~A Poem of God's Grace~
I did not know His love before
I had it all, without a care
I thought I knew His love for me
But then the way grew rough and dark
The ship that I had built myself
I had no strength or faith to face
His loving arms enveloped me
So through the dark and lonely night
Yet through the pain and endless tears
I saw God's love in brand new light
It was not easy in the storm
But Jesus never left my side
And now I see as never before
He worked it all out for my good
He raised His hand and said "Be still!"
I saw His face now clearer still
And now I know more storms will come
I still have so much more to learn Author
the way I know it now
I could not see my need for Him
my pride would not allow
the "Self-sufficient" lie
My path was smooth, my sea was still
not a cloud was in my sky
I thought I'd seen His grace
I thought I did not need to grow
I thought I'd found my place
the storm clouds quickly rolled
The waves began to rock my ship
I found I had no hold
was made of foolish pride.
It fell apart and left me bare
with nowhere else to hide
the trials that lay ahead
And so I simply spoke His name
and bowed my weary head
and then He helped me stand
He said, "You still must face this storm
but I will hold your hand."
He guided me through pain
I could not see the light of day
or when I'd smile again
my faith began to grow
I could not see it at the time
but my light began to glow
His grace and mercy too
For only when all self was gone could
Jesus love shine through
I sometimes wondered why
At times I thought "I can't go on"
I'd hurt, and doubt, and cry
He guided me each day
Through pain and strife
through fire and flood
He helped me all the way
how great His love can be
How in my weakness He is strong
how Jesus cares for me
although the way was rough
He only sent what I could bear
and then He said "Enough"
He made the storm clouds cease
He opened up the gates of joy
and flooded me with peace
I felt His presence strong
I found anew His faithfulness
He never did me wrong
but only for my good
For pain and tears have helped me grow
as nothing ever could
as Jesus works in me
If in the storm I'll love Him more
that's where I want to be
~Wendy Greiner~