Ease His Every Pain.. 
Fufill His Every Phantasy 
Until I May Do It Alone. 

Cure His Desolation 
Feel His Warm Embrace 
As Once I Did Myself. 

Tend To His Broken Soul 
And Make Him Whole Once Again 
For We Shall Soon Be Together. 

Walk With The Angels My Love 
While I Shed A Silent Tear 
While I Wait To Feel Your Love Again. 

I'll Live Inside My Mind 
LoSt In BiTtEr DrEaM 
Living A Sweet Nightmare. 
© 1998 Kellie C. Long 

Kiss The World Good-Bye

I Hear His Voice
Screaming In My Head
I See The Daemons
Sleeping In My Bed
I Feel The Cool Blade
Slide Across My Warm Flesh
As The Crimson Drips To The Floor

A Crimson Pool
Before My Eyes
Tells The Truth
Hides The Lies
Comforts Me
When I Am In Need
Clears My Devious Mind

Twisted Visions Haunt My Mind
Thoughts Of What I Left Behind
Take My Hand, I Will Be Brave
Lead Me To My Eternal Grave
Lay Me Down Safe To Rest
Place A Pale Rose Upon My Breast
Let Me Kiss The World Good-Bye

A Gentle Kiss
Keep My Mother Safe
Tell Daddy I Love Him.
Watchover My Brother And Sisters
Help My Nephews Grow
Tell Them All
How I Love Them So

Love To You My Sweetest Angel
And May Your Tears Be Dried
Always Follow Your Heart In Pain
Keep Our Memorys Alive
Shed Not Another Tear
From Your Icy Blue Eyes
For I Will Always Be Here

Here I Will Be
Hidden In Lies
Tainting Innocence And Truth
Darkening My Disguise
Dancing In The Shadows
Watching His Happiness Grow
Sleeping In Hidden Saddness
© 1998 Kellie C. Long 

My Love

Tears Fall    
As Blood Streams    
From  Open Wounds    
Self Inflicted   Out Of Pain    
My Only Comfort    
Is In  The Rain    
I Try To Sleep    
With Out Success    
The Wound Is Not Deep Enough    
Cut Me More My Love!    
Deepen The Wound You Made So Well    
Or Do You Realize My Eternal Hell?    
That's Right.....    
Go On And Laugh    
Cuz Pretty Soon    
You'll Be Drinking The Blood    
Soon  You Will Be Wishing It Never Had Begun    
So Sleep Well Childe    
Watch For Things That Go    
*BuMp*    
In The Night    
Beware Of Things..    
That Seem So Pure.    
Innocence.... Is In The Devil's Eyes    
And  He's Very Good 
With His Disguise.    
© 1998 Kellie C. Long 


I Am The One

I Am The One Who Hides Among The Darkness Lost In Desolation.
I Am The One Who Taints The Purity In The Eyes Of The Innocent.
I Am The One Who Steals The Souls Of Thoes Who No Longer Care.
I Am The One Who Dances Alone In The Eternal Rain.
I Am The One Who Seals His Fate With A Deadly Kiss.
I Am The One Who Walks In The Pale Moon Light.
I Am The One Who Sits By The Ocean Shore Wishing On Lost Stars.
I Am The One Who Screams In Piercing Silence And Is Not Heard.
I Am The One Who Crys Bitter Sweet Tears And Is Not Seen.
I Am The One Who Dreams Of Inner Peace And Tranquility.
© 1998 Kellie C. Long 


Alone In The Rain

Alone In The Rain
Dancing Silently
Isolated In My Own Bliss
As Reflections Consume My Mind
Alone In The Rain
Hearing Sweet Whispers
Summon Forth The Ghost
Visit My Dreams
Kiss My Memory Of You
Alone In The Rain
Desolate In The Night
Conversing With The Demon
The One That Influences Your Soul
Perish In The Flame Of my Love
Alone In The Rain
Kellie C. Long 1998

Hurt

And So He Hummed A Requium
Gently In My Ear
Chilling Winds Blew Through The Night
I Saw The Sky Was Clear

Lying On A Beach OF Sand
His Body Heavy Upon Mine
I Tryed Not To Make A Sound
This Could Not Be The Time

Did He Violate My Self Sanctity?
I Think I May Have Done Something Wrong
Tell Me Why Did I Bestir Him?
Why Did He Sing That Song?

Quiet Was The Ocean
She Stoped Her Gentle Breath
Ignored My Silent Cries For Help
Provoked An Innocent Death

But The Stars Didn't Cry
Simply Closed Their Teary Eyes
And Still I Was On The Ocean Shore
And The Sun Looked Upon Me With A Sigh.
Kellie C. Long 1998 


From The Unfaithful

My Heart Grows Bitter, 
As Do The Tears That Stain My Pale Flesh.  
My Body Grows Colder Still,
 And You Are Not Here To Warm Me With Your Sweet Kiss. 
 I Think Of You, 
When The Days Are Long, 
And The Nights Are Cold.  
Many Are The Hours I Weep, 
Seeking Forgivness For My Sins..... 
And You Are Not Here To Atone Me Of Them.  
Pray, Forgive Me While I Pause To Wipe A Tear From My Eye,
 A Tear I Shed For What Was Once Our Love, 
For What Was Once Divine.  
Return To Me Oh Blessed Angel.  
Condemn Me For My Immoral Ways,
Or Find It In Your Heart To Condone My Actions. 
For Tis Your Decision.
Eternal Love&Light
© 1998 Kellie C. Long


Tease A Jaded Angel

Tease A Jaded Angel,
Tempt Her To Fall From Grace.
Kiss Her Sweet And Holy Lips,
Bring A Smile To Her Celestial Face.

Tease A Jaded Angel,
Whisper Sweetly in Her Ear.
Touch Her Heart With Love And Joy,
Wipe Away Her Glassy Tear.

Tease A Jaded Angel,
Hold Her In A Soft Embrace.
Play With Silk And Velvet Ribbon,
Hear The Sound Of Ripping Lace.

Tease A Jaded Angel,
Give Her All She'll Ever Need.
Watch Her Fall Into Your Arms,
Allow Her To Beg And Plead
 1998 Kellie C. Long


Life Of A Sweet Harlot

A Dawn Of Light Begins To Glow
And She Returns To Her Lair
Sleeping Through The Day
Having Lucid Dreams
She Will Never Be The Same
A Darkened Kiss Upon Sweet Flesh
She Has Taken Her First Victim.
Long Is The Day Which Is Spent In Hiding.
And In The Eve
Her Hunger Begins To Grow
To A Social Event
This Sweet Siren Goes
Entertain The Patrons,
Sing, Sinful Angel
Dance, Gentile Harlot
Seduce, As You Know You Should
And Look Into THe Eyes On The Unsuspecting
Sweet Blood Runs Thick Through His Veins
She Feels The Beating Of His Heart
They Are Locked In A Holy Embrace
Innocent Kisses
Delicate Caresses
They Are Alone In Her Darkened Chaimbers
Passion Burning
Wanting... Needing... Yearning...
Red Candels Burn For Blood And Passion
Fragrent Insence To Set A Mood
All Is Silent
Her Deed Is Done
Lifeless Lies His Body
She Must Away Before The Sun
A Delicate Kiss
She Places Upon His Lifeless Lips
Then Slices Her Wrist
And Presses It To His Mouth
The Sweet Nectar Trickles Down His Throat
And Life Is Breathed Into HIs Once Again
She Leads Him To Her Damned Lair
Condemned To An Eternal Life Of Sin
© 1998 Kellie C. Long 

Shall We Return To My Mind?