Pieces Of A Shattered Glass
Part 1
just hold on a little bit more, just a few more...
then they'll come.
this will end.
I'll be home.
I'll be safe.
Aya Fujimiya offered no resistance against his captor's actions, he kept his eyes shut and his mind blank in case someone tried to skip into it. His lips parted to offer sapce to the foreinger's tonge but did not particpate in the kiss, he felt sick but he have painfully learn not to strugle angainst Schuldig's moves. He was a statue, didn't move, did'nt speak, even when Schuldig started kissing his troath, niples, and going down.....
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"How could that be possible!!!? there has to be something!"
"I assure you the hole organization is seraching for him, whe can only hope he's all rig - "
"All Right!? Manx they're fucking Schwartz!!! How could he be all right!?"
"Yojhi's right, why did they kidnapped him in the first place?"
"Abyssinian's not stupid, whatever reason they took him, he'll manage to get out of this situation safe" But she was lying, of course Aya has a very stubborn head, but they can treaten him, torture him, or even..... Anything could be a possibility. If they wanted something from the read head, they'll get it, one way or another, Aya was human after all, he could break any moment....
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Today's session was boring, this game has started to get monotonous. They have kept Aya for almost a week, and stil the red head haven't say a word, he just stay were he was, chained to the wall, giving death glares to everybody. But he couldn't kill the kitten, Crawford treatend him not to, besides, he has in mind other things that could make Aya react. Oh yes, another mind game, same victim, same place...but this time.....it'll work.
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It was cold.
Someone left the air condition on.
Bastards.
They have taken his trechcoat away, so now he has only a sleveless shirt and black jeans, the fact Schuldig poured a jar of cold water over him didn't help. If I ever get out of this, I'll change this outfit for a thick sweater. He didn't have his gloves either, so his hands were freezing ant the chains were swolly cutting his wrists.
But he still have his hopes up. Schwartz have 'inherited' SS's money and position, and became a big organization, they posibly put him in a high security safehouse or whatever that place was, it'll be very difficult even for Krittiker to find this place in record time. But he was starting to get tired, nobody have feed him and we was feeling weaker everyday, he wasn't sure how long he could resist, but it wasn't much....
You'd better appear in any instant or I'll never forgive you guys....
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Ken was going downstairs when he found a little figure just in the same position he left him. "you stayed awake all night?!" turning around, Omi offered a smile to his best friend "Ohayoi ken-kun"
"You didn't anwered my question" he said, hands resting on his hips, coming close to the genky boy. "eh..I was just looking for something that could tell us were Aya-kun is..." Ken sighted, all of them were worried about his friend but there wasn't much they could do, Yojhi have been going out in search for clues, and Omi have searched in the web, but neither of them could find anything. Ken couldn't do much but make sure his teamates won't die of starvation. "I brought you breakfast" even though he wasn't in the mood to eat, he have to, so he accepted the bowl of rice and pankakes. "Arigato Ken-kun!" he couln't stop thinking in Aya. He was like a big brother or protector father to all of them, where could he be? what was he doing? was he safe? Then a hand brought him back to reality "Don't worry, we'll find him"
A confident look in his face, "Hai" and then he keep typing.
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He was tired but the couldn't sleep anymore. He tried and for a moment it worked but the cold wake him up, his chest was hurting a bit and he was getting a headhache very quickly, his vision was bluring but he could still see a figure leaning in the doorframe, he didn't have to guess who was, just one person have visited him since he arrived.
"you're up!"
Schuldig
"Yeap. Me, so how are we today?"
Today? another day have passed? well.....at least he slept more than what he tough. But that means his teammates haven't find him yet...
"And they won't"
"stay-y awa-yy f-from m-y-y h-hhead!!" he tried to sound defiant but his voice was cracked both for the cold and for not have used it for a week.
"So you talk!!!" Schuldig acted amussed, Aya have refused to talk since schwartz brought him there, and now he almost shout, the voice was weak, revealing the white hunter was in his limits. Schuldig smiked. This was better than what he thought.
//fuck you!!!// Aya replied in his mind, since his voice wasn't usefull at this moment.
//you wanna have a telepathic talk? fine, you're to weak to talk anyway and I don't want you to die before we get our fun...//
Aya really heates this man, he heates when people find him weak, and he didn't liked the last part of his sentence.....//what do you want?!//
//ohh..nothing...just though you may want to know your teammates give a shit about you.....//
//you're lying!//
//really? then why they haven't come for you?//
//this is a high security safehou--//
//this is a safehouse, but not of high security. even a child could find it // the part 'but-it-has-no-connection-with-Schwartz-that's-why-they-can't-find-it' was unsaid of course. Schuldig never lied......he didn't say the hole truht either.....
the anwser seem to have disturbed the younger red head for a moment and Schuldig used this oportunity to continue, //if you don't trust me I can tell you what they are doing now// he concentrate for a moment and Aya looked at him with a odd look, definitly Aya needed to sleep more. He was feeling more and more tired...
//ha!!!!..there!!!..yessh!!! you know, your teammates are really cruel. One'll think they were worried about you, But noooo!!! they're going on with their lives just as if nothing have hapened...//
Aya didn't anwsered, his chest was hurting, was it because of his teammates, the feeling of not be cared by anyone?
//...cause you see, Omi is in the computer probably chating with someone, Ken is in the kitchen, burning something,and Yoji...well...all I can see is he's in a dark alley with a woman.....//
That pained him more than anything, his chest was really hurting now and he didn't realize the telepath was moving 'til he was _really_ close to him...
//_and_...since they don't care about you.....//Schuldig purred in Aya's ear //....I guess you'll have to stay here.....//
Aya felt sick, he felt dirty in the outside, inside he felt he wanted to die...no his teammates...his friends, couldn't have let him there to.......whatever Schuldig had planned for him. No they couldn't!!!! They should have to come for him, they _must_!!!!!
Schuldig smirked, his new prey's toughts were so fun, so confused, and this haven't finished yet.....
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No.....sorry Yojhi, I haven't seen anything" she reasured her declaration with a negative move of her head.
"I see...if you know something, you know were to find me, ok?"
She nods, then he kissed her in the cheek and left, Iza was an old firiend of him, when he was a private detective she worked as one of his sources, he trusted her enough to told her about his problems...she didn't know about Schwartz but still he felt better after talking to her.
The sounds of the streets took him back to reality, some shops were opening and people were walking to their schools or works, it was a cloudy day and he couldn't see were exactly the sun was so he checked his 'watch' damn, 8:17 omi and Ken will be worried for him, he should got to have a _really_ good escuse for not going home yesterday, he light a cigarette and departed to the koneko.
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Sculdig stoped kissing Aya and look at him, he still look like a statue, but the swordman knew that face will crack very soon...
//but you know, I'm not like them. I care for you, at least in a way// saying this while he passed a hand trough the ametyst-eyed man's torso. //And since this game is gonna end soon I think I deserve something more.....// Schuldig took out a knife, Aya thought he was going to stab him, but when he cut his pants, fear invaded him and he strugled in order to escape form was was going to happen.
//it's useless kitten, you don't have an option....//
No!! he couldn't let this happen, he tried to free his wrists until they sarted bleeding, the chains in his feet were in the same condytion or worst, forming a pond of blood by him.
//....no one is going to come.....//
Schuldig bited Aya's neck to painfully making it bleed, and buried his nails in the pale skin, knowing the bruises will stay there for a while, he then undid his own pants and satarted to caress the naked man.
//....nobody cares about you.....//
Aya was histerycal, he was kicking....or trying to, he was screaming....or trying to, he couldn't do anything, this was never be like the others times; the telepath allways teased him, caressed is body and kissed him, but nothing...nothing like _this_!!!
//...people just use you.....//
No they don't! they're were his friends!!! they'll never used him, and never in this _way_!!!! then Aya felt something entering his posterior and sreamed in agony.
//...just like I do.......//
Schuldig's thrusts were riping apart the other man, shame and confussion, and anger runing through his mind. Aya felt betrayed and that pained him more than the damage his body was receiving. Schuldig words were echoing in his head and he couldn't stop them.
//...that's because it's the truth....//
Maybe he was right, he was part of Weiß but weiß was designed to never be bounded with anything nor anyone, they really don't care about him, why shoud they? he has always threated them like enemies, he only talk to them when they were working, and he've never tried to start a conversation with one of them....
//...but you still beg for love......just like a slut....//
...But he really apreciates them, he felt somehow safe when they're around, he have learned to considered them friends, the best ones he ever had.....and now...now they rejected him, they droped him like trash....
//..or even worse....//
He couldn't handled it anymore, tears were coming down his eyes, and he was trembling, his voice was gone and his skin was red for all the blood of his wrists. When Schuldig finally came, he felt something splited into him. Wiht any kind of hope vanished, he give up and hung were he was, the german then kissed him. "Thanks for the fuck, Liebe, you can go home now"
Home.
No....not to home, they were there!!! He didn't want to be used again!!!..... not with them not his friends, not them!!! But the member of Schwartz refuse to heard that, he put a syringer in the boy's arm and let the boy lost conciousness.
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Ken really sound pissed in the phone, he needed to get out more note to myself: remember to present Ken to some hot chicks. Yohji smiled at the though of seeing Ken wiht a girl, the boy was definetly handsome but the image didn't see quite normal...but well ken wasn't _normal_ one of this days he'll have to slap the boy in the face just to make some sence into him so he could finally express his feelings to.....
Rain started to pour over him, well at least he was almost at home by now, he satrted running and quickly arrived to the flower shop.
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"Where the hell have you been?!"
"Nice to see you too Ken"
"Don't give me that crap!!! where've you been"
"I already told you I was in a bar yesterday and when I woke up I was in a bed that wasn't mine!!" Yohji put his hand defensively as to said "hey-I'-a-playboy-and-it's-not-my-fault-I'm-so-cute"
Ken just sighted. Of course Yohji was lying. He has been drinking more than often, and he smoke more too. In any other situation, Ken'd have believed the guy, but not now. Yohji too was really worried about the amatiste-eyed man, Aya's Yojhi's best friend, if something happened to him the blond will never forgive himself...he was covering the younger assasin the day Schwartz kidnapped him after all....
"So...did Omi found out aything"
Ken shook his head. Yohji closed his eyes and take out a cigarette. Ken was going to protest, but the taller man really seemed to need it. The flowers won't mind a little bit of smoke....
The silence have grown and it was becoming little uncomfortable. "I'm going out for some food, want somethind special?"
The smoke addict just shruged "No. thanks man" before Ken could go out he stopped him. "you're not going to go in this rain with your motorcycle, Are you?!"
"...er...well...." Ken didn't noticed that fact. He just wanted to get out a bit and take a breath. seeing his indesiction yohji simled Ken will never change "you're loosing it, Hidaka. Let's take my car, we won't get wet that way" Ken smiled. After talling Omi both of them were going out (not that he cared...he was too busy to even pay attention to what they were telling him) they get out of the koneko.
"That guy really need to get out more"
"why do you say it?"
"He didn't have any idea of what we were saying, I swear you, If we told him we were going to buy a dress for him and then kill each other, he'd have just said 'ok huys, have fun'..."
"Don't be mad Yohji. He's just.....worried.....about....."
The last part sounded a bit low, almost like a man praying and a church. Yohji looked at Ken. the brunnete had his eyes in some point behind the playboy. When he turned around, some blocks away, blurred for the rain, was the siluouette of a person, and a whisper escaped from his lips...
".....Aya....."
Part 2