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VIOLATE
I want you to know this, I want you to know just what I feel. You told me through sacred lies, I told you once with bloodshot eyes. You told me don't ask, just stay away from me. You told me it'd be alright. I told you once, then told you twice. You can't face, can't you face me? I won't pray for you, I can't pray for you. Because you took it away, because you took it from me. Thought I could never ever fuckin' find another. Get a mothafuckin' chance again. Because the power is the rage taht can devour, gotta make that fear descend. Without it, you ain't shit, and you ain't shit to me. Berating, a scathing grave idignity. I see the look inside your eyes, it makes me sick. Defiling innocence, is how you get your kicks. You violate, and then you think yourself a man. You violate, and then you call yourself a man. Don't come my way, don't care what you say. Pray you fuckin' die, before you feel my...Rage...
SPINE
Bitterness infested, justice is molested, govern my contested ways. As a child arrested, as a man detested. Happiness inside my pain. You hate my life, because you see my strife. Could never understand or try. It makes me mad, because it makes me sad, but I don't care why. You fake it, mistake it, fuck it away. Your lying is trying my dignity. I see right through your soul, can't help but feel this cold. But this city made me so. Life filled with deception, unwanted inception. Want redemption for it all. All my life frustrated, pushed, alienated. Wait for me to take the fall. My faith has waned, because I feel the strain. In my eyes it's all gone wrong, we'll rise above. From this lack of love, It won't be long now. I'm not the only one, Can't be the only one. No.
NONE BUT MY OWN
I am only nohing, I am only this. I am just a man with these two fists. You have asked forgiveness, you have asked respect, only something that you did forget. All you gave you had planned to take. Beat me up but I won't break, stripping everything from me? No! Will to me your anger, will to me your rage, will to me your lies, your sufferings. Not a man of virtue, not even a man. Will not take the hate dealt from your hands. Years of pain I will take and hone, manifest with your broken bones. My heart bleeds for none but my own, my own. Burn...burn....
THE RAGE TO OVERCOME
This world does not want me, this world does not care. And I'm a product of this world, confused I'd say that's fair. This pain will never leave me, it's scarred upon my brain. Destroying everything that brought this, just to keep me, just to keep me sane. A hatred burns inside me, emotion out of hand. But I've the will to focus this, survive, contrive, command. From pain comes a courage, the stregth from injustice. The rage to overcome it all, an open mind with a clenched fist.