Dale

A Letter to No One

Ok..well I'm just pretty much writing whatever comes in my mind..so barewith me..

love is simply beat. . .what did I ever do to deserve all of this?
I love her more then anything else in the world.
And she feels the complete opposite towards me.
I try my abosolute hardest to get her to like me,
try my hardest to be the kinda guy she wants me to be.
And what happens?
Well I end up in my room completely depressed writing a letter to no one.
I sit here wondering if someone ever reads this if they would even care.
hell I thought I could trust her, hell I trused her more then anyone else in the world.
When my grandma died, I couldn't shed a tear in front of anyone.
She breaks up with me, I pretty much bawled on the phone to her.
well she seems happier single. . .and thats all that I want
. . .is her to be happy right? She simply isn't happy with me . .
maybe its just better like this. . .
her happiness. . .thats all that matters right?
But. . .why do I feel like this then? So miserable. .so hurt, so destroyed. . .
oh well my feelings never mattered to her anyhow. . .
yeah. . .she's happy. . .thats all that matters. . .
even if her happiness makes me miserable. . .
better then her miserable right? Yah. . .
mission complete. . .I made her happy.