The days are longer and the nights are warmer…it feels like summer time. This summer I plan to have a ball. My pervious summers have all been uneventful and unmemorable. Well actually last summer was my best summer to date. I was an orientation leader at Drexel and I lived in the dorms. Note: I was living in the dorms with some very cool friends (shout out: Rashun, Ninette, Kia, and Carl...the crew) and not taking classes…need I say more? Man, I could tell you stories about not sleeping, getting drunk, umm getting friendly with your buddy (don't read too much into that one), stalkers, dumping people, and violence. Oh that summer was wild. But every summer before that was wack, I was either in some academic program or sitting around the block. So this summer I plan on doing some traveling. I don't feel like writing all my plans right now….just know I'll be traveling.
Okay enough of that crap. Sometimes I can babble on about nothing. It's so pathetic. Anyway, I have something else to complain about. Saturday I brought a solid oak futon from this place downtown. Note: I am extremely poor, so this was a huge purchase to me. Sunday I decided to put it together so my room can look some what civilize.Side note: I was watching the playoffs at the same time…. "DON'T SLEEP ON THE SIXERS" okay I'll continue on. So my dad and I began putting the futon together at 2pm and we didn't finish until 8pm!! Can you believe it! After we finally got everything together I was so happy that I went out for ice cream (cookies 'n cream). The futon is so comfortable…oh man…it was so comfortable I woke up happy this morning! Can you believe that?
Okay this last entry was corny. Even I don't feel like reading that so I know you (who ever you are) are suffering through it! Okay let's see what else I can talk about. Umm what about my love life? I must say there is one special person who I am totally smitten (that means I like a lot, i.e. head over heels) by. Let's call him the sailor (this will be so obvious if he reads it, oh well). Well this guy is almost everything I'm looking for, strong, good looking, nice, a Christian, sweet, intelligent, humorous and a lot of other things, but I'll spare you. I feel so strongly for the sailor that I might even dare to use the other L word. You know maybe I shouldn't put this up here, but I feel it's my responsibility to my audience (like I really have an audience, but who knows one day…) to write my true feelings and gave yall something interesting to read. Well sometimes, I hate the fact that I like him so much because I consume so much of my time thinking and daydreaming about him (and if you've read the pervious entry you see how much free time at work I have to day dream). You know I have this little weird theory on love and marriage…Never Marry Someone You Love…Marry Someone who Loves You!
I know that may sound weird at first but think about it. I don't mean marry someone you don't like but not someone you are totally crazy about. When you are totally in love with someone you are blinded! It's like love casts a foggy glare over your eyes and you can't think logically. If this person you so call love, does something wrong you will most likely over look it because you love them. If this person you so call love, hurts your feelings, you'll most likely forgive them. If this person you so call love wants something, you'll mostly get it for them. If this person you so call love, leaves you, you'll do anything to get them back (you get the point) Why? Because you love them and they make you feel happy all over! Now think about this. If you love them so much and yall get married, this person you are in love with (if they so happen to do something wrong) will get away with murder. Believe me, I've seen this happen so many times.
Maybe you are thinking…this girl is crazy…I'm not like that. If someone is doing me wrong, I'll leave him or her. Hahaha, you say that now. But if you find someone who makes you happy, who places a smile on your face with their voice or the sight of them, who can cheer you up by making a silly face or giving you a hug, who can kiss you and make your whole body warm…well try to think clearly when this is going on! Okay, so you understand what I'm trying to say?
Okay, I'll admit this is a crazy theory and I'm very bored and tired and writing whatever pops in my head, but I hope you are thinking and I hope you experience love…a mutual love. But for some reason I doubt you will ever find a mutual love, because someone always loves a little more or a little less. Man, this whole love thing is very powerful. Well enough of my crazy ideas…stay tuned! (Ps. Please don't listen to anything I say…I'm not the best person to give love advice)
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