Sealed With A Kiss And A Tear...
This is my heart
My only crown possesion
Here I give it to you
Not for lust or passion
I don't trust many people
With this valued treasure
But you are different and special
I trust you with great pleasure
Now time goes by
You hold my heart in your hand
But things are nto quite right
At least not from where I stand
Now your crushing my heart
As if it doesn't mean a thing
Toying with me
Making my every nerve sting
You made a promise to me
Honesty and trust
Now you lie to me
Seek another man for lust
Leave me in the dark
Tell me things are still the same
But I can sense somthing is wrong
I feel like I have become a game
HEre I am a toy to you
Play with me till you get bored
Then put me on the shelf
A toy no longer adored
Like I fool I sit and wait
Praying it is just a phase
Hoping you will soon return to play
Twidling my thumbs upon this case
But as time passes I see you with your new toy
Happy and content but I trust you
You swore to be honest with me
So I wait here on this shelf for you
But then one day it hits me
Your not honest with me
Your working hard to deceive me
With no intentions of ever returning to me
Time has come to bring this to an end
Move on with my life
Put old feelings in the past
And stop this pain and strife
One day it will hit you my dear
Just like a sharp long spear
Straight through your heart so dear
Then your mind will burn and sear
Nobody will love you like me
See you for who you are
Not for the pleasures you offer the body
But just for whom you are
A wonderful, enchantress
Someone to spend time with
Someone to hold and to love
Someone to grow old with
But sad for me
All anyone wants to see
Is the lust in anothers eyes
Which spells doom for me
Now I go off in search again
For a women worthy of this live I give
Someone who will treat me kind
And you dear, I forgive
sealed with a kiss and a tear..........
~~~~~Old Poems Bellow~~~~~
The Watcher
Two bodies
Entangled in love
Naked and pure
Like the heavens above
The heat between them
Hotter than the sun
Warming eachother
Their pleasure has begun
Bodies pressed tight
Hard to the touch
Excitement like eletric
Nerves on fire with each touch
Hands roaming over bare skin
Bumps here
Curves there
Examining everywhere
Touching places few have seen
Exploring eachother in this sacred night
Warm hands caressing forbidden parts
Dare we watch longer at this blessed sight
Lips locking in tender embrace
Tounges caressing through warm lips
Soft moans breaking the silence
As one of the hands slowly dips
Down for the sweetest spot
A long caress that elicites
A shattering moan
and this is where the watcher exits
Left with one thought in his mind
The one that always plauges him
Haunts his mind day and night
Why can't that be him?
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Treasure
The rich man gives
All of his money
The pretty man gives
His perfect body
What does this poor man give?
Somthing rare
But does not cost much
Yet is wonderfull beyond compare
What does this poor man give?
All of his belongings?
Rich man can do better
So why those things?
What does this normal man give?
Somthing beautiful
But not himself
But somthing wonderful
What does the normal man give?
He has no looks to offer
Pretty man can look better
So why with looks bother?
He hands you a treasure.
His one and only part
That neither rich nor pretty man can beat
Take this treasure, his heart.
Can rich man love?
Busy with money
and meetings and such
Does he have time for his honey?
HE can buy you all you want
But how long till you
Grow tired of the toys?
Then what have you?
Will a pretty man stay?
His looks grab the eyes
Of all the women around
How long till he lies?
He can please you,
But can he love you only?
What about being romantic?
Will he not just leave you lonely?
Here is your normal man.
No looks to offer
No money to offer
Only one thing to offer..
HEre in his hands
He holds his grand treasure
For you to take
So that you will know for sure
After the looks
And after the money
All die and vanish
He will be there for you honey,.
Becasue you have his heart.
His greatest treasure
You hold his love
The purest and greatest treasure.
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I belong to you
You have some strange power over me
I should be scared
I should be struggling to be free
But this feeling is grand
I don't want it to end
It gives me hope
And joy without end
how did you get me like this
I feel so weak around you
You have some strnge power over me
That makes me madly in love with you.
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This pain eats me alive.
To see you hurting so much.
It hurts me so deep inside.
Please believe this much.
I care for you to much.
To sit here quietly.
While you suffer this much.
Please do not ignore me.
Accept this hand of comfort.
That I offer to you.
TAke this offer of suport.
Given now to you.
I feel sick inside now.
I wish I could take your pain away.
End it all for you somehow.
PLEASE do not push me away.
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I want to taste your sweet lips..
From the first time we meet..
Make a lasting and lingering kiss..
Then in the early morning...
holding you tight in seet bliss..
After you wake me with a kiss...
Then late at night what is this?....
Another long monet locked in your kiss...
As we both hold eachother in nakedness...
I want to taste your sweet lips...
Till the day I finaly rest....
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Jealous Man
Look into my eyes.
See the pain I try to hide.
When I see you around other guys.
Instead of by my side.
From where these feelings came,
I may never know.
I feel such shame,
That these feelings even show.
Forgive me if I snap.
Or if I seem possesive.
Just give me a slap.
If I get obsesive.
If feel such jealousy.
Cause when I look at you I see.
The woman I want next to me.
For all eternity.
Looks so captivating.
A humor so rare.
A mind that is amazing.
Oh and can't forget the hair.
All I want from you.
Is to be held close.
To hear "I love you".
And never be let loose.
But I geuss I must try.
To hide this feeling the best I can.
For you belong to another guy.
And I am just a jealous man.
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Is this love?
It hurts me deeply.
And what are these feelings?
Why do I act like a fool?
Why can't I stop these feelings?
I felt this before.
I thought I had left it behind me.
But now I found someone.
Who has brought them back to me.
Should I welcome them?
Or should I reject them?
ShouldI embrace them?
Or should I supress them?
I do not like them.
Yet I truly love them.
I am scared by them.
Yet I am comforted by them.
It tears me up inside.
When she is not around.
It brings me great joy.
When she is around.
I try not to act like a jealous fool.
But then the rage rises in me.
I try and supress it.
Why did this have to happen to me?
Is this love?
True and pure?
Sent from heaven above?
I want to know for sure.
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This darkness that surrounds me
Threatens to swallow me
Where I once found light
I now find nothing but blight
Look here at this
A hole in the middle of my chest
Now why do I have this
What reason fits best
I can only think of one thing
The one that made my heart sing
Showed me I was just a fling
Took my heart and destroyed everything
Now I stand crushed
I can only hope that one day
I will pull everything back together
So this whole in my chest will go away
I feel so cold and empty
LEft out for the wolves to pick at
Why did this happen to me
What did I do to deserve that
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Tell me your secrets,
And I will tell you mine.
Let me see your world,
And I will give you mine.
Take me in your arms,
As I take you in mine.
I will pull you close,
As you put your lips to mine.
The most passionate of love making,
Is when we just sit and take our time.
No rush no hurry,
Just sitting together eyes locked with mine.
With no desire for sex,
Just someone to call mine.
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Walking down the street
Whistling a soft tune
The sun is up
It is a beautiful June
then it hits me
With a pop like a baloon
another thought of her
Just assaulted my noon
Now things turn dark
Surrounded with gloom
How can someont that makes me happy
Also make me so forloon
there was a time when
She brought a smile like a cartoon
Now thoughts of her
have turned dark doom
What happened to my smile
What happened to my happy tune
I know I still love her deeply
But thinking of her only brings the gloom
Does she hurt me on purpose
Does she know she causes this sad tune
What was once a bright sunny noon
Is now a dark and cold June
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Hug me close.
Hold me tight.
LEt me know how you feel.
All through the night.
Kiss me tenderly.
Look into my eyes.
Let me rub your back.
Tell me no lies.
Hug me close.
I don't want to let go.
Don't let this night end.
And let your feelings show.
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When I search,
I can not find it.
When I stretch,
I can not reach it.
Is this my curse?
Will love to me remain hidden?
Will I ever find a mate?
Or is love a fruit forbidden.
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The Card
In this game.
I need only one card.
The Queen of Hearts.
But finding her is hard.
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On this journey I make.
Many have gone before.
But not all find the treasure.
Few know what they are looking for.
The path is dangerous.
And full of deception.
But the prize in the end.
Is love without question.
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This feeling I have.
Is one so rare.
Could it realy be?
From love without compare?
When I think of her,
My body goes limp.
When I look at her,
My heart gives a jump.
Is my search over?
Have I found true love?
If only I was sure.
That this is love.
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Come here.
Look at this treasure.
But can you find the key?
It is a sight to behold for sure.
Can you unlock it?
I have all this to give.
A liftime worth of love.
If in my love you believe.
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I have feelings.
But you don't care.
I am wounded and hurt.
But you don't care.
Just another victim.
Of your wild heart.
But to you it doesn't matter.
How much I hurt.
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The wraping is imperfect.
The ribbon losely tied.
But all that realy matters.
Is the gift inside.
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To run my fingers,
Through her hair.
To caress her skin,
Oh so fair.
Is this to much to ask?
Do I want to much?
Somebody answer my questions.
I deserve this much.
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The pain runs deep.
Is there no release?
Will a lady ever take a chance?
And bring this heart peace.
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A glance of pure white.
You take a second look.
But you see nothing.
Has your mind leave took?
But then you spot it.
A beautiful sight like no other.
One so captivating.
It would make any man stutter.
With fur so white and soft.
And wings that seem to trap the rainbow.
And a horn that spirals skyward.
The Unipegasas takes a bow.