Night after restless night

Why do you toture me so

Every thought, every heartbeat

I can see you before me

Beckoning to me, calling my name

And as I reach for you

You disapear

Gone, like a dream torn

To pieces and drifting

In the wind

My heart breaks each time

Shatterd into a million

Shards of misbegotten love

Ill chosen in whom I

Should give it to

Everytime it's the same

Again and again

Over and over

The pain rips through me

Leaving me speechless

And emotionless to the

Feelings echoing in my mind

Pain at my loss

Hopelessness that it wasn't

Even a loss beacuse you

Were never mine

Anger at you for being you

And never knowing my

Love

Sorrow for what you will never be

Passion because of the

Fantasies I've played in

My head, time and time

Again

Love, that you will never

Know I give, but I give

Nonetheless

I don't pity myself for

Keeping these false dreams

But I pity myself for

Having no chance with you

You will never know that

I exist

My name is anonymus

To you, maybe a word that

You've heard, but hey

Millions of others have

It so who is she

You sing of never breaking

Hearts or making some

Unseen woman never cry

But you lied

It's my heart you destroyed

They're my tears on the

Pillow

The words you utter are so

Different from reality

Don't make promises you

Can't keep

Your broken promises kill

A piece of me each time

One is destroyed

You say such beautiful

Things, such tender words

And with each one

I die a little more