Will

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My life is beyond you, and I can't understand.
Why didn't you stay and hold onto my hand?
My sword to my grip and your lips to my face,
I slash to you with an almighty grace.
A samurai, a warrior, 'tis in my blood ere.
You betrayed me, now die, as I set you to rest.
Defense was my reason, you tore at my breast.
Surrounded by the enemy, I have a single thought, which runs through me.
Don't flatter yourself, It's not you.
I think only of the death I am about to spew.

Her...

I look discreetly at her... and she takes all my desires...
I gaze in her direction, and I lose all fears
This feeling is rare, i have never known it.
She makes me laugh, giddy as a butterfly
I lose all concentration as she's the subject of my eye.
Help me to see it all my love,
I wish to drink in your sensuality
I feel for you like I've done no other,
I hope not to be stuck in creed.
I sigh and faint at your sight, and when you leave,
my eyes break a tear..
Lushious and humble, you're one of a kind,
and we are 2 of a pair.

Death's Invitation

I am the reaper whose words you can not speak.
I am the enchanter who puts you to sleep.
I call your name with infinite tell.
You respond and I'll send you to hell.
Come to me and I will stab you in the back.
I want nothing from you, so leave me be.
If you do not heed, then I will make you plea.
Cry, run now, I give you a chance.
Before I rip your heart out at first glance.
I invite you to death, and forever you shall remain.
So run while you can before I catch you, to maim.
So you don't listen, your choice not to run.
So now it's time for me to kill you and have a little fun.
Unsheathe my blade, and hear your screams.
Death awaits you, so why bother in creed?
No, scream for me, let me hear your convulses of terror.
As I laugh at your blood shed, why don't I give you a mirror?

Life and Death

I descend out of this world with many things on my mind.
Everything I've done evaporates so quickly.
And yet it stays they same for all eternity.
So many works unspoken, so many times I wish I'd been kind.
These things that I leave you, cherish and love.
For I have ascended to all who are above.
I know we've left things on bad terms, but we'll meet again.
And soon you're realizing that I meant well, even if it went unsaid.
I know what you want to say to me, but there is no need for words.
Just understand that I'm watching you and my friends.
I did some things wrong, and with that I forgive.
Of course there are things I wish I had differently, but now it's your life to live.
This isn't good bye, rather it's hello.
And one day I'll be watching you at the big show.
So live proudly, my family, and don't be sad as I go.

Dark Piercing Light

Through the Light? Or descend into the darkness?
The choices that are given I cannot choose for which I don’t know.
Do I wax or wane, fall or stay in pain?
To stay in shame or rise up and glow?
The path is yours to follow with might, do I come into darkness or shine in the light?
I cannot decide: for the light destroys darkness, but the darkness sees through its height.
Overpowered remarkably, or save worlds at a time?
The Dark Piercing Light, it knows where to shine.
Destruction in its wake, time becomes paused.
The decision I make is no longer mine
I dab in your blood, because my choice is forgone.
Feed me to the Darkness, I pass without light.
Heed my darkness, I trespass your lawn.
I can see everything even without sight.
So long that I come out at night and sleep at the dawn.

Thoughtless Thoughts

I dream of days that are all better…
Even though I hate you, loathe you, and wish you pain; you are my brother, therefore for you I shall bleed.
In this body of mine, when I see you, I feel nothing but contempt. My body irks with feelings of rage. But that fateful day when your demise ensued, I hated my self for enjoying your pain. And for that my brother, I bleed for you

Not bound by blood, nor feelings of animosity, nor anything of the such. Our bond runs deeper than any blood related whim could be. We share but a single thing, not ideals, nor thoughts. That single thing that makes me bound to you. And forever you shall be my brother, along with our other brothers. No normal person can understand what we are. And for that my brother, I bleed for you.

My feelings of hate and contempt equal the love for you, which holds me. When you fell, I smiled. Understand me brother, I do not like you. But I do love you. And I will bleed for you, fight for you, defend you, and respect you. When I smiled upon your pain, I had a thoughtless thought. One that cannot be erased. And for you my brother, I bleed.

A gallon of my blood couldn't revive you, but I'd give it anyway. If I held a block of ice an eternity, the pain you felt would be infinity more than I could know. For everything in you brother. Do not forget me. For you, I will bleed.